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Chapter 4—Hidden Identity

Author: Roanabellina
last update publish date: 2026-05-19 20:32:45

Ravin's POV

I told myself I was gathering information.

That was what I called it the first night I stood in the treeline beyond the academy fence and watched the students move between buildings. I came back the second night. And the third.

By the fourth I had her routine mapped. She left the dormitory at seven forty every morning, always with the same three people, the tall boy who talked too much, the sharp girl who walked like she was ready to argue with anyone, and the quieter one who noticed everything.

She crossed the east courtyard to reach the main building and took the same path back at the end of every day. She ate lunch at the same table, spent her free periods near the old oak against the east wall, and laughed differently depending on who she was with, open and unguarded with her friends, polite and measured with everyone else.

I knew which window was hers by the second day.

I told myself that was still information gathering.

On the fifth afternoon I finally heard someone call her name, a girl passing her on the path between buildings, and it carried across clearly enough that I caught every syllable.

"Elara Moonfall."

I stood in the shadow of the trees and let it settle. Then I turned and walked back through the forest and spent the entire journey reminding myself what the curse demanded and what the only logical position on this situation was.

It did not help as much as it should have.

***

Nearly a week after her first shift, my wolf was still there.

I shifted before anyone else was awake, cleanly and completely, and felt the full weight of my wolf settle over me with the same power it had always carried. No weakness. Nothing missing. According to everything I had been taught, I should have lost it by now. The legend was specific. Miss the window during her first shift and the curse would strip your wolf within days. I had missed it deliberately and had been waiting ever since.

It had not arrived.

I shifted back and turned that over slowly. Either the curse was working on a timeline I did not understand, or the warning every Alpha before me had carried was not entirely accurate. A story repeated so many times it had started to feel like fact. I did not know which one yet, but watching her from the treeline was no longer enough.

Principal Marcella Veyra saw me coming the moment I stepped through the academy gates. I watched recognition move across her face through the window, confusion first, then clarity, then the stillness of someone frightened and choosing not to show it. She was standing behind her desk when I walked in.

"Alpha Ravin Blackthorn." Her eyes widened slightly before she caught herself.

"Principal Marcella." I closed the door and did not sit. "I am not here to cause problems for your school. I have one request. I want to enroll at Draven Wolf Academy. My name stays as Ravin. My age on your records will be listed as nineteen. No one else needs to know anything beyond that."

She stared at me. "You want to enroll as a student."

"Yes."

"Here. At this school."

"That is what I said."

I watched her work through the calculation I already knew the answer to. She was weighing her options and finding, as most people did in a room with me, that the options were fewer than she would have liked.

"In return," I said, "you have my word that nothing will threaten this academy while I am here."

She exhaled slowly. "This stays between us."

"Completely."

She sat down. "You start Monday."

I spent that evening in front of a mirror restyling my hair, pushing it forward into something younger and less deliberate. Most students knew my name as a warning passed between pack elders, not as a face, and I intended to keep it that way. Walking into a school full of wolves who would scatter at the sight of me was not going to get me what I needed. Being invisible was the only way this worked, and I had never had to work this hard at being invisible in my life.

***

Elara noticed me on the second day, though I had not planned it that way.

I was crossing the courtyard when she came around the corner with her quiet friend and we nearly walked into each other. She stepped back and i stepped back. She looked up at me and something in my chest did the thing it had been doing since the night of the blood moon. I ignored it.

"Sorry," she said.

"My fault," I said, and kept walking.

Over the next few days I let the interactions build, brief exchanges in the corridor, a short conversation about a class assignment that lasted four minutes and felt longer. She was curious about me the way sharp people were curious about things they could not immediately place, watching me with an attention that said she was filing information away. I noticed her noticing me and said nothing about it.

Each time I walked away the same thought followed me.

"I was supposed to kill her."

The reminder came back every time I walked away from her, and every time it landed softer than the last. Since I knew her name, since I had heard her laugh, since I had watched her shut down a boy with four words and not break her stride.

One afternoon I watched her from across the courtyard, head thrown back mid laugh, her friends around her and the thought that arrived was not a warning. She was my fated mate.

The one person my wolf had chosen before I was born, without asking my permission, in a way that left no room for renegotiation.

Which meant the girl laughing in the sunlight was the one person I was never supposed to let myself care about and I was already failing at that.

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