LOGINChapter 03 | The Years Passed
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|AVA SANDERS|
“AV! Come on! The sun's peeking already! Get up!”
I lazily opened my eyes as I set my mind to what was happening around me. My Mom was shouting behind my door and knocking on it like there was someone chasing her in the woods. My ears were already near to exploding if she didn't stop knocking.
“Mom! I'm awake! Stop it, will you?” I argued back and rolled on my bed unti I was on its edge. I don’t know why I rolled again, causing me to fall in the wooden floor. I hissed when my right shoulder hits the floor first.
I sat up straight and loudly sighed as if I had it worst again. Same old times. My Mom would wake me in the morning and I would be rolling in my bed until my body hits the floor hard for me to really wake my brain off my sleepiness. I puffed air causing my baby hairs in front to flew upwards.
Time to get up.
"Av, eat your breakfast first!"
I halted from running towards our main door when my Mom's thunder voice reached my ears.
I was actually running out of time because my schedule for today was earlier than usual. I just remembered it after I slipped on the bathroom and my head hits the wall. It got me remember all that I should.
"But Mom, I'm running late!" I attempted to run again when a hand grabbed the hem of my hood at the back and pulled me towards our mini kitchen.
"Mom!" I shouted in frustration. I glanced on my not-so-new wristwatch and it was alreay striking at seven! I need to be there in thirty!
"Mom!" I stubbornly refused again. Knowing my mother, she won't let me go until I swallow all the food that she wanted me to eat. I bit my lower lips and sighed.
"Stop whining, my daughter. You're so thin! Look at you, Av!" My eyes widened as I looked at her in disbelief. My mouth was already wide open as I couldn't registered her words into my mind.
What?
"I am not thin!" I shrieked as I looked down on my figure. I still have my favorite figure of my body. I wasn't thin nor chubby. I was in the middle!
Oh, my God!
I looked at my mother and she was already covering her mouth, stopping the laugh that was about to slipped in her tongue.
"Mom!" I whined but a smile was already trying to slipped from my mouth.
"You're so annoying," I said while pouting my lips. I rolled my eyes and reached the egg sandwiches on her hands that she was giving me.
"Eat those on your way. Remember, breakfast is still the most important intake of food in life. Go," my eyes got teary-eyed but I shook my head causing a little of my hair strand to cover my eyes a little bit.
I don't know. I was a bit hurt, realizing that I missed this kind of time with my Mom since I stopped preparing for school.
I missed those times. But I was trying to be okay. Every day.
"Thanks, Mom. I love you," I pulled her as I hugged her as if it was my last time to do that to her. My eyes stung but I bit my lower lip for me to stop shedding a single tear.
First thing in the morning and I was already this emotional. This is not good.
"I love you, my daughter. Always, hmm?"
I STOPPED walking, not far from our house. I slowly turned around and looked intently at our house. From my distance, I saw my Mom carrying a mini-basket that I'm always carrying after drying our clothes at the back of the house and pin it on the thin wire in our backyard, letting it dry more with the help of the sunrays. I don't know why seeing her that way was so painful.
I was trying so hard to make our lives lived without worries. Without her, making those chores because I should do that instead of her but I couldn't. I needed money. I needed to work on that while she had to do it because I wasn't there.
Gulping the lump in my throat, I blinked my eyes and sighed.
I was only staring at the blurry scene outside the window beside me as the air coming from the outside was swaying my shoulder length hair. For the past three years, I didn't let it grew beyond shoulder level. I always made sure that it would be on shoulder level.
"Thank you," I bowed my head a bit at the direction of the bus driver that I rode at and get myself out of the bus.
Using my hands, I gripped at the strap of my small shoulder bag and glanced at the familiar coffee shop in front of me.
It was the shop Mira and I got in last three years ago.
"Good morning, Ava!"
A smile went into my lips as I looked at my left and saw Shida, the one who instructed us years ago. She became our friend as the shop grew bigger. It has branches all around the town and luckily, we were permanently have to work here and didn't transfer to the other branch.
"Morning Shi!" I greeted her and walked towards the counter.
