LOGINJUNE;
The sun poured through the light curtains as if it had been waiting for hours to wake me up. I blinked against the brightness, my eyes heavy and sticky, and rolled over in the huge bed. My body sank deeper into the mattress, all soft and fluffy like a cloud had decided to hug me all night. For the first time in years I had overslept, and I hated admitting it felt good. The bed was too comfy, that was all. At least it was better than admitting I had stayed up for the better parts of the night because my brain couldn't stop replaying every sharp word Ronan had thrown at me during dinner, or the way his gray boxers had looked when he jumped up in his room, or the hard curve in it that looked like they were going to rip the fabric apart. Nope. Just the bed. I reached for the clock on the nightstand. The numbers glowed 9:47. My mouth fell open. “Seriously?” I muttered, sitting up fast. I grabbed my phone from beside the clock and tapped the screen. Messages from Mary lit up one after another. Oh, My God! I had missed a ton of her calls. Mary: June!!! You alive? Mary: Call me when you get settled, girl. I miss you already Mary: Let’s meet up by evening? Cafeteria near the old spot tomorrow? We need to catch up. Mary: Don’t ghost me now that you’re in a mansion😭 Isn't this girl too dramatic? What's the crying emoji at the end for? A small smile tugged at my lips. I could almost see her sitting under that big shady tree in front of our house, legs crossed, while we talked about everything. Now the tree was gone, replaced by some new building, and we had to meet like grown-ups in a cafeteria. But it still felt right, nothing out of the ordinary. I typed back quickly, telling her the evening was perfect, and how I couldn't wait to pour all my frustrations out. Then I set the alarm on the clock, that would help me not oversleep next time. I was only lucky today because it was a Saturday. My feet hit the floor, and I slipped into the slippers waiting by the bed. Today I had stuff to do. I thought about them as I moved into the bathroom: unpack the rest of my worn-out clothes, arrange them in the closet the way I liked it, make this giant room feel like mine instead of some fancy guest space. And later, meet Mary. That part made my chest feel lighter. I jammed the bathroom door behind me, still rubbing sleep from my eyes. The small round mirror above the sink showed my messy hair and puffy face. I turned the faucet. A tiny trickle of water came out, then nothing. Just air and a sad gurgle. “What the f..?” I twisted the handle harder. This must be some sick joke. My core was burning up. I spun at once, tried the shower next. Same sad ugly gurgle, not even a drop of water escaped from it. A scream burst out of me before I could stop it, almost too loud. “How can water run out in a house this huge? This is ridiculous!” I blurted. Fists clenching at my sides, face hot with frustration. Just then a soft knock sounded on the door. I sighed, stormed out of the bathroom, and into the bedroom. Yanking the door open. Mariah, the maid who had cleared the dinner plates last night. She had introduced herself a little too cheerfully as the head maid when I helped her out with the plates. “Good morning, Miss June,” she said gently. “Your mom asked me to let you know she and Mr. Grayson stepped out early. They didn’t want to wake you. They’ll be back before lunch.” I nodded, still gripping the door frame, my other hand pressed to my stomach because I really needed the bathroom now. “Thanks, Mariah. Um… do you know where they went?” She shook her head. “They didn’t say, miss. But they went out without the driver.” Oh! I nodded softly. That must have been one lovers’ spree. I was about to close the door when my stomach rumbled low. “Wait,” I called out. “There’s no water upstairs. The sink, the shower, nothing comes out. How is that even possible?” Mariah’s smile turned a little sorry. “Oh, yes. Plumbing issue hit all the upstairs bathrooms this morning. Mr. Grayson already called the plumber, but he can’t come until later this afternoon. In the meantime, you can use the bathroom downstairs in the hallway, but,” she paused. “The one at the far end is off-limits, that’s for your mom and Mr. Grayson. But the middle one is free and fully working.” Relief washed over me. There's a way out after all. “Okay, great. Thanks so much.” I managed a real smile this time even though my insides still felt twisted. At least I had somewhere to go. I shut the door quickly, heart beating a little faster now. I yanked off the thin robe I had slept in, letting it drop to the floor. My skin prickled in the cool air. I grabbed a big fluffy towel from the chair and wrapped it tight around my chest, tucking the end so it wouldn’t slip. Then I snatched the jar of the fruity shower gel from last night, twisted the lid, and breathed in the sweet mango-peach smell. It calmed me a tiny bit, another thing I had come