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Chapter 61

Author: Cara Anderson
last update publish date: 2026-05-09 14:14:58
Nicolai

The morning drags on but I find small moments of joy in watching Jaxon Vale chafe against my demands, knowing he can’t say no. Not if he wants my family’s support. And everyone does.

Finally, he’s forced to do the one thing he’s been avoiding as long as possible without being blatantly offensive. Invite me to lunch.

Skye is there as I knew she would be, playing the perfect Luna. Gracious. Composed. Beautiful in a flowing emerald dress that does its best to hide the changes to her body.
Cara Anderson

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Katy
I like Nikolai alot I just feel bad for him cuz I feel like she'll never choose him
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