LOGINKrista*When I still lived with the pack, he’d had my devotion and my loyalty. My love as well, even when he did not return it. Even when he looked through me and longed for another woman. I had still loved him anyway.Then when I finally left and clawed together some semblance of a new life for myself, he came to Eldeg and dragged me back into the orbit of the Red Moon Pack all over again. Another thing he wanted.And now, he wanted more: my fear, my panic, my submission. He wanted me running through the forest like prey while he chased me for sport. As the realization settled into me, something ugly and furious began rising in my chest.No. I was done letting Jacob have whatever he wanted from me simply because he reached for it. The rage built and built until my vision blurred around the edges. The wolf in front of me remained still, golden eyes fixed on mine as if waiting to see what I would do next.That calmness only infuriated me further. “You think this is funny?” I hissed.J
Krista*It was Jacob. It had to be.My mind raced as I stared at the massive creature not far from me. When had he stopped following me? When had he shifted? How had I not heard it? How had I not noticed him disappear?The wolf stood perfectly still amongst the trees, black fur blending almost seamlessly into the gloom of the forest. Only those eyes gave him away, bright and intelligent and fixed entirely on me.I took an instinctive step backward. “Jacob,” I said, proud that my voice sounded steady despite the frantic pounding of my heart. “Cut this out.”The wolf did not move.“The hunt is over,” I continued sharply. “I caught the squirrel. What are you doing?”Still nothing. The silence unnerved me more than if he had spoken. My fear sharpened into anger. “Jacob!” I snapped. “Stop this right now!”The wolf lowered its massive head slightly, then a growl rolled out from its chest. The sound was low and deep and terrifyingly primal. It seemed to vibrate through the air itself, rever
Krista*The woods sounded different without my wolf, but not entirely dead. There were still sounds if I concentrated hard enough. Tiny movements hidden behind the groan of branches overhead and the whisper of wind through leaves.There was another rustle, closer this time. I narrowed my eyes and moved carefully towards it, placing each foot down with deliberate caution. The damp earth softened my footsteps and the cold air brushed against my face as I slipped between the trees.Somewhere behind me, Jacob remained silent and watching. I refused to think about how aware I was of him even now. Instead, I focused until the world narrowed, until all I could hear was the faint scrape-scrape-scrape ahead of me.Then I saw it. At the base of a large tree sat a squirrel, tiny paws working busily as it buried something under loose dirt and leaves. In this darkness, the animal was little more than a blur of grey-brown fur and twitching movement, but my entire attention locked onto it instantly
Krista*I had been planning to go see Kenan after I’d dressed, but that could wait. I was not relishing the prospect of spending time with Jacob, but the thought of making progress in seeing my wolf again, appealed to me. Besides, Kenan didn’t know I was coming, so there was no possibility of keeping him waiting. I’m sure he would appreciate more time with Leah.Meeting Jacob’s gaze, I nodded and asked him to give me a moment to get dressed. The smile he gave me made heat pool in my belly but I turned away, not trusting myself to stand until I heard the door close behind him.The instant the latch clicked shut, I let out a long breath and pressed both hands against the vanity. “Get a grip,” I muttered to myself.It was ridiculous that a single smile from him could still affect me this way after everything. Ridiculous and frankly humiliating. I stared at my reflection in the mirror for a second longer before straightening.Do not forget what he did to you. The reminder came quickly an
Krista *I could understand that more than I wanted to admit. Because once upon a time, I had been in her exact position as the anxious wife watching another woman occupy her husband’s thoughts. The woman trying desperately not to notice that part of the man she loved belonged elsewhere.My grip tightened slightly around the hairbrush. I remembered the day Laurel returned vividly and I remembered the way Jacob had looked at her. Somewhere deep inside myself, I had known that whatever fragile delusion I had built for myself — the fantasy that maybe someday Jacob would truly love me — had finally come to an end.It had hurt more than I could describe. So yes, even if I had no love for Laurel, I understood the insecurity consuming her now. And for that reason alone, I pitied her.A knock sounded on the door, interrupting my train of thought and I called for the knocker to come in. I expected it to be Serah, here with my breakfast or another serving of gossip, but no, it was Jacob, clad
Krista *Serah hugged the pillow dramatically against herself. “But seriously,” she said, eyes sparkling again, “what do you think happened?”I sighed and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. “I think,” I said carefully, “that whatever happened between Laurel and Jacob is none of my business.”Even as I said it, my thoughts betrayed me again. Because despite every warning I gave myself, despite knowing I should stay far away from whatever storm was brewing between them, my mind continued circling the same question over and over. What exactly had Jacob told Laurel?The question stayed with me throughout the morning.No matter what I did, no matter what task occupied my hands, my thoughts kept circling back to the same thing over and over again.What exactly could have happened between Jacob and Laurel badly enough for Laurel to destroy his room and move out of the manor altogether? Even after Serah finally left my room to return to her duties, the thought lingered stubbornly at the
Krista*Adrenaline roared through my veins as I whirled around, my grip tightening on my dagger just as a massive brown wolf lunged at me, its jaws gaping wide. I barely had time to dodge.The hot stink of its breath washed over me as I twisted to the side, feeling the rush of air as its teeth sna
Jacob****The evening air was thick with excitement as Laurel and I stepped out of the house, surrounded by our staff members. Dressed in ceremonial attire, they looked every bit the proud wolves of the Red Moon Pack. Their garments gleamed under the soft glow of lanterns as we made our way to the
KristaI stared at my reflection, willing the hollow look in my eyes to fade, forcing my lips to curve into a passable smile. But the result looked as tired and insincere as I felt inside. Tonight, of all nights, I couldn't afford to let my emotions slip through the cracks. Tonight was about duty,
KristaWhat had I expected? That Jacob would magically fall in love with me just because we’d spent a few years married? That he would look at me one day and suddenly see me, really see me, instead of the shadow I’d become in his life?I let out a bitter laugh, though it sounded more like a sob. Wh