I became the cashier of the shop for two years now. Mira and I was a waitress in our first day of work until she was promoted to become the assistant cook in the kitchen, making pastries and all as I was told to became a cashier after that.
"Where's Mira?"
I asked her while I fixed all the necessary things on the table in front of me. The computer was neatly fixed in the middle and many more that I usually used whenever people asked for their bills and if they pay for a take-out.
"Oh, come on! As if you don't know," my brows furrowed and looked at her on my right side.
Shida was half-japanese and half-spanish. Her brunette hair was swaying elegantly every time she walks or nod her head. She has thick eyebrows that I usually fixed in our break time, a kissable lips that was complimenting her slim high pointed nose and sharp jaw. Despite her looking like a princess, she has a small face causing her to look more of a doll rather than the latter.
"I know today is her day-off but where is she? Normally she would be here first thing in the morning," I told her and wipe off the dust that I saw at the side of the counter. It was already near eight in the morning and I was glad I made it on time.
I could go check on Mira earlier but I only remembered her after I hopped in inside the bus.
"She's with her hottie boyfriend!" My eyed widened and looked around if there were people who heard her shrieked like she was a pig getting cooked in a shell.
Oh, my gosh! She was crazy!
"Tone down your voice, Shida. You're a fine woman yet you shriek like a pig!" I whined and continued wiping the counter even if there wasn't any dust to wipe off.
"Hey! I will accept that I'm a fine woman but a pig?" her rounded pair of eyes looked at me in disbelief but I just looked at her with my brows, arched.
I crossed my arms and wait for her next words but she was just looking at me with her disbelief expression.
"What?"
I raised my left eyebrow and took a seat on the high tool chair behind me. I turned it to Shida's direction. She was already resting her hands on her small waist and was still looking at me, watching my every moves.
"Again, what?" I playfully darted her a look and stood up when the wind chimes on the door made a sound, indicating that a person entered the shop.
"You're really pretty, Ava. It was like you're a model!" I creased formed in my forehead when I heard her say that.
Where was the connection?
"Wh–," I wasn't able to continue what I was saying when she was already greeting the customers.
"Good day Ma'am, Sir! Welcome!"
My head slowly turned to the direction of the people in front of the counter, looking at the menu above. I was a bit at the far end but I clearly saw my bitchy friend, Mira. My brows were already furrowing when her eyes met mine. I raised a brow and tilted my head once, asking her what was she doing with a group of students.
Yes, those people were students and as I looked intently on their left chest, where their school logo was, they were studying at the school in front of the shop. Hardent Academy.
I looked at them. Mira was with three guys and three girls. They were all looking neat and clean. Probably because they were representing their school, very disciplined and high-quality school.
As I was observing them, one guy caught my sharp eyes.
He was the only guy who was cooly standing behind his friends, silently looking for his orders, probably. His friends were loud and in chaos, contradicting their suffocating aura when they entered. I think, Mira already spread her virus that was why they were chaotic. But he remained cool and silent.
He was also wearing a specs and I think my eyes were already shining brightly, with stars around it because of that.
I love guys with specs and cool, as a bookworm though.
"Hey!"
I was snapped out of my fantasy when Mira's cursed voice reached my ears. I abruptly looked in front of me where Mira was and I couldn't stop my eyes, darting her a glare.
"What?" I asked, annoyed.
"You didn't wait for me!" I rolled my eyes and get my pen and a paper as I sat on my chair.
"Well, blame the bus driver." I nonchalantly told her as I write anything nonsense on the paper while rolling my eyes.
I heard her grunted in annoyance and a smile slipped on my lips. She really got a short temper.
"But oh, well. It was a blessing in disguise because my boyfriend fetched me!" she shrieked and even slammed the counter table that caused me to jump on my seat a little.
"Mira, I told you to tone down your voice. And boyfriend who?" I asked and looked at her.
"The one that I was telling you who's been courting me for a year now! Look, he's over there." I followed the direction where she was pointing at.
"The guy who's wearing a bonnet! That's him!"
