LOGINLarissa thought marriage meant loyalty. Until her husband proved her wrong over and over again. When she caught Zephan cheating once more, he didn't apologize. Instead, he gave her a choice: accept an open marriage… or stay out of his business. So Larissa made one of her own. One night of no rules or guilt. Harl was supposed to be nothing more than a distraction—intoxicating, unforgettable, and temporary. But what starts as revenge quickly spirals into something far more complicated. Because Harl is more than just a one-night mistake. He’s not someone Larissa can hide from… and definitely not someone she can forget.
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“I can’t believe this, Zephan.” I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose as I let his phone fall to the bed. “This is the third time this month. Don’t you feel any ounce of shame? Or… guilt even?!” Zephan’s brow dipped in an annoyed frown before he turned toward his side of the cupboard with his towel still draped around his waist and beads of water running down his flushed skin. “Oh so that’s what you’re going to do now, huh?” I threw the covers aside, closing up the distance between us within seconds. “You’re going to ignore me?” “You’re the one blowing this out of proportion. How could I not ignore that?” He said the words so calmly, it scrambled whatever was left of my patience. I couldn’t believe my ears. “I’m the one blowing this out of proportion? Can you hear yourself Zephan?” I blinked. Once, twice, trying to understand what I just heard. Seeming unbothered by my eyes on him, he moved towards the bed changing to the sweatpants he had picked out. I followed, furious now. “Your wife just caught you cheating, and it’s not the first time, or the second time, or even the third time. And all you can say is I’m blowing this out of proportion?!” “Go to sleep, Risa.” He climbed into the bed, tucking himself under the covers. “We’ll discuss this when you’re rational.” “Wha—rational?!” I fired back, yanking the covers away. I was done with this nonsense. I had caught Zephan with countless women these past few months, it didn’t matter how he cheated or what lies he wrapped around it—cheating was still cheating. When our parents introduced us years back, I thought he was a good guy and that we’ll be able to make things work between us. Turns out I was very wrong. “Risa,” Zephan’s tone was heavy with warning, and I almost let out a laugh because he was the one clearly in the wrong here. “Stop this nonsense and go to bed.” “No.” I wrapped the duvet into a huge ball and dumped it on the bed, right beside his feet before dropping heavily next to it. “We’re going to discuss this now.” Zephan dragged his eyes closed, like he was fighting for patience, and I was about to call him out on it when his next words made me freeze mid-sentence. “See this is exactly why I suggested we have an open marriage.” My eyelids fluttered, trying to catch up with my brain. “What did you just say?” He stared at me, his amber eyes giving nothing away. “Well I know you heard me.” I blinked again. And again. “Wh—what do you mean by open marriage?” I questioned, completely confused. “When did you even suggest we have an open marriage?” “Last month.” He answered without missing a beat. I could hear my heart pounding loudly in my chest. “When? You’ve never mentioned anything like that. Why would you even think of something like that?” “Because it’s the solution to both of our problems?” He lifted a brow like it was perfectly normal to suggest an open marriage to your wife so you could cheat without having her stop you. He then moved to grab the duvet, shaking it out before pulling it over himself. “This is ridiculous.” I said, disbelief burning in my voice. “There’s no way I’m letting you do something like this.” “You have to pick, sweetheart.” The usual nickname lacked endearment as I watched Zephan plump the pillow behind him. “Either that, or you mind your damn business.” ~~~~~~ The conversation Zephan and I had that night never really left my mind. It just sat heavily in the center of my chest even till this very second. Which was why I was out here, letting the sweet-smelling breeze hit my face, and seeking help from my closest friend. “I just don’t understand what his problem is, Lennie.” I complained, shifting back into the bench with the plastic cup in my hand. “All I’ve done is been the perfect wife. I cook, I clean, I do the laundry—” “Your oral game is top notch too.” She cut in with a slow nod, before taking a sip from her cup. “Exactly. But he still keeps going outside.” “Hmm.” Lennie stroked her chin before shifting her gaze to her son nearby, who was busy wandering along the grassy path, examining every stick and pebble he found. “Maybe it’s just part of him. You know how most men are.” She snorted, gesturing vaguely with her hand. “Wanting to plunge their dick into every pussy they can just to see if it’s as sweet as it looks.” “You should even be a happy girl.” She grinned, her green eyes sparkling with mischief as she gave me a light playful nudge on the shoulder. I raised a brow, straw poised at my lips as I waited for her to continue. “You’re a free woman now. Well, sort of.” She corrected herself when I gave her a pointed look. “You can have sex—or a relationship—with any guy you want.” The sweet creaminess and gentle hint of vanilla coated my tongue as I took a sip of my latte, the cold drink sliding down smoothly as Eleanor’s words sank in. “We can even go clubbing.” She carried on, unaware of the plan forming in my head. “Just like old times and hook up with hot men.” “Yes. I mean if Zephan can cheat so can I right?” I tucked my hair behind my hair, squinting my eyes as the light summer breeze hit my face. “Well, now that it’s an open marriage, it’s actually not cheating.” “Oh hush,” I waved off her comment. “It’s still the same thing.” Lennie rolled her eyes. “Whatever you say.” Just then, Ethan came towards us with as many sticks and pebbles his hands could carry and Lennie started telling him something about dropping them and getting his hands dirty. Looking at her, most people would just assume she was just a young woman who’d had a kid out of wedlock in her early twenties—not knowing that the damn woman had married twice and ended up divorcing them because she now realizes she wasn’t the type to be stuck in a marriage and tied down by one man. And now, she had money coming from both ex-husbands since she won custody of all her kids. And she still had the freedom of dating whoever she wanted, whenever she wanted. Somehow she’s always had her way with these men—charming, teasing, and leaving