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The remaining bite of my pancake suddenly tasted a lot like victory. I chewed slowly, my eyes locked on Damian as he finished the last of his coffee. The man drank it black, obviously. No sugar, no cream, just pure, bitter energy to fuel whatever dark empire he ran when he wasn’t busy lurking in the shadows of this mansion. He set the porcelain cup down with a soft, authoritative click that seemed to punctuate the end of our conversation. The rigid, unyielding armor he wore so effortlessly was back in place. The tiny, almost-invisible twitch of his lips from a few moments ago was gone, buried beneath a layer of ice so thick you’d need a blowtorch to get through it. He slid his iPad into a sleek leather sleeve, his large hands moving with a practiced, lethal efficiency. Then, he stood up. God, the sheer height of him was an occupational hazard. Even in a simple cream polo shirt and jeans, he managed to make the high-ceilinged dining room look small. He adjusted his watch, a heavy, expensive silver piece that caught the morning light, before his dark eyes snapped back to mine. "I am off to work," he stated. It wasn’t an explanation. It wasn’t an itinerary. It was a formal notification, spoken with the exact same low, gravelly cadence he used when he told me my school fees had been handled or that I needed to eat more vegetables. He turned on his heel, ready to stride out of the room and leave me in a cloud of dust and unresolved tension. But I was feeling bold. The cold shower had apparently done nothing to wash away the lingering adrenaline from last night, and finding out that I could actually rattle the great, untouchable Damian was a drug I wasn’t ready to quit just yet. "Bye, darling," I called out, my voice dripping with an exaggerated, syrupy sweetness. I leaned my chin in my hand, batting my eyelashes at his retreating back. "Have a good day at the office. Don't work too hard." I sounded exactly like a doting suburban wife sending her husband off to a 9-to-5 corporate job. It was ridiculous. It was a complete farce. Damian froze mid-stride. His broad shoulders went completely rigid beneath the fabric of his shirt. For a glorious, breathless three seconds, the entire dining room fell into a suffocating silence. I held my breath, a thrill of pure, unadulterated mischief dancing in my chest. I half-expected him to turn around, march back over here, and use that terrifyingly calm voice to put me in my place. Maybe even threaten to lock me back in the red room. Instead, he didn't say a single word. He didn't even turn his head. With a subtle, sharp exhalation that might have been irritation or absolute disbelief, he started moving again. His long legs ate up the distance to the foyer, and a moment later, the heavy, distant thud of the front door echoing through the mansion signaled his departure. I let out the breath I was holding, a massive, unbothered grin splitting my face. I picked up my glass and took a triumphant sip of orange juice. *Beverly: 1. Batman: 0.* Once I finished eating, I left the dining room and made my way back up the grand floating staircase. The house felt entirely different now that he was gone. The heavy, magnetic pull of his presence dissipated, leaving behind a sprawling, hollow luxury that still felt a bit surreal to inhabit. I walked into my bedroom and closed the door, leaning against it with a heavy sigh. Today was a rare, beautiful miracle: a completely blank canvas. I had no classes scheduled at the university, no grueling biology lab reports due, and no heavy genetics assignments hanging over my head. For the first time in months, I was entirely free. My original plan had been to simply laze around, sink into the massive duvet, and scroll through my phone until my brain turned to mush. But as I walked over to the large glass doors leading out to my private balcony, the view changed my mind. The morning sun was completely showing off. The sky was a brilliant, cloudless blue, and the aggressive Nigerian sunlight was hitting the estate’s perfectly manicured gardens just right, turning the dew on the leaves into sparkling diamonds. The pale streaks of silver moonlight from last night were replaced by a warm, golden glow that made everything look vibrant, alive, and impossibly beautiful. It was the kind of morning that practically begged me to create something. A familiar, restless itch kindled in my fingers. Painting had always been my escape, my sanctuary. When my father died and the world became too loud, too empty, and too painful to process, I had turned to color. It was the one thing I could control when everything else was falling apart. I walked over to the deep walk-in closet, bypassing the normal clothes until I found my favorite, most battered piece of clothing: my painting jumpsuit. It was an old, oversized denim utility suit that had seen better days. It was stiff, thoroughly broken in, and covered from collar to ankle in a chaotic galaxy of dried acrylics—splatters of deep burgundy, smudges of black, streaks of gold, and faint remnants of blues from a phase I had gone through a year ago. It was ugly, it was comfortable, and it guaranteed that none of the expensive clothes Damian had bought for my closet would get ruined. I stepped into it, pulling the heavy denim over my shoulders and zipping it up to my throat. I pulled my long hair out of the collar, making sure my high ponytail was tightly secured. Next, I dragged my heavy wooden easel out onto the balcony, the legs scraping softly against the stone floor. I set up a fresh, large canvas, the