Despite her energetic voice, my eyes roamed around the circle of friends that she was with earlier. Instead of looking at the guy she was pointing at, my eyes darted straight into the same gu
y I stared at before Mira approached me.
I bit my lower as my heart took a leap. I think I'm doomed.
Did I got a love at first sight on him?
Chapter 12 | Heartbeats 02~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS| “Is it okay, Ava?” I smiled over the line even though she couldn’t see me. Her voice was somehow soothing in the ears and it was making me feel calm at some point. “Nah. It will always be okay, Ada. Besides, it’ll be of help financially. You know, life is a bit off right now . . .,” I stopped my brows from twitching as I felt pain in my chest when I think about it. My Mom was feeling pain in her chest yesterday and if only I had the money to help her get checked by a doctor, I couldn't. It was something out of my hand. This side job from Ada was really a blessing in disguise.
Chapter 11 | If Destiny Permits~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS| It was after the night they fought when I woke up, seeing my father fixing his things in a suitcase. “Dad?” using my groggy voice, I called him. He was taken a bit and I only watched him slowly turn to me. I could feel the sadness around him by the way he looked me in the eyes. “Where are you going?” I innocently asked him as I got up from the bed. I jumped off the bed and slowly walked in his direction. I slept in their room and I didn’t know if they even slept with me through the night. But looking at my father’s sleepless eyes, I knew he stayed awake.
Chapter 10 | A Phase In Healing~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS| “Take a break, Ava. It’s already lunchtime,” I shook my head to say no without looking at Shida who came to my side. “I still have something to fix on my report, Shi. You go with Mira–,” “Oh, no, no, no. Madam told me that you can continue it later,” I was cut off when Mira suddenly threw a towel on the screen that I was working on.“Mira!” I called her and looked at her with my brows lifted.“What?” she asked innocently and that only piqued my irritation.I rolled my eyes heavenward and took a deep breath. I glanced at Shi o
Chapter 09 | It Bled~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS| I don’t know what time I was able to sleep but I saw the sky at the window of my room getting a little bit of light. The sun was already peeking through the thickness of the clouds when I got to sleep. That was why I looked like a zombie when I woke up not later than an hour after I slept. There were already black circles under my eyes. I have puffy eyes and a face that wasn’t new to me. I shook my head and proceeded to do my morning routine. I washed my face and brushed my teeth as I got inside the shower area and took a bath.&nbs
Chapter 08 | Remembering the Pain~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS| I was just staring at my feet while walking home. It was already nearing ten in the evening because I intentionally planned to go home late. I told Shida that I would take her schedule for tonight so I had to push her to go home instead of me. I just needed more time alone before facing my mother. Remembering the past that I tried to bury a long time ago was making me feel pathetic. So pathetic that I even told myself years ago that I accepted what happened to my parents but the truth was, I just hid it within my soul. The fact that it was still this painful for me, I knew that I was still there. I was still in between grief and acceptance.Grief for the family I should have like everyone else and acceptance for how it should be. “Hey! Do you think you own the road? Damn! That was close!”I was startled when a deep irritated voice rang in my ears. I blinked my eyes and bowed my head a bit toward the driver of a
Chapter 07 | Memories~×~×~×~|AVA SANDERS|I woke up feeling like my head would fall and roll on the floor once I tried to get up. It was like someone had been smashing my head with a hammer. I'm surprised it was still intact on my neck.“Avie!” I almost had a heart attack when the door of my room burst open, I'm afraid it'd break after a second.My eyes couldn't even properly move open when I heard my friend's heavy footsteps coming near me. I closed my eyes and put all my weight on my comfy bed as I put my right arm over my eyes, completely ignoring Mira's furious aura.“It's a goddamn morning, Mira. You're really going to ruin my eardrums at this point,” my voice was groggy but I know she heard that clearly.I heaved a deep breath and withdrew my arm as I let it on my side. I slowly blinked my eyes to adjust to the brightness of my room. Mira just had to freaking move my curtains on the side and let the morning sun hit my face directly.She was so annoying!I looked at Mira at the







