Chapter 5

"Phew, after a tiring day, I believe I deserve a rest! But first I'll eat something, I'm starving!"

I was beautiful and full in the kitchen, after having a tense day here at work, I deserved to eat in peace. Since Yan was sleeping in my room again I had left him, today was a very sad and revolting day for him and it was difficult to be rejected by his own father. But later on, I found myself getting scolded for calling, I knew that it didn't matter how many times I could call, because this man was never going to be present in this son's life, I believed that money could do everything, while forgetting that it couldn't?

"Wow, I'm so hungry, I think three sandwiches are enough for how hungry I am, but I think I'll take a shower and then come eat.

When I finished taking a shower my stomach was so hungry, I spent practically the whole day without eating, it was to be expected! I realized that Yan was sleeping in a deep and comfortable sleep, in my bed I wasn't going to wake him, now I had time to eat in peace without any problems. Today would be another day that the Doctor #¿$?%!¡ wasn't going to come and I bet he'll bring another different woman, it's enough to disgust me, I didn't want a man like that, not even for free.

I prepared my snack and stayed in the backyard watching the moon, it was so beautiful at night. I immediately imagined myself in my humble little house sitting at the door watching this moon with my friends, how I missed it, no matter how much I see her Lia every day, but we couldn't really talk and it's a lot of work taking care of children, you have to be patient even more with a story like this . Super distracted thinking about life, I didn't even hear Doctor Charles André's car arriving. I was shocked when I realized that someone had made a huge noise in the room. I got up to see, otherwise, what about Yan who woke up?

"Wow! And Doctor Charles, he seems to be drunk, what a more unpleasant thing for a son to see his father like this, maybe he needs help, it doesn't hurt to ask?

I got up and went there, this man who was my boss made me angry because of everything he did to the boy. I got closer and realized that he was really unwell, he seemed to have had too much to drink. So I decided to make a very strong coffee so he could get better and be able to go up to his room to sleep before morning and Yan could see his father like this.

“Sir, drink this coffee here to make things better, don’t I think it’s right for Yan to see you like that?

"Who are you to tell me what I should or shouldn't do, take care of your work and not your life!

" Sorry, more related to involving Yan, yes, because lately you haven't been a great father to him.

"I've never seen someone as abusive as you, you know? I like your way more, you're an incredible girl, happy and the man who wins your heart!

"Please, drink a little, it will help you get better and stop talking nonsense, then you will say I'm crazy, because you won't even remember anything.

We looked at each other's faces, it felt like my heart was going to come out of my mouth and I soon started to feel unusually hot. Then after coffee out of nowhere he started crying, I had never seen a man cry like that I swear! I was speechless and moved by this. I believe that he also had a lot of problems and perhaps tried to find the solution through drinking and work. I thought my life was worse, but I see that even if someone had all the money in the world, they were unhappy.

"Doctor Charles, why are you crying?

"You remind me of my wife and I miss her so much!

"I'm sorry, it wasn't my intention to cause any pain and suffering, I know how and to miss you, I feel that too, but I don't drink to alleviate it, with time I will know how to manage this pain.

"I'm trying to be strong, but I can't and I can't even be close to my son because I remember her! It kills me because I really can't, so I prefer to spend all my time working so I don't have time for him.

— Doctor Charles, I don't want to be abused, but your son is the only beautiful memory you have and I think you should try to have more time for him, as it may not seem like he suffers much with your absence.

"And I've tried, but I can't! She's gone and before she dies I have to choose between her and my son and she's the one I chose and he decided.

"I'm sorry, I just think that your life can't stop, there will always be this feeling, just understand that your life can't stop.

"It was a car accident, that's why he has the scar on his head! I feel guilty about everything, but you're right, I really wanted to be that guy who wins your heart, you know?

"I'm really sorry, doctor, but you need help to overcome this trauma and live happily with your son! And stop saying things, I'm just a simple employee, you'll find the right person!

"I've never said this to anyone, but I feel like you like my son and I ask you to take care of him and know that what I want is true.

I took a deep breath and stood up when he pulled me and what I wanted happened, but at the same time, it wasn't something strange that I was feeling.

"If you need help, I'll be here!

"Your coffee was good! Now I'm going to rest and please don't wake me up.

Our! At the same time that he was polite and then rude to people, now, yes, I understood the reason for it all. He needed psychological help, that's it, but who am I to tell him what to do, I believe he only talked to me because he was drunk, everyone else and so on when he was a baby. After this confession, I went to sleep early tomorrow morning and had to be up and couldn't wait until the end of the week arrived so I could go home.

I confess that I liked the kisses, but that can never happen again, I already have enough problems.

When it was morning I woke up and immediately went to take Yan's coffee and he asked me again about his father, I know I was going to see him at swimming class and with no answer to give he said that maybe if it was without being naughty on the way back we would drink an ice-cream. I believe that this will work without problems again.

I took the opportunity to pack things so we could get ready, I asked God to get things right today. And when we were leaving, Doctor Charles called me in a strange tone, it seemed like something had happened or maybe he had had a nightmare like that. I left him with Lia and went to where he wanted to be in his room and I was really embarrassed to go there.

"Good morning! What do you want, Doctor?

"Forget our conversation yesterday, I was drunk and I don't remember much, so I don't want you to say anything, remember, you're just a maid, that's all.

"Okay, doctor, whatever you want!

"Next time I'll give you something to improve your drinking, you look like an ogre! I thought to myself how stupid I am.

I went down pissed off and then Lia asked me what it was and I didn't say anything, I hated this man if he could get out of here now and stop fucking around. But Yan was attached to me and I couldn't leave him here alone, so I swallowed my pride and went to do my work. On the way out, Yan saw him and asked for a hug, he didn't even give the boy any idea of ignoring him again so as not to make Yan sad and he gave the hug covered in kisses and I got a smile of thanks.

"Aunt Gabriela, you are one of the best nannies I've ever had!

"Good, Yan, I'm happy! Now let's go and behave, let's eat that big ice cream.

I had to do something to not let this boy suffer so much because if he continued he would grow up super angry and rightly so. Life is the way it deserves to be punished, and it had to end, I just didn't know how to do it, but I was going to find a way. When I arrived I went to talk to Lia to find out what we could do and if he had always been like this with his son.