stark white surface gleaming under the sun, waiting for a story. I brought out my heavy wooden palette, my tackle box of premium acrylic tubes, and a jar of water that immediately caught the reflection of the blue sky. Finally, I pulled my over-ear Bluetooth headphones out of my pocket and slipped them on, completely shutting out the quiet hum of the mansion. I opened my phone, swiped past the blocked notifications from Dylan without a single ounce of regret, and pulled up my absolute mess of a playlist. I needed something that matched the strange, electric energy buzzing under my skin. I pressed shuffle, and the loud, heavy beat of a Korean rap track immediately exploded in my ears, the rhythm commanding, aggressive, and fast. Perfect. I squeezed a massive dollop of deep, velvety crimson onto the palette, followed by stark ivory, midnight black, and a rich, shimmering gold. My taste in aesthetics had always leaned dark and cinematic—I liked colors that felt heavy, dramatic, and full of secrets. I grabbed a thick, flat-briltle brush, dipped it into the water, and went to work. The moment the first stroke of crimson slashed across the white canvas, the rest of the world completely faded away. The cheating ex, the confusion of the move, the heartbreak—it all dissolved into the heavy bass thudding against my ears. I moved with a fluid, thoughtless rhythm, my body swaying slightly to the music as the track shifted from the aggressive rap to a sweeping, dramatic French ballad, then into a vibrant Japanese pop song. My playlist was a total disaster of languages and genres, a chaotic melting pot of moods that had absolutely no business existing together. But to me, it made perfect sense. It was a reflection of my own brain—loud, unorganized, and feeling everything all at once. Hours bled into one another, completely unnoticed. I lost myself in the texture of the paint, the way the acrylic built up on the canvas, creating deep, shadowy ridges. I wasn't painting the landscape in front of me. I wasn't painting the gardens or the tall security gates. Instead, my hands seemed to be taking orders directly from my subconscious. A silhouette began to form amidst the sea of crimson and black. A tall, imposing figure bleeding into the dark background, defined only by the sharp, dramatic lines of his shoulders and the faint, golden highlights catching the edge of a severe jawline. It was abstract, messy, and entirely consuming. Every time I dipped my brush into the black paint, I thought about the way the shadows in the living room had seemed to bend around Damian’s frame. Every time I dragged a streak of gold across the canvas, I thought about the intensity in his dark eyes when he took me to that room. The memory of his voice from last night floated through my mind, overriding the music for a brief second. I bit my lower lip, a sudden rush of heat warming my face that had absolutely nothing to do with the hot sun beating down on the balcony. I stepped back, wiping my sweat-slicked forehead with the back of my forearm, leaving a faint smudge of gold paint near my temple without realizing it. The painting was fierce. It was moody. It was entirely unhinged, if I was being completely honest with myself. If anyone walked up here right now, they’d think I was a girl possessed. But as I stared at the dark, powerful figure dominating the canvas, a slow, wicked smile spread across my face. Damian wanted me to forget what happened last night. He wanted me to go back to being the quiet, compliant girl who just accepted his charity from a distance. He wanted his walls back up. But he had underestimated me. I had spent two years falling in love with a ghost, and now that the ghost had a face, a name, and a chest that felt like solid marble when I was pinned against it? I wasn't going anywhere. I dipped a finer brush into the gold paint, leaning back over the canvas to add the final, sharp highlights to the silhouette's hands. Strong hands. Capable hands. The kind of hands that could lock you to a bar or keep you perfectly safe from the rest of the world.BEVERLY The heavy wooden door of the main floor restroom swung shut behind me, cutting off the loud, chaotic echo of the students spilling out of the lecture halls. I didn't stop to breathe. My bare feet moved as fast as my heels would allow across the damp, polished tiles. I bypassed the row of porcelain sinks and headed straight for the very last stall in the back corner of the room. I stepped inside, slammed the stall door shut, and threw the metal deadbolt into place with a sharp, echoing clink. My heart was hammering so violently against my ribs I thought my chest might physically rupture. My hands were shaking, slick with cold sweat as I raised my phone, navigated to Damian's contact, and hit the video call button. It rang once. Twice. The screen flickered to life. Damian’s broad, imposing face filled the display. He was sitting in his high-backed leather chair in his glass executive suite downtown, completely immaculate in his three-piece navy suit. His dark eyes locked o
BEVERLY The leather seat of my sedan had been an instrument of absolute torture for the entire twenty-minute drive to campus. Without underwear, every single bump in the road brought the cool, smooth leather of the driver's seat into direct contact with my bare skin. My backside was still throbbing with a deep, persistent heat from the heavy leather paddle, and the friction against my raw welts made me suck in a sharp breath at every traffic light. My hands had gripped the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles turned white. By the time I pulled into the university parking structure, my heart was hammering a wild, frantic rhythm against my ribs. I grabbed my designer tote bag, stepped out of the car, and immediately tugged down on the hem of my sleeveless beige turtleneck dress. The soft knit fabric felt scandalously short, ending barely an inch below the swell of my hips. Every time a cool morning breeze swept across the pavement, it brushed against my bare thighs, sending a viole