to love in this house. I walked down the stairs, humming my favorite tune from Mariah Carey. Then I stopped in front of the bathroom door. A low growl reached my ears, I paused for a second longer, listened carefully, the growl was still there, more like a groan. I waved it off my mind, probably one of the faulty pipes. My fingers circled the shiny doorknob. I pushed the door open without knocking because who would be in there this early on a Saturday? Steam hit me first, warm and thick like a cloud. Then my eyes landed on him. Ronan. Stark naked under the running shower. Water streamed down his carved chest and stomach, mixing with white lather that clung to his skin. His hand was wrapped around his long, hard dick, stroking slowly, deliberately, like he was doing what my mind thought he was… doing. My mouth darted open at once. Droplets ran down his arms, his thighs, everything. His chestnut hair was soaked too, covered in the same foamy lather, sticking to his forehead. My breath caught sharp in my throat. I swallowed hard “June,” he mumbled low, voice rough and surprised. He spun halfway toward me, one hand still gripping himself, eyes wide as they locked on mine. What was he thinking leaving the bathroom door unlocked? I stood frozen in the doorway, towel clutched so tight against my chest. Words froze halfway on my lips. My heart slammed against my ribs like it wanted to break free. Heat rushed up my neck and burned my cheeks. I tried to look away, but my eyes wouldn’t obey. They stayed glued to the way his wet body glistened, the slow movement of his hand, the thick length he held, everything so raw and exposed. My mouth went dry. My legs felt weak, like they might give out any second. Ronan’s chest rose and fell fast. Water kept pouring over him, mixing with the lather, running in little rivers down his abs. He didn’t cover up. He didn’t shout. He just stared back at me, dark eyes burning with shock and something hotter, something that made the air between us feel thick and electric. “Get out,” he growled, but his voice cracked, low and strained, like the words didn’t want to leave his throat. I opened my mouth, but no sound came. My mind spun in circles, flashing the image over and over, his hand moving, his body tight with tension, the way he looked at me now, with his eyes ripping off the fold of the towel. Embarrassment crashed into me like a wave. What was this feeling stirring up inside me? Something strange, confusing, and dangerous that made my stomach flip and my core tighten. I couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe right. The steam wrapped around us both, making everything feel closer, hotter. His eyes never left mine, daring me, challenging me, pulling me in even as my brain screamed to run.JUNE;The mansion felt almost different after just a few days I had stayed away, and now I was back here. Head banging from the chaos I had just witnessed, and Natalie? Why was she there at the hospital? What if she alerted the press?Then a hand pulled lightly on my arm, it was Mariah. Her smile was the brightest when I met her eyes, her eyes glistening as she helped bring Ronan to his bedroom.And Selene? I wondered why she was still here. She had driven to the mansion behind us in her car. The moment she pulled up in the driveway, Mom stood there waiting for her to come down. My stomach rumbled low, twisted in that ugly manner. I looked away at once, my hand circling Ronan’s arm as we took him upstairs.Mariah pulled me into a warm hug, whispering into my ear, “Good to have you back,” then squeezed my hand a little.For a second none of us spoke. Ronan kept adjusting on his bed. I stood there watching him act as if he had truly lost his mind. Ronan was a stellar actor, Gosh!“I’ll
JUNE;The front porch of the hospital was unusually crowded with people. At first, I had no idea who was who, or what was happening, but Mom’s hands circled mine tightly as she whispered the press into my ear. My eyes went wide. They swarmed around Mr. Grayson, poking microphones and cameras into the air like weapons. Was this what he meant whenever he said the press would attack? They gathered like a swarm of bees, ready to sting.Mom tugged me harder, pulling me like some secret agent toward the cars parked in the lot. I had never experienced anything like this, my feet stumbled on the pavement as I watched the reporters almost lynching my stepdad to death with their questions. Flashes went off nonstop, lighting up the evening like fireworks. We moved fast, weaving between parked cars, it was only safer because Ronan was already in one of the vehicles. The nurses and the driver had helped pull him through before the swarm of reporters arrived.Mom exhaled heavily when we got close
