LOGINKate arrived early on Saturday, determined to turn my bedroom into a magazine-worthy fitting room. Her plan was for us to get ready together and decide on the perfect outfit.
I’d already settled on my usual jeans and Converse, but with Kate there was no escape. Between her suggestions and sheer enthusiasm, she convinced me to wear dark jeans, black boots with a slight heel, a fitted blouse that highlighted my waist, and a denim jacket. She styled my hair into soft waves and applied makeup that brought out the green of my eyes, flecked with gold. Kate, meanwhile, after trying on half her suitcase, chose something much simpler: regular jeans and sneakers. The irony was obvious. When I gave her a reproachful look, she just shrugged and declared that her height worked in her favor, while mine needed “a little extra boost.” Mom and Dad had decided to go out for dinner at an Italian restaurant in the city, so the house was quiet when the doorbell rang. I went to open it, completely unprepared for what I was about to see. Jacob stood at the door. The issue wasn’t that he was there—that part I’d expected. It was how he looked. I’ll admit it: I stared longer than what’s socially acceptable. Jeans. A white T-shirt. A leather jacket. His hair was slightly messy, like he’d run a hand through it instead of using a comb. So far from his usual impeccable suits. So different. And so… unsettling. I realized I was mesmerized when he had to repeat himself. “Camila, I asked if you’re ready.” “Oh—yes… of course. Sorry, I… um… I’ll get Kate.” I let him in and rushed upstairs to grab her, still trying to understand why he’d rung the doorbell when he’d had keys to the house for years. It’s not like this was a date. We came back down right away. When Kate saw him waiting in the living room, she nudged me with her elbow and shot me a knowing look that clearly said, ‘I’m not keeping quiet about this later’. It was no secret that Jacob turned heads wherever he went; Kate had declared more than once that he was ‘ultra hot’, though always seemingly untouchable with his serious demeanor and formal clothes. But there, dressed casually and looking relaxed, he was harder to ignore. I had to remind myself several times not to keep staring. He stood calmly and walked toward us. At the bottom of the stairs, Jacob held my gaze with that unreadable expression that always threw me off—until Kate, in her effortless way, broke the silence and eased the tension. “Ready for an unforgettable night?” she said, far too cheerfully, staring into nothing and gesturing dramatically, like she was on stage. “It’s going to be memorable. Unique. Spectacular.” Jacob and I just looked at her. When she noticed neither of us had said anything, she turned to us with a confused expression. “Sure.” “Yes, of course.” “The best night.” “Unforgettable.” Jacob and I answered in unison. The sarcasm was obvious. Kate eyed us suspiciously but chose to ignore it and drift back into her concert fantasy. We hadn’t even left the house, and I was already regretting the night. The three of us stepped outside and stopped by the car. Jacob opened both the passenger door and the back door at the same time, then gestured for us to get in. Kate climbed into the back and, before closing the door, said, “Thank you, Jacob, for coming with us to the concert. I owe you one.” Jacob smiled and shut her door. Then he turned to close mine, answering while looking straight into my eyes, “My pleasure.” I broke eye contact and swallowed hard. This was going to be a long night. During the drive, we talked about everything and nothing, but I couldn’t stop wondering what the dynamic would be like once we got inside the venue. Would he stay with us the whole time? Would we lose each other in the crowd and only see him from afar? The last thing I wanted was to be the one to ask. I was lost in thought when Kate’s question caught me off guard. “So what did you and Justin decide about the concert?” Jacob frowned and briefly glanced at me sideways before returning his eyes to the road. «Kaaate…» “Nothing. I told him we already had plans,” I answered shortly. I didn’t want to have this conversation with Jacob listening. Kate had all day to ask me this and somehow decided ‘now’ was the perfect moment. I wanted to kick her in the shin. “But did you plan to meet up at some point or anything?” “Not really.” “Did you agree to text each other?” she kept going. I glanced sideways at Jacob, who didn’t say anything, but the air in the car suddenly felt tense. “Not in particular,” I replied. Before she could add anything else to her list of uncomfortable questions, I changed the subject. “What song do you think they’ll open with?” “That’s a great question! I hadn’t even thought about it.” That successfully distracted Kate, and for the rest of the drive, the conversation revolved entirely around Trollex.Over the past three weeks, life had taken on a different color.Not everything was perfect. There were still the occasional awkward moments with Dad, the curious looks at school, and Kate’s relentless teasing. But Jacob and I had learned how to exist inside a space that felt entirely our own, something quiet and invisible to everyone else, as though we had somehow discovered a frequency that only the two of us could hear.Sometimes it was nothing more than a quick coffee after class, where he insisted on trying desserts that never seemed to fit his image of a serious, responsible adult and somehow always made me laugh. Other times, it was a walk with no destination, Jacob with his hands tucked into his pockets, while I deliberately stretched every conversation for as long as possible, even the simplest ones, just to hear his voice a little longer.There were dates at tiny museums almost nobody visited, where I ofte
