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last update publish date: 2026-06-05 23:41:37

Nathaniel

Walking away, and watching Nikolai collapse to the ground, begging and screaming for me to come back?

It was soul crushing.

Like the whole world was pressing against my chest.

But I know I need to get out of here fast.

If I want my head still intact.

People who recognized me were giving me weird looks, which forced me to hasten my pace, gripping tightly onto my bag.

Get your shit together Nathaniel.

Get it together.

Quickly, I navigated my way out, heading towards the main gates—

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Doris Emmanuel
I really don’t like Nathaniel anymore..his character development is shit..author fix it please
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Turtle
HEARTLESS!!!!
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