LOGINASTRID
Home was nothing like I imagined it to be. This was no home. This was probably a mansion in heaven. Never had I seen nothing so grand with walls stretching so high it almost resembled a fortress. Or the sprawling estate that extended for miles, more than the eyes could see. This was what he casually called home? What universe did I just walk into? As the car rolled to a stop, Arman found my eyes from the front seat. “How do you like your new home?” For a moment, I was tongue-tied. Another part of me was scared. Why were these people being kind to me and what did they want? I swallowed, nodding. “Why am I here? You said you were taking me home.” A smile broke out on his handsome face. “This is home. Wait until you meet the old man, my brothers and niece.” He made to get down but stopped and looked at me. “You have nothing to fear, princess. You’re safe with us.” Taking him at his word, I simply nodded. He jogged round to my side of the car and opened the door, holding a hand out to keep me on my feet. It did feel wobbly but after a while, I got used to walking. Ahead, there were people waiting for us; two guys who had a striking resemblance to Arman, and a little girl. “She does look like her,” one of them whispered aloud, staring at me in awe. “Welcome home, sweetheart. I’m Kian. This is my brother, Kaveh.” Too stunned to speak, I nodded like a damn fool. How did so many good-looking men end up in one place? The one whose name was Kaveh gave me a small nod. “Nice to finally meet you, Astrid. This is my daughter, Soraya. Baby, say hello.” Soraya looked up at me from her bangs and shook her head. “I don’t like her.” Arman dragged a hand down his face, then wagged a finger at Kaveh. “This is exactly why I warned against letting her visit her mother during the spring break. You just never listen.” “She learned the bad manners from you, not her mother,” Kaveh fired back. While they bickered like kids, Kian came up to me, offering a hand as he took us away from the scene. He rubbed a hand behind his neck, rather awkwardly. “Brothers, ey? They don’t fail to disappoint.” The corners of my mouth lifted on their own. “I don’t think I can relate. I don’t have siblings.” His grin dropped into one thin line. “That sucks. Well, that’s about to change now because you have three brothers you can always count on. Just don’t be as annoying as Arman.” We laughed at that. But I found myself considering the possibilities of having siblings like them. He led me in through the grand double doors serving as an entrance, giving me the shortest tour possible to a long hallway filled with doors. He picked one at the long end of the hallway. “This one is yours. It was short notice but we had it quickly prepped for you.” It clicked open and we walked in. If the exteriors were beautiful, then this was ethereal. Warm hues of ocean green swirled in every corner of the large room. High ceiling and a large bed with a four-poster canopy. It was unlike anything I’d ever seen. Why would anyone give this to a stranger they helped and tell her ‘this is your home?’ It was unsettling. Without thinking, I asked, “Who are you people?” Just as he was about to speak, shouting erupted outside. Kian glanced through the window once and cursed under his breath. “Not again.” Before I could ask anything, he dashed off, leaving me to wonder what the hell was going on. When I took a look at the window, there was a red-haired woman in the driveway, anger was practically radiating off her as she yelled at Arman and Kaveh. “You think I wouldn’t find out?” She shrieked. “You really have guts, I’ll give you that. I told you I was coming to see my daughter and that’s when you decided to bring in one of your fāheše.” What the— Her voice climbed higher and higher, rising above the others that it almost drilled a hole into my head. How could someone be so loud, yet so wrong? Arman said nothing, only because Kaveh made him keep quiet. She wasn’t listening to him either. “Of all places, you brought her here to fuck? In the presence of our daughter?!” Oh, that explained the attitude then. Arman was right afterall. Kaveh kept his hands up like he was trying to calm a wild animal. “I want to see her! Saraya, take me to her!” She demanded, looking up at the windows. “Where is she? Don’t lie to me.” I managed to catch a phrase from poor Kaveh. “…not what you think.” “Oh, I know exactly what I think!” She snapped. “You disappeared all night and the next day and suddenly, there’s a woman in the house?” My stomach dropped. Wait. She was