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CHAPTER 107-December

Author: Jacksontale
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They drove up on the twenty-second and her mother

had been cooking since half past seven and the house

smelled of the specific combination that meant she

had been in the kitchen all morning with opinions

about everything coming out of it and was not

interested in suggestions.

Fifth December together. She had been thinking about

the number on the drive up, watching the motorway

unwind the way it always did, the country flattening as

they went north. Five Decembers. The first she had

been nervous
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