LOGINWe parked and headed toward the entrance. After passing through security, we reached an area with high tables and a bar for drinks and food. As soon as Jacob spotted a group of people, he nodded in their direction.
That’s when I understood: he had friends waiting. So this wasn’t a sacrifice for him—it was a chance to meet up with his people and, on top of that, with a guaranteed ticket. He wasn’t doing me a favor; he was simply adapting to the situation. And still, I felt a flicker of disappointment. We walked over to them. “Everyone, this is Camila, and her friend is Kate,” he introduced us with his usual restraint—but the way he said ‘Camila’, low and deliberate, sent a shiver through me again. The greetings were quick until we reached his friend Steve, who stopped with a more playful air. “Hi, Camila. I’m Steve, and that idiot over there is my best friend,” he said casually, pointing at Jacob and making me laugh. To my surprise, Jacob looked relaxed too. “I’ve heard a lot about you.” Kate shot me a wide-eyed look, eyebrows raised, but managed to hold back the comments that usually get me into trouble. “Steve,” Jacob warned, without adding anything else. “Guilty as charged,” Steve said, raising his hands, amused. “Nice to meet you, Steve. You can call me Cami. This is my friend Kate.” “Nice to meet you, Kate. I hear you’re the one to blame for the concert.” “To blame?” Kate laughed. “What do you mean by that?” “Nothing, nothing—it doesn’t mean anything,” Jacob cut in quickly, shifting the topic with his flawless tone. “Other than these two ladies, who wants a beer?” I soon realized that Steve was the only one who seemed to know who I was, because he spoke to me with more familiarity than the others. It was my first time spending time with someone from Jacob’s circle, and I was surprised to find that most of them were actually quite pleasant. Except, of course, for the fake blonde who appeared the moment Jacob offered to grab drinks. She clung to his arm with practiced ease. Every time our eyes met, she shot me that haughty look that said, he’s with me. I thought I noticed Jacob was uncomfortable, though he didn’t push her away. Still, I noticed he didn’t hug her or wrap an arm around her waist—which gave me a strange, quiet sense of relief. I think I’m analyzing this scene way too much. It shouldn’t matter to me. Kate tugged at my arm and subtly pointed toward the stage. My cue. “Jacob, we’d like to move a little closer. We want to stand over there,” I said, pointing to a side spot with a low barrier that would give me a better view than the floor. He looked at me as if waiting for an explanation. “Kate is obsessed with the drummer, and from here she can’t record properly,” I improvised. I didn’t want him to think we were running away from his group—though that’s exactly what we were doing. Nathalia, the blonde, made me nervous, and besides, Kate had waited too long for this concert to have her experience ruined. We weren’t aiming for the front row, just a bit closer. Jacob seemed to think it over. “All right. We’ll stay here. Try not to move around too much. I don’t want to lose sight of you.” The tone of that last sentence surprised me. I’d expected reluctance, like someone reluctantly agreeing to babysit—but it sounded more like a protective warning. Not to mention, he’d spoken in the singular. I chose not to give it more importance than necessary. “Thank you,” I said, smiling despite myself. Kate and I took our strategic spot. Being several inches taller than me, she climbed up onto the barrier with ease, phone in hand, ready to take hundreds of photos and videos. We’d chosen to stay slightly farther back to get a better view of the whole place and enjoy the stage without a wall of backs blocking us—though that was more for my benefit than hers. The music thundered, and the crowd ignited. Kate screamed and jumped like a little kid on Christmas morning. That alone made it worth it for me. I knew this wasn’t my scene, but I couldn’t complain. Seeing her like that made her happiness contagious. Every so often, I turned my head toward where Jacob was standing, silently reassuring him that I was staying put, keeping my end of the deal. Everything was fine—until I saw it. Nathalia kissed him without warning. The image hit me like a sharp blow. I didn’t like what I saw, so I quickly turned my attention back to the stage. I told myself it didn’t matter, that this shouldn’t affect me—but somehow, it had. So I decided not to look back again. As long as I stayed where I was, there was no reason—no need—to cross gazes with him anymore.Over the past three weeks, life had taken on a different color.Not everything was perfect. There were still the occasional awkward moments with Dad, the curious looks at school, and Kate’s relentless teasing. But Jacob and I had learned how to exist inside a space that felt entirely our own, something quiet and invisible to everyone else, as though we had somehow discovered a frequency that only the two of us could hear.Sometimes it was nothing more than a quick coffee after class, where he insisted on trying desserts that never seemed to fit his image of a serious, responsible adult and somehow always made me laugh. Other times, it was a walk with no destination, Jacob with his hands tucked into his pockets, while I deliberately stretched every conversation for as long as possible, even the simplest ones, just to hear his voice a little longer.There were dates at tiny museums almost nobody visited, where I ofte