Things with Jacob felt different now.The uncertainty was gone. So were the long silences weighed down by everything we couldn’t say. In their place had appeared knowing smiles, lingering glances that seemed capable of carrying entire conversations, and those casual brushes of hands that still sent a shiver racing through me as though it were the first time.It was strange and wonderful at the same time. We had known each other for years, and yet everything felt new, as though we had only just been introduced.We didn’t spend much time talking about what being together actually meant. We didn’t need to. It was there in the way he looked at me when he thought nobody else was paying attention, or in the way he opened the car door for me with that calm, confident half-smile that somehow dismantled every coherent thought I had.We were living inside a small, quiet bubble, a shared secre
If someone had asked me to calculate the probability of Jacob and me ending up together, I probably would have needed a larger sheet of paper.Not because it was impossible, but because it had spent so long in the process of happening without actually happening that my brain had stopped treating it as a real possibility. And now that it had finally happened, I discovered something I hadn’t expected.The difficult part had never been falling in love with Jacob.The difficult part was getting used to the idea that Jacob was in love with me, too.I woke up half convinced that I ha
By late afternoon, the house had grown quiet again.One by one, everyone said their goodbyes, leaving behind warm wishes for this new trip around the sun and for the stage of life I was supposedly entering—a stage where I was no longer considered a teenager and was expected to begin my journey into adulthood. The truth was, I had no idea when that transition actually happened. I wasn’t sure anyone did. Maybe discovering it was simply part of growing up.Before leaving, Kate wrapped me in one of her trademark bone-crushing hugs and handed me her gift: a spa day for the two of us.We laughed and exchanged promises about scheduling our girls’ day soon, speakin
The brief pause Dad took after saying, “I do have my doubts,” couldn’t have lasted more than two or three seconds.In real time, though, it felt endless.It was strange how something so small could expand inside your mind that way. A few seconds are all it takes for anxiety to slip beneath your skin, for your heart to brace itself for a blow before it even knows what’s coming. In moments like that, the only thing you can do is organize your thoughts as quickly as possible and remind yourself that, whatever happens, you can’t let the disappointment show on your face.“But I also don’t want to be the reason you give up your happiness.&
The landing was so gentle that I barely felt it.The basket brushed against the grass before settling into the meadow with an almost unreal softness, as though the air itself was reluctant to let us go. When the balloon finally came to rest among the open fields, a knot tightened in my throat. I didn’t want that suspended moment to end. I wasn’t ready to come all the way back down to earth.Jacob helped me climb out of the basket, and when his hands brushed mine, the world seemed to pause for a heartbeat. Neither of us said anything. We didn’t need to. The silence between us still carried something new and fragile, as though we were both afraid that the wrong word might break it.The sky above us was impossibly clear, a shade of blue so pure it almost hurt to look at. For a moment, I found myself thinking that it belonged to the same secret language as Jacob’s eyes.Neither of
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“How much?” Those words came out before I could stop them. Clear. Sharp. “What?” Jacob frowned. “Camila…?” my dad whispered, stunned. But I wasn’t looking at either of them. I was looking at Paul. “How
That night, my dad and I decided to cook together. An old jazz record played through the kitchen speaker, its soft notes wrapping around us like a blanket. My dad chopped tomatoes while I mixed a sauce, and between laughter, bad jokes, and spoons clinking against pans, the house felt like it used
The days following the weekend at the lake felt strange, as if my life had suddenly stepped onto unstable ground. Everything looked the same—the classrooms, the homework, even dinners with my dad—but inside, nothing was where it belonged. Jacob had vanished into routine with a dis







