LOGIN“Stay in the car,” Damien said sharply, his hand shooting out to grab my wrist before I could fully open the door. His voice was low and tight, the kind of tone that usually made people listen.
“Elena, I mean it. Do not get out.” I turned to look at him, the world tilting sideways in that dizzy, warm way the alcohol made everything feel. For a second I just smiled at him , this slow, drunk, stupid smile that probably looked ridiculous with my tear-streaked face and messy hair. My heart felt too big for my chest. Everything was spinning, but looking at him made it spin in a good way. “I love you,” I said softly, the words slipping out before I could stop them. They felt true in that moment, even if they were soaked in liquor and pain. “I think I always did a little. Even when I was with him.” Damien’s eyes widened, something raw flashing across his face. His grip on my wrist tightened for a second like he wanted to pull me back in and never let go. But then his jaw clenched and he let go. “Elena —” I didn’t wait. I pushed the door open and stepped out on shaky legs. The ground felt like it was moving under me. My heels wobbled, and I had to grab the car door to steady myself. The night air was cooler now, making my skin prickle, but my body was still burning from what we had done in the car. I could still feel him inside me, the ache between my legs a reminder that for a few minutes I had forgotten everything. I started walking toward the two guys who had blocked us. They were standing there with their arms crossed, looking at me like I was entertainment. One of them was Marcus’s friend Tyler, the loud one who always made jokes at my expense. The other I didn’t recognize, but he had the same smug, rich-boy energy. “Elena!” Tyler called out, his voice dripping with fake concern. “We’ve been looking for you, girl. Marcus has been blowing up our phones worried sick. You weren’t replying to his texts.” I laughed. It came out loud and unsteady. My legs felt like jelly, but I kept walking toward them, one hand trailing along the side of Damien’s car for balance. “Worried? That’s funny. He wasn’t worried when he was inside that girl.” The second guy smirked, looking me up and down slowly. His eyes lingered on my wrinkled dress and the way I was swaying. “Damn, you look like you’ve had a night. Nice ride though.” He nodded toward Damien’s car, the black luxury thing still idling behind me. “Moved on quick, huh? Who’s the rich guy dropping you off? Finally trading up from Marcus?” Tyler laughed, stepping closer. “Come on, Elena. Marcus said he didn’t mean it. It was just a stupid mistake. You know how he gets when he drinks. He wants you to come back so you two can talk. He loves you, man. That girl meant nothing.” I stopped a few feet away from them, the world spinning faster. My head felt heavy, but my body felt light and reckless. “He loves me?” I repeated, my voice cracking into a bitter laugh. “He laughed while he was fucking her. And you two are out here defending him? Typical.” The second guy stepped even closer, his grin turning nasty. “Hey, easy. We’re just the messengers. But look at you… all messed up and drunk. You sure you should be out here alone?” His eyes dropped to my legs, then higher. “That rich dude in the car get what he paid for? Or you still got some left for old friends?” Tyler chuckled, moving to my other side so they had me between them. “Yeah, Elena. Marcus would kill us if he knew we let you walk home like this. Why don’t we take you back to the party? Or… somewhere quiet. We can help you forget all about it.” I tried to step back, but my heel caught on the pavement and I stumbled. One of them , the second guy, caught my arm, his grip a little too tight, a little too lingering. His other hand brushed my waist, sliding lower like it was accidental. “Whoa, careful there. Wouldn’t want you falling and hurting that pretty ass.” My skin crawled, but the alcohol made it hard to pull away fast enough. “Get your hands off me,” I slurred, trying to shove him. My push was weak, and he just laughed. “Come on, don’t be like that,” he said, his hand sliding even lower, fingers grazing below my waist, right over the curve of my ass through my dress. “We’re just looking out for you. Marcus would want us to make sure you get home safe. Or maybe… you don’t want to go home yet?” I felt sick. The ground kept shifting under me, and his touch made my stomach turn. But the words wouldn’t come out right. Everything was too slow, too heavy. “Get off me,” I said louder, trying to twist away. My voice cracked. “I said get off!” He didn’t let go. Instead he grinned wider, pulling me closer. “Make me.”