JUNE;I turned to look. Selene stood in the doorway, her hands tightly crossed over her chest, her mouth pouting in irritation. The hallway lights cast sharp shadows on her face, making her look even more annoyed than usual.I scoffed, not wanting to create a scene right there in the hospital. I moved to step past her, but she shifted sideways and blocked the doorway completely, her shoulder bumping lightly against the frame. “I am not done talking to you, slum girl,” she snapped, her voice low but sharp enough to cut.Anger rumbled low in my belly, hot and heavy. I was tired and fed up with her insults. I wouldn’t have her humiliating me here, in this hospital too, after everything that had already happened today.“Look around you, Selene,” I found my voice, taking one firm step forward so I stood right in her face. My shoes squeaked softly on the tiled floor. “This is not your father’s palace, nor Westbridge Uni where you have your cohorts hanging around you. You will watch your nex
JUNE;I sat in the armchair available in the emergency room, the machines beeping steadily around us. Shortly after we arrived at the hospital, Mr. Grayson had gotten a call that required his attention and had hurried off, promising to return back soon. Mom had walked out to the pharmacy too, leaving me alone with the quiet hum of the monitors, and Ronan who had not opened his eyes since we got here. My head rested on my hand, propped up against the wall. I had barely gotten any sleep last night, and this morning we had rushed back here. My eyes felt weak and heavy, begging for rest. I was dozing off while trying to stay awake, my head nearly hitting the side of the bed when his voice reached me.“You should take a nap,” I snapped awake. It was Ronan. He was wide awake, watching me with those familiar eyes. “Not comfortable, but it would help.”My words hitched in my throat, refusing to fully form. The sleep disappeared from my eyes in an instant. Then he groaned, placing his hand t
JUNE; I sat quietly on the metal bench in the hallway, my elbows resting on my knees while both palms supported my chin. Every few seconds, another machine beeped from one of the rooms, reminding me that somewhere behind those doors, people were fighting battles no one else could see, my own battle sat heavily inside my chest. Mr. Grayson's words refused to leave my head. They replayed over and over again until I felt as though he was still standing in front of me on that balcony. "I'm not asking you to pretend, June. I'm asking you not to feel anything." How could anyone ask another person to do something like that? Feelings weren't clothes that could simply be taken off and folded away. And to top it all up, he had wanted to get me out of the mansion. Somehow, I made it easier for him. But somewhere within the past few minutes, he stood there at the balcony, pleading that I move back into the mansion, like I was a stone to be rolled in and out of a particular spot. I l
JUNE;“I… I am,” the answer stumbled out. The insides of my palm had grown damp, I rubbed it against the rough denim fabric of my shorts, the ones I had pulled on hurriedly after Mom’s call. “I am June.”“I see,” the older doctor nodded, pushing his glasses up a little. “It would definitely be hard not to recognize such a pretty face even in the worst case of TGA.” The doctor's lips parted softly, I saw what he did there. Our faces looked like the word tension itself, like the world was coming to an end, that man had made a mental note to soften the air just a little. But Mr. Grayson, my stepfather, wasn't having it. He shoved forward fast.“What are you playing at, Dr. Sterling? What's the bloody TGA you're talking about?” He grunted. “That's my son lying in there. And you're…. cracking jokes?” His voice was bouncing off the roof, my face fell to the floor. Doctor Sterling straightened up. “Calm down, Victor. I have been your family doctor for years now, you should…”“Exactly why
RONAN; I already knew coming to confront Selene at the Arkwrights’ Villa was not a so-good decision the moment I stepped into the massive living room. I felt it, like I shouldn’t be here, like I had acted on impulse without thinking. The mode and speed at which I drove into the compound weren't
“Selene?” Ronan called out. “You're here?” His eyebrows creased, he had no idea Selene was this close to his father, at least not to the point of sitting with him in his office., Selene's lips parted, as if she wanted to say something, but Mr. Grayson was quick to cut her off. “Selene had droppe
RONAN;“Tell me now, Mariah!” I yelled. “What do you mean June's gone? Gone to where?”The lady was fidgeting, I had never seen her this scared, but if getting her really scared was all it took to get the answers I sought, then I was ready to become a daytime terror.“I don't know, Master Ronan… Sh
JUNE;“Tell me you're joking, Romy?” I went wide-eyed. Romy laughed, her eyes bright.“I honestly thought it was some jokes as well,” she nodded. “Yeah. Grandpa Zach got me the place… You know what's sweeter about the whole surprise thing? It's just down the street, a few minutes away from school.”