them wrapped around her finger. With her sun-kissed blonde hair, piercing green eyes, and curves that seemed to have been sculpted just to turn heads, she looked every bit the part of a woman who knew exactly what she wanted… and always ended up getting it. “So what’s your plan now?” Lennie turned towards me after handing Ethan a bottle of orange juice. I took a sip from my latte, fighting my smirk and failing before finally saying, “Getting laid.” “Ouuu, I know just who to call. A friend of a friend introduced me to this somewhat exclusive agency that runs a small roster of… discreet men for private, intimate encounters.” She purred, wiggling her brows at me as she took out her phone from her purse. While Ethan just stared up at us with wide curious eyes, oblivious to the shameless things his mother was saying. “They are very good at what they do.” My brows dipped. “Lennie.” “What?” She didn't take her eyes off her screen. “Don’t tell me you’ve—” I paused abruptly, my eyes flicking to Ethan and I quickly amended my words. “—smashed every guy in the agency?” She stiffened, her eyes darting to mine for a moment. “Okay. I won’t tell you then.” My jaw dropped and I was about to scold her, when she gave me a sharp glare before smiling warmly at Ethan and returning her gaze to her phone. And I couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. Her excitement was making me equally excited. If my husband thought suggesting an open marriage was a good idea, he was about to learn just how wrong he was.One year laterLarissa’s Pov“Promise me this will never end,” I whispered.“Nothing about us would ever end.”Those were the words he had sowre right before he dropped too his knees, a ring in hand as he asked me to be his. Those were the words that healed everything that had been broken, brought back the girl that once knew there was love and hope in the words.“A penny for your thoughts?” harl whispered, his lips brushing my cheeks as he held unto our little girl.I sighed, slowly rubbing my protruding stomach, he wasn’t lying when he said he was going to make sure I stayed pregnant. “Nothing, just remembering when you had asked me to marry you,” I whispered.He smiled, “best… one of the best days of my life.”It was mine too.The sound of shrill laughter and footsteps echoing through the building caused our heads to turn, “they are here,” I whispered, watching with a smile as Lennie’s kids ran through the hallway. Behind them, Lennie walking in with Darius behind her.She says
Larissa’s Pov“Harl.” I moaned, my body arcing from the bed as I tried to hold onto the bedsheet. This was my life now, the one I couldn’t stop loving. Waking up to the sunrise with Harl between my thighs eating me out as if this was his last meal. I could die happy.“Please,” I whimpered, my body seeking the release that he was delaying. He growled, the vibrations washing through me, causing me to tighten my thighs around his head, just as pleasure shot through me, “fuck!” I screamed, feeling the orgasm crash through me.“Good morning gorgeous,” he grinned, his head slowly rushing from between my thighs. “Did I mention that you look so gorgeous this morning?” he whispered, leaning over to plant a kiss on my lips.I didn’t mind, didn’t care even though my tongue tasted myself on his lips. All I would always want is to have his tongue on my body. “Will it always be like this?” I whispered, unable to hold the little flicker of doubt that lingered in my chest.He grinned, “Each day wil
Larissa’s PovA few days later.“What do you think you are doing?” Harl whispered, his breath fanning the outer shell of my ear as he wrapped his hand around my waist, pulling me closer to his chest.My breath hitched as my back came in contact with his chest, enjoying the way it felt to have the taut muscle against mine. His fingers drew soft patterns on my slowly protruding stomach. I had moved in the night when asked me to, but was never shy to bask in his touch.“Hmm? Did I tell you that you aren’t meant to do any heavy lifting when it comes to anything around the house?” he glowed.My thighs clenched at the feel of his voice. Living with Harl isn’t hard, but what was hard was the fact that he had refused to do anything… “Larissa?” he called out softly.I bit my lower lip, snapping myself back to reality, “i…” I cleared my throat, forcing down the image that burned in my mind. “I just wanted to make sure that we had this picture placed here, I whispered. Hoping my tone gave nothi
Harl’s PovMaybe it was a hopeless dream, but I didn’t care. She had kissed me and that is all that rang through my head. Dinner wasn’t bad, we had talked, stayed clear of things that would ring of sadness; Zephan and Sabrina.Watching her smile, and chat was liberating. ‘I love you.’ The words had rung in my head a thousand more times than they should, the urge stronger than the former. But every time is aw the look on her face, that fear that flickered in her orbs, I knew she wasn’t ready to hear the words yet.“Someone looks excited,” Darius teased behind me as I walked into his office.I ignored his teasing as I slumped into the chair, grabbing the glass of whiskey that was on the table, “Well, just had the best date I could ever dream of,” I muttered, taking a huge swing. I needed to quell the ache that I felt in my chest. The minute I drove her back to Lennie's house, I knew this wasn’t the way I wanted our evenings to end.I knew that I needed us to be home together, watching
Larissa’s PovI lied, I wasn’t leaving with Zephan, but making him feel like I was, was the only way I could cause him pain, if he even felt it. I could hear the desperation in his voice as he tried to call me back, drag me back into the mess he had made for me.My thoughts weren’t refined, I only
Zephan’s Pov “Mr Dawson, I didn’t think I would see you this early,” I said, stretching out my hand for a handshake as I smiled at the men.He nodded, his eyes scanning around the room, as if he was trying to decide the kind of man that I was. My eyes wandered to the
Larissa’s PovOne question had been answered. Harl’s true identity. But that had only opened up a door for a thousand more unanswered ones. What was hard was the fact that Zephan had curated an image of Harl in my mind. A monster, a man who had done nothing but hurt everything he touched.And then
Larissa’s Pov The tears wouldn’t stop flowing. No matter how hard I tried to stop it, I couldn’t bring myself to stop crying. He held her with so much gentleness, the scene wouldn’t stop playing in my head like some broken loop. No matter how hard I tried to change it, it












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