“Stay in the car,” Damien said sharply, his hand shooting out to grab my wrist before I could fully open the door. His voice was low and tight, the kind of tone that usually made people listen. “Elena, I mean it. Do not get out.”I turned to look at him, the world tilting sideways in that dizzy, warm way the alcohol made everything feel. For a second I just smiled at him , this slow, drunk, stupid smile that probably looked ridiculous with my tear-streaked face and messy hair.My heart felt too big for my chest. Everything was spinning, but looking at him made it spin in a good way.“I love you,” I said softly, the words slipping out before I could stop them. They felt true in that moment, even if they were soaked in liquor and pain. “I think I always did a little. Even when I was with him.”Damien’s eyes widened, something raw flashing across his face. His grip on my wrist tightened for a second like he wanted to pull me back in and never let go. But then his jaw clenched and he le
The car was quiet except for our breathing. So heavy and messy. My forehead was pressed against Damien’s neck, and I could feel his heart hammering as hard as mine. He was still inside me, warm and deep, and for a few seconds the world felt almost quiet. The alcohol made everything soft and blurry around the edges, but the ache between my legs and the way my body was still trembling kept me grounded in the moment.I rocked my hips slowly, chasing the last sparks of pleasure, trying to hold onto that feeling of forgetting. Marcus’s face was still there in the back of my mind, but it was further away now. Faded. I wanted it gone completely.“Again,” I whispered against his skin, my voice hoarse and needy. “Please… don’t pull out yet. I don’t want to remember. Make me forget more.”Damien’s hands tightened on my hips. For a second I thought he might give in. His cock twitched inside me, still hard, and I moaned softly, grinding down on him. But then he cursed under his breath and l
I should have told him to stop. I should have asked him to drive me home and forget this whole night ever happened. But the alcohol was loud in my blood, and the picture of Marcus laughing while he was inside that girl kept flashing behind my eyes.I couldn't even think straight.I turned toward Damien instead, my hand sliding over his on my thigh, pressing it harder against me.“I don’t want you to stop,” I whispered, my voice cracking. A fresh tear slipped down. “Marcus… he fucked her like I meant nothing. Like all the times I let him have me whenever he wanted didn’t count for shit. And she wasn’t even that pretty. She wasn’t. But he still chose her over me.”Damien’s jaw clenched tight. His fingers dug into my thigh, but he didn’t pull away. The car slowed like he was actually considering pulling over. “Elena… you’re drunk. You’re hurting. I’m not going to be the guy who takes advantage of you like this.”But his hand stayed right there, thumb still moving, making it hard to thi
I didn’t answer him right away. The words kept getting stuck behind the huge lump in my throat and the tears that wouldn’t stop leaking no matter how hard I wiped them.Also because he sat two stools away, watching me like I was some sad mess that had crashed into his perfect, expensive night. I hated that he was seeing me like this, eyes swollen, makeup ruined, the stupid anniversary gift bag still crushed in my lap like I couldn’t let it go.Another tear slipped. I swiped at it angrily and grabbed my second drink, taking a long gulp that burned all the way down and made my eyes water even worse.“Slow down,” Damien said, reaching like he might take the glass. His voice was low. “You’re going to feel like shit tomorrow.”I held onto it tighter, glaring through blurry eyes. “Tomorrow is already shit. What’s one more bad decision?”He didn’t even argue with me. Just watched as I took another big swallow. The liquor mixed with the pain until my head felt fuzzy and my thoughts started
The music was too loud and the lights too bright, but none of it could drown out the sound of my own heartbeat slamming in my ears.I pushed through the crowd, plastic smile still stuck on my face because it was supposed to be our night. One year together. Marcus had promised a surprise. I thought maybe a ring, or at least dinner somewhere quiet. Instead I followed the sound of his laugh down a hallway I wasn’t supposed to go, past the velvet ropes, and into a private lounge that smelled like expensive cologne and betrayal.The door was cracked open.I saw them before my brain could catch up. Marcus with his pants around his ankles, hips moving in that familiar rhythm I knew too well. The girl’s legs wrapped around him, her red dress hiked up, nails digging into his back. She was moaning his name like she’d earned it.This fucking bastard!!!I swear time didn’t stop. It just got heavier.I stood there frozen, one hand still holding the stupid little gift bag I’d brought for him, a