DAMIAN I stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows of my study, staring out into the pitch-black grounds of the estate long after the soft rustle of Beverly’s bare feet had faded down the secret passage. The silence of the room closed in on me, heavy and accusing. I picked up the crystal tumbler of neat scotch resting on my desk and took a long, slow swallow, letting the amber liquid burn a path down my throat. My dark reflection looked back at me from the glass pane—a man accustomed to absolute control, a man who commanded global shipping routes and managed billions in assets without blinking. And yet, for the past week, a nineteen-year-old girl had managed to dismantle my composure with terrifying ease. I was not supposed to be doing this. The sheer impropriety of it made my jaw clench. Beverly was my ward. I was responsible for her trust fund, her safety, her future. She was meant to be an obligation, a minor detail in the periphery of my life until she graduated university
BEVERLY The morning arrived with a blinding sheet of sunlight pouring through my veranda doors. The moment my eyes cracked open, my hand shot instinctively to my throat. My fingertips brushed against the smooth, firm band of leather, tracing the cool, solid weight of the silver letter D resting in the hollow of my collarbone. A shiver of pure, remembered heat rushed through me. It hadn't been a dream. The contract, the ropes, the maddening touch of the feathers, and the heavy click of the buckle behind my neck—it was all completely real. I showered carefully, making sure not to get the premium leather wet, and dressed for the day. Per the protocol, I had to maintain the perfect illusion of the innocent ward. I chose a high-necked, cream-colored knit sweater that completely hid the choker from view, pairing it with dark denim. To the rest of the world, I was just Beverly. But beneath the fabric, the heavy silver initial pressed into my skin with every movement, a secret, humming c
BEVERLY The sudden absence of the teasing feathers left my skin humming with a lingering, hyper-sensitive warmth. I stood perfectly frozen in the center of the room, my chest still rising and falling in shallow, ragged gasps as I waited for Damian’s next command. The soft purple silk rope remained securely knotted behind my waist, a heavy, binding reminder that my autonomy still belonged entirely to the man standing before me. Damian did not make me wait long. He stepped behind me, his massive, solid frame blotting out the warm light of the fireplace as his shadow enveloped mine. The cool air of the study brushed against my lower back as his large, calloused fingers found the central knot of the silk restraint. With a few smooth, practiced movements, he loosened the tension. The heavy purple ropes uncoiled from my skin, sliding down the silk of my dark slip and pooling onto the plush rug around my bare feet. The relief was instantaneous, but my arms felt heavy and strangely numb a
BEVERLY The soft, dark purple silk felt incredibly smooth against my skin, but the tightness of the wraps was absolute. Damian worked in silence, his large, warm hands moving with a practiced, mathematical precision as he looped the rope around my wrists, anchoring them securely together at the small of my back. He didn't rush. He pulled each knot firm, ensuring the restraint was snug enough to prevent any movement, yet careful enough not to pinch my skin or restrict my circulation. When he finally pulled the working end of the rope through the central knot, fastening it with a heavy, definitive tug, the reality of my situation settled deep into my bones. I was bound. I had no hands. If I lost my balance, I couldn't catch myself. If a stray strand of hair fell into my eyes, I couldn't brush it away. I was completely, utterly at his mercy. Damian stepped back. The silence in the study returned, thick and vibrating with a sudden, heavy tension. I stood in the center of the plush ru
BEVERLY I woke up entangled in my duvet with no idea about how and when I actually fell asleep. There is no need for me to actually hide out in my room. He must have definitely disappeared again ,just as usual. Getting off my warm and extremely comfortable bed,I went into the bathroom to shower
BEVERLY I recognised his voice from the numerous calls and late night chatting over the phone. I finally saw him, my crush,the man who has been taking care of me in place of my father. The kiss flashed through my mind again. That was the first time I ever got turned on from a kiss. God.
BEVERLY Having a crush on an older, more capable man had completely ruined dating for me. No guy my age ever measured up. Not when I knew what it felt like to be cared for by someone who remembered every little thing about me. Someone who listened when I spoke. Someone whose voice alone cou
BEVERLY I still remember the smell of the hospital that night. Antiseptic. Cold air. Death. It clung to my skin long after they covered my father’s body with a white sheet. I was sixteen years old, sitting alone in a plastic chair with trembling hands and swollen eyes while nurses walked past m