talking about me. Like she heard my thoughts, her gaze snapped up and our eyes locked. “I know she’s in there! I can see her. Tell her to come out or else when I get to her first, I’ll scratch out her eyeballs.” Yup, she definitely was talking about me. Perhaps, coming here was a bad idea. I couldn’t be the reason why a man and his wife would have issues. Before long, Kian joined them outside. I, too, wasn’t far behind. “You’ll be doing no such thing,” I heard him say. The harshness on Arman’s face revealed more than he opened his mouth to say. “This is not the time, Roxana. What are you doing?” She rounded in on him at once. “Oh now it’s what I’m doing? Protecting my child from evil, that’s what! Ask your brother why he’s bringing women home like I don’t exist!” Quietly, I went to Arman’s side. “That’s enough. I’ll just leave.” His face softened when he turned to me. “No, princess. You are not the one who should leave. You belong right here with us. As for her, she has no place in this house.” Like a raging bull, the woman rushed toward me with intent to slap me but Kian pushed her away a second too late. The side of my mouth burned when she was carried away. Touching the sore spot, I realized she had scratched me. A car pulled up soon and out stepped a tall man, looking to be in his sixties. With the way able-bodied men flocked behind him, he was probably the Patriarch. “The only reason why you’re still allowed entrance through my gates is because of your father. Keep up with this and I’d soon have you thrown out,” he said to Roxana. “Baba!” Soraya squealed, running into his arms, ignoring the tension between the adults. Roxana, still fuming, pointed a finger at me. “How could he bring in a stray around my daughter? I was only trying to protect her since her father is failing at it.” “Who are you calling a stray?” The old man’s face twisted into a bitter scowl. “Is that why you had the guts to lay a hand on my daughter?”ASTRIDI couldn’t sleep. The clock on the bedside table glowed 1:07 AM, its soft blue light mocking me in the darkness. I tossed and turned under the sheets, my mind refusing to quiet. Every time I closed my eyes, the memories rushed back like a cruel tide—my frantic dash from store to store, the confused faces of strangers, the growing horror in my stomach as my voice echoed desperately: “Do you know them? My parents? Have you seen them?” And then there was the Patriarch’s calm declaration that he would explain everything to me. He wanted me to wait until I was “ready.” But how could I wait? The uncertainty was eating me alive. Who was I? Why did these people claim me as blood when my heart ached for my real family that was gone? The questions burned hot in my chest and the restlessness finally won. I slipped out of bed, slipped on the baggy dress I wore back from the hospital and left the room. The floor was cool beneath my bare feet as I padded quietly down the long hallwa
KAVEHThe engine hummed steadily beneath us as I gripped the steering wheel tighter because even though she had easily agreed, a part of me was still wound and restless. Astrid sat in the passenger seat in a dress that was twice her size, the only thing I could get on short notice. I made a mental note to stock her wardrobe and filed the thought away. Right now, all my attention was on her.Her body was rigid, gaze fixed on the passing city lights as evening fell. I could see the way she fought back tears—jaw clenched, eyes glistening but refusing to spill. She looked fragile, like a single wrong word could shatter her completely. Guilt gnawed at my insides, sharp and unrelenting, but I swallowed it down. Apologizing again would be weak. A man in my position didn’t grovel. I had given her my word, taken her to that cursed street, and watched her unravel. That mistake would not be repeated again and it couldn’t be absolved with useless words.The rest of the ride passed in heavy si
ASTRIDMy eyelids felt like they were glued shut with lead. I tried to open them, but the world remained dark, heavy, and distant. Voices cut through the fog of my mind—loud, angry, clashing like thunder in my skull. They were fighting. The brothers.“You absolute fool, Kaveh!” Arman’s shout exploded, raw and furious. “She nearly died again because of you! We finally have her back after years, and you risk everything because she throws a tantrum? I told you! I warned you she wasn’t ready!”Kaveh said nothing in his defense. His silence somehow felt more than any words. I could picture him with his jaw clenched, eyes dark, taking every blow without flinching. The intensity in Arman’s voice made my stomach twist. Underneath the anger, there was genuine fear in there. His concern for me would be touching if he wasn’t shouting and making my headache worse. “You think staying quiet makes you noble?” Arman continued, his voice rising to a dangerous pitch. “It makes you reckless! She ran