Things with Jacob felt different now.The uncertainty was gone. So were the long silences weighed down by everything we couldn’t say. In their place had appeared knowing smiles, lingering glances that seemed capable of carrying entire conversations, and those casual brushes of hands that still sent a shiver racing through me as though it were the first time.It was strange and wonderful at the same time. We had known each other for years, and yet everything felt new, as though we had only just been introduced.We didn’t spend much time talking about what being together actually meant. We didn’t need to. It was there in the way he looked at me when he thought nobody else was paying attention, or in the way he opened the car door for me with that calm, confident half-smile that somehow dismantled every coherent thought I had.We were living inside a small, quiet bubble, a shared secre
If someone had asked me to calculate the probability of Jacob and me ending up together, I probably would have needed a larger sheet of paper.Not because it was impossible, but because it had spent so long in the process of happening without actually happening that my brain had stopped treating it as a real possibility. And now that it had finally happened, I discovered something I hadn’t expected.The difficult part had never been falling in love with Jacob.The difficult part was getting used to the idea that Jacob was in love with me, too.I woke up half convinced that I ha
By late afternoon, the house had grown quiet again.One by one, everyone said their goodbyes, leaving behind warm wishes for this new trip around the sun and for the stage of life I was supposedly entering—a stage where I was no longer considered a teenager and was expected to begin my journey into adulthood. The truth was, I had no idea when that transition actually happened. I wasn’t sure anyone did. Maybe discovering it was simply part of growing up.Before leaving, Kate wrapped me in one of her trademark bone-crushing hugs and handed me her gift: a spa day for the two of us.We laughed and exchanged promises about scheduling our girls’ day soon, speakin
The brief pause Dad took after saying, “I do have my doubts,” couldn’t have lasted more than two or three seconds.In real time, though, it felt endless.It was strange how something so small could expand inside your mind that way. A few seconds are all it takes for anxiety to slip beneath your skin, for your heart to brace itself for a blow before it even knows what’s coming. In moments like that, the only thing you can do is organize your thoughts as quickly as possible and remind yourself that, whatever happens, you can’t let the disappointment show on your face.“But I also don’t want to be the reason you give up your happiness.&
The landing was so gentle that I barely felt it.The basket brushed against the grass before settling into the meadow with an almost unreal softness, as though the air itself was reluctant to let us go. When the balloon finally came to rest among the open fields, a knot tightened in my throat. I didn’t want that suspended moment to end. I wasn’t ready to come all the way back down to earth.Jacob helped me climb out of the basket, and when his hands brushed mine, the world seemed to pause for a heartbeat. Neither of us said anything. We didn’t need to. The silence between us still carried something new and fragile, as though we were both afraid that the wrong word might break it.The sky above us was impossibly clear, a shade of blue so pure it almost hurt to look at. For a moment, I found myself thinking that it belonged to the same secret language as Jacob’s eyes.Neither of
The school bell always sounded like a reminder that the day was only just beginning, even though for me it already felt like a small victory: I had made it on time, my hair looked halfway decent, and my advanced math homework was done.The school had that chaotic energy only teenagers could give a
I had to pull the phone away from my ear because Kate wouldn’t stop screaming, and at this rate, I was sure I’d end up deaf. I had barely told her about the dinner and my mom’s idea when she started overflowing with excitement, as if she’d just won the lottery.“I can’t believe it! I CAN’T believe
Afternoons in the suburbs always carried an air of deceptive calm. At first glance, everything looked perfect: freshly trimmed lawns, gleaming mailboxes, and neighbors who greeted one another as if life could be reduced to the exchange of polite smiles. Living close to the city gave us access to ev
Kate arrived early on Saturday, determined to turn my bedroom into a magazine-worthy fitting room. Her plan was for us to get ready together and decide on the perfect outfit. I’d already settled on my usual jeans and Converse, but with Kate there was no escape. Between her suggestions and sheer e







