LOGINWhat do you do when you have a secret forbidden crush on your best friend’s father? What do you do when you dream of him every night? What do you do when you think of him touching and kissing you in your most sensitive places? ***** I am Holly Winterbourne. I am a young girl with a secret forbidden crush on her best friend's father. He’s older, forbidden, off limits, but he’s irresistible. I shouldn't want him. I shouldn't even think of his touch on my body and most importantly, I shouldn't be intimate with him. But fate brings us together during the holidays and I realize I can't resist my best friend's father, no matter how hard I try.
View More~HOLLY~
My phone buzzes, I lazily stretch my hand to pick up the phone from where it's laying on my bed.
It's a message notification from Troy, my boyfriend. I open the message and instantly, my stomach sink.
“Hey. I think we should break up. Things are not working between us, and I can't force it anymore. I hope you understand. And I'm sorry for breaking up with you four days before Christmas. I know how you're looking forward to spending the Christmas with me. I'm sorry about that.”
I stare at the screen for a solid ten seconds before letting out a soft, humorless laugh. Figures.
I had seen it coming. Not because I was psychic, but because deep down, I had known he was never going to be the one, and I hadn't given my best in the relationship. It's only a matter of time before he got tired of me.
He was easy, familiar, and available—but he lacked the spark that made my heart race every time my best friend’s dad walked into a room.
Sliding onto the edge of my bed, I toss the phone beside me and bury my face in my hands.
“Good. Finally, honesty,” I mutter under my breath.
My reflection in the mirror caught my eye. My cheeks are flushed, a little from irritation, a little from embarrassment.
I give myself a wry smile. Troy wasn’t what I wanted anyway. I hadn’t needed him to break my heart—I had always known he was just… filler. A substitute for the real thing.
Consoling myself, I whispered, “It’s fine. I didn’t need him anyway. I’ve always known… I’ve always wanted him.”
My fingers itched with the memory of my best friend’s dad. The one person I can't have, no matter how badly I want him.
And so I had settled, like I always did. Settled for someone who was convenient, someone safe.
And now, he has broken up with me some days before Christmas. This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.
****
The weather decided to snow later in the day. I have never seen snow fall this heavily my life.
Thick white sheets blanketed the town, swallowing cars, burying rooftops, and turning the roads into glossy death traps.
My apartment building groans under the weight of winter, and inside my small room, the sound of water dripping grows louder. Too loud.
Another droplet falls from the ceiling.
Then another.
Then the whole plaster caved in, sending freezing water splashing across my blanket.
“Are you kidding me?!” I yelp, scrambling off the bed just as another stream burst through the ceiling.
This is not the right time for this…I groan.
Cold, miserable and absolutely ruined, I grab my phone with shaking hands and dial the only person I can think of.
“Holly?” Gabriel, my best friend answers groggily, his voice thick with sleep.
“My ceiling just gave out,” I snap. “My stuff is soaked. I’m freezing. Can I come stay at your place till I figure out what to do about it later??”
A pause.
Then, “You’re staying with me. I’m coming.”
Before I can argue, the call ends.
It takes Gabriel exactly seven minutes to arrive.
“Let’s go,” he says, already moving toward my bags. “Dad won’t mind.”
My stomach drops.
Damien Blackwood.
The stern, cold, devastatingly handsome Alpha of the Silver Thorn Pack. The man whose intense gaze makes me forget how to breathe. The man who lived by rules, structure, discipline.
The man I definitely should NOT have a crush on.
“Gabriel, I don’t think….”
“My dad isn’t even home most nights,” he interrupts. “He’ll barely notice.”
That was a lie and we both know it.
Damien notices everything.
But I am too cold, too tired, and too desperate to argue. I follow Gabriel through the snow, trembling as the icy wind bit into my skin.
When we reach the Blackwood residence, I curse under my breath.
The house is massive…. dark wood, warm lights glowing from inside, smoke curling from the chimney. Cozy, intimidating, and too perfect.
Gabriel unlocks the door.
“Dad? You home?” he calls.
Silence.
Relief loosen my shoulders. Thank goodness he isn't home. I am not ready to face him again.
“See? All good. Come in…..” and then, Gabriel is interrupted.
“Why are you home early? Thought you just left??”
The deep, commanding voice freezes me in place.
Damien Blackwood step from the hallway like a shadow made flesh — tall, broad-shouldered, muscular, commanding, wearing a fitted black t-shirt that clung to muscle and authority. His presence fills the entire room.
I take a look at his intimidatingly handsome face—Strong jawline, Dark hair, neatly trimmed beard, Deep brown, controlled, intimidating eyes.
His eyes lands on me
And for a moment… I stop breathing.
Warmth spread across my cheeks. I suddenly wish the snow outside will swallow me whole.
“Holly?” Damien says slowly. “It’s been a while.”
Gabriel steps forward. “Her ceiling collapsed from the storm. She needs a place to stay until repairs are done.”