ASTRIDI woke up with a start, my heart already pounding before my eyes fully opened. Sleep had been a battlefield of weird dreams and fragmented voices I didn’t recognize.Everything faded once my eyes adjusted and I sat up slowly, wincing as every muscle protested from the hollow ache in my belly. I took a breath as it passed, showered and got dressed. I had nothing here. No clothes that belonged to me. So I slipped back into the same silk outfit from yesterday. I had a mind to request clothes, but I didn’t want to be in their debt in any way or form.My hands trembled as I smoothed the fabric down. After all, it was just for today and I wouldn’t see them again. I was going home. The thought bloomed warm in my chest as I descended the sweeping staircase, the flat shoes silent on the carpet.The moment I reached the bottom of the stairs, I saw Kaveh in the foyer, speaking in hushed tones with Kian. He was dashing in a navy suit and Kian was more casually dressed in a shirt and sl
ASTRIDI didn’t stay drowning for long. A soft knock came a minute later. With Soraya gone, and the weight of her words pressing down on me like a physical weight, all I wanted to crawl away and let my tears flow. But the knock persisted. To the point it was impossible to ignore. I wiped my face and opened the door. Kaveh stood there as if I hadn’t slammed the door in his face. He still had that patient look about him. I couldn’t stand to look at it. Leaving the door open I moved away and stood by the four-poster bed, wrapping my arm tightly around myself. No matter how large the room was I was acutely aware of him, the way his tall frame filled the doorway, the way his eyes stayed on me like it could see everything. The scratch on my cheek from Roxana still stung faintly, a reminder of how this so-called “home” was hostile.I shifted awkwardly, avoiding his steady gaze. “What do you want?” My voice was quieter than I intended. “You don’t need to fuss over me. I’m not a child.”
ASTRIDKian’s hand remained gentle on my arm as he led me down the long hallway, but I could feel the tension radiating off him. Somehow I’d allowed him to lead me away. I’d listened to his advice about needing rest and didn’t resist when he took my arm, but I wasn’t at peace.The beautiful red walls of the mansion blurred in my vision as fresh tears threatened to spill. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. Everything felt like a trap I had willingly walked into.“Astrid, please calm down. This isn’t the time to make such rash decisions,” Kian said softly, his voice steady. “You’re simply upset right now. This is your home, whether you remember it or not.”I stopped walking abruptly and pulled my arm away from his touch. My chest heaved as the words burst out.“I’m not ready to listen to any of this.” My voice trembled with a mix of fear and anger. “Just because I can’t remember doesn’t mean you all get to erase who I was before that. I had a life. I had parents. You can’t just stand here
ASTRIDI stood frozen, the sting on my cheek from Roxana’s nails barely registering. All I could hear were the Patriarch’s words echoing in my skull.My daughter.My lips parted, but no sound came out. My tongue felt heavy, useless. All I could do was stare at the tall, commanding man standing befo
ASTRIDJakob made sure the only thing I left with were the clothes on my back, now drenched by the falling snow. He took everything else away from me.The last look on his face remained, haunting me as I sat on the side walk. Cars blurred past and people moved quickly, but the only thought I had w
ASTRIDIt was Mia, my look-alike cousin who had chosen to be the prodigal daughter.“Mia?” My aunt asked, blinking to see if it truly was her long-lost child that just walked in.My uncle had the same dumbstruck look on his face as he approached her. “Is that really you?”All the guests had their g
ASTRID“I now pronounce you, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”The cheers from the guests after the priest declared those words rang aloud in my head. It was the day I became Jakob Carlsen’s wife. I was overwhelmed with joy. Who wouldn’t? It wasn’t everyday you got to be the wife of the







