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Chapter 18

Author: Dea B
last update publish date: 2026-04-15 17:20:06
Ella

I stare at the bed for nearly ten minutes.

Not because it’s interesting.

Not because I’m tired.

Because sitting on my comforter are two very different versions of my future.

On one side is my oversized gray hoodie.

The same one I’ve worn so many times the sleeves are beginning to fray.

Safe.

Comfortable.

Familiar.

The version of me I’ve hidden inside for years.

On the other side is the swimsuit.

Red.

Simple.

Absolutely terrifying.

I wrap my arms around my middle and look away
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