Damien’s jaw clenches.
I feel judged. Watched. Stripped bare.
But then…..his expression shifted.
He steps closer, and my breath siezes.
Just then, Gabriel's sister saunters into the room.
“Hey, Holly. It's been a while” she says gleefully, as she walk up to me and pull me into a hug.
“Hi, Ella. Yeah, it's been a while…and a merry Christmas to you in advance” I smile at the eighteen years old gorgeous girl with big brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, pointed nose and cute lips.
I am twenty two, and Gabriel is twenty three. While his father…is forty two.
When I look up, Damien is staring at me.
“You’re trembling,” he says.
I swallow hard. “I–I’m fine.”
He reaches out and brushes melting snow from my hair—an instinctive, protective gesture.
Electricity shot down my spine.
He must have felt it too, because he immediately withdraw his hand, expression tightening.
“You’ll stay here,” he says, not a question. A command.
My pulse spiked.
Damien Blackwood has never spoken to me like this.
Gabriel grins at me. “See? Easy.”
But I am not even listening to him. I am staring at the lips of the man I should never want and I'm wishing to have those cute lips on mine.
And when Ella pulls me away saying that we should take a stroll down the street because she is feeling bored, I'm grateful for the distraction.
I follow her immediately out of the door before I do something very stupid.
~HOLLY~I don’t know how long I stay like that on the floor, crying, shaking and breaking.Time feels… wrong here. Like it stretches and bends just to make everything hurt longer.At some point, my body gives in.The tears slow, and my breathing steadies just enough.And exhaustion drags me under.~~~I see darkness and it feels alive.It wraps around me, not cold like the castle, but heavy, thick, and pressing.Then, it hits me.A sharp, violent pull in my chest, and I gasp.My hand flies to my heart, fingers digging into my skin like I can hold it together.“What… what is that…?” I whisper, my voice echoing strangely in the void.It’s not pain.It’s something deeper…..raw and burning anger.It crashes into me first, sudden and explosive.Fury so intense it makes my knees buckle.My breath stutters as it floods through me like it belongs there.But it doesn’t.It’s not mine.“I…” I shake my head, disoriented. “This isn’t….”Then comes the next wave.Desire.I
~HOLLY~I wake up with a sharp gasp, my body jolting upright before my mind even catches up.My heart is racing too fast, too loud…..like it’s trying to break out of my chest.Where am I?The thought slams into me as I throw the covers off and stumble out of the bed. My feet hit the cold floor, and I spin around wildly, panic already clawing its way up my throat.“How did I get here…?” My voice comes out shaky, barely above a whisper.I press my hand to my head, trying to remember…..trying to piece it together.The hotel. Gabriel. The darkness. That hand….My breath hitches violently.No. No, no, no.I look around quickly, my eyes struggling to adjust to the dimness of the room. It’s… beautiful. Painfully so. Elegant furniture, intricate carvings, soft fabrics, everything carefully placed like something out of a dream.But it feels wrong, cold and empty.Like a cage dressed as a palace.Fear tightens around my chest.I take a step back, then another, turning
Hours pass.Hours of pacing, thinking, breaking, rebuilding, breaking again.The sky shifts slowly outside, darkness creeping in, and Gabriel is still there, still trapped in his own head, still fighting a war inside himself.“Go back.”“Don’t go back.”“Tell him.”“Don’t tell him.”“Handle it alone.”“You can’t handle it alone.”His body aches. His wounds burn. He knows the more time he wastes, the more time Holly is prone to more danger.But he still can't bring himself to make a decision.Gabriel drags a hand through his hair, pacing harder now, his steps uneven, restless. He stops abruptly, staring at the wall like he can see through it.“Think!” he snaps at himself harshly. “There has to be another way… there has to be something.” His mind flashes with images of the mountains, of a place he barely knows but has heard about—cold, ruthless, controlled by power. Nicholas’ territory. Nicholas’ rules.“You go there alone… you die,” Gabriel mutters bitterly. He lets out a broken laug
~DAMIEN~The knock on my door is soft and hesitant.I barely register it at first, too buried in my thoughts, but it comes again. Louder this time.“Daddy?”It's Ella, who something in her voice pulls me upright instantly.“Come in,” I call, already swinging my legs off the bed.The door creaks open, and she steps in slowly, clutching the hem of her nightshirt. Her brows are drawn together, her lips pressed into a thin, uneasy line.“I can’t find Holly.”My heart stutters.“What do you mean you can’t find her?” I ask, sharper than I intend.“I checked her room,” Ella says quickly, her words tumbling over each other. “She’s not there. I looked upstairs too… and in the kitchen. I thought maybe she couldn’t sleep.” She hesitates, then adds in a smaller voice, “I wanted to talk to her about you both. You know… girl stuff.”A cold weight settles in my chest.I’m already moving before she finishes speaking.“Stay in your room,” I tell her as I brush past, my voice tig






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