LOGINThe morning after Damon’s ascension Isla woke early. The sun had barely touched the Silver Crest Pack grounds. She rubbed her eyes and rose from the thin mattress on the floor. Her body ached as it always did, but her mind was sharper now. She had to survive today too.
Damon sat at the head of the dining hall, staring at nothing. His dark eyes were sharp and cold. The pack moved around him, whispering. Isla kept her head low, carrying a tray of food. “Careful with that” Damon said, his voice low but full of warning. “One wrong step and it will be your last mistake” “Yes,” Isla said quietly. She tried not to tremble. “You know” Damon said after a moment, not looking at her “you are mine now. Don’t forget it” “I will not forget” Isla whispered His lips twisted into something like a smirk. “Good. Remember your place omega. You will obey” She nodded, keeping her eyes on the tray. She had obeyed for ten years. She would obey for ten more if she had to. But inside she burned with anger. Her wolf stirred, though bound, whispering strength she could not yet use. After the meal Damon left the hall, moving with other pack members. He did not speak to her again. The pack cleared out slowly, leaving Isla alone with the elders. “Sit” one of the elders said, gesturing to a chair. “You must learn the rules of a mate. Your life will change now. It is the law” Isla obeyed. “Yes” she said softly “Damon will test you,” another elder said. “You must endure. But do not be weak. You must show him you have strength. Even as a mate you are more than an omega” Isla’s fingers curled around her knees. “I understand,” she said quietly. “I will endure” By afternoon, Damon returned to the training grounds. He had gathered a few pack members to spar. Isla carried water and towels, keeping to the edge of the field. She watched him move. Strong, fast, deadly. “You are looking too long,” Damon said suddenly, appearing behind her. “Eyes on me like that, and you will get hurt” “I… I was just watching” Isla said softly “Watching is dangerous,” he said. “I don’t like it” “I understand,” she said. Her voice was calm. Inside, her heart raced. The bond pulsed, tugging at her. She hated it. She hated him. But she could not deny it. Damon tossed her the water jug. “Fill them and bring towels. Make sure no one complains” “Yes” she said, bowing slightly She moved quickly, her hands steady. But her mind raced. Why did he treat her like this? Why was he cruel even now when they were bound together by the bond? Later, Damon approached her while she carried a tray of food back to the hall. “You are slow,” he said, eyes sharp. “Why do you move like that? Are you trying to annoy me?” “No,” Isla said softly. “I am moving as fast as I can” “You always say that,” he said. “Always excuses” “I have no other choice” she whispered He looked at her, his eyes dark. “Choice is not yours anymore. You belong to me” “I know” she said softly He leaned closer, his shadow falling over her. “And do not think for a second that you can ever trick me. Or escape. You will obey me” “Yes” she said, bowing her head He stepped back, smirking fading. “Good. Remember that” The rest of the day passed in silence. Isla cleaned, served, and endured. Every glance from Damon felt like a test. Every word he spoke was a warning. She kept her head down. She would survive. She always did. That night, she sat in the corner of the hall, sweeping slowly. Her wolf stirred inside her chest. Bound, hidden, but alive. She could feel it. She had always felt it. A strength waiting to be unleashed. “You think you are stronger than you are,” Damon said suddenly, stepping into the hall. His eyes were like ice. “One day you will learn how weak you truly are” “I know my place” Isla said softly. “But I am not weak” He paused. His dark eyes studied her. “Not weak?” he said. “You think that standing there, surviving, makes you strong?” “Yes,” she said. “It does for me. I survived. I endure. That is my strength” Damon’s jaw tightened. He looked away, unable or unwilling to argue further. “We will see,” he said. Then he left, the sound of his boots echoing down the hall. Alone, Isla let out a small breath. Her hands shook as she dropped the broom. Her wolf stirred more strongly now. The energy inside her pulsed like a heartbeat. She closed her eyes and whispered, “One day you will see… Damon. One day you will see me” The next morning, Isla began noticing small things. A leaf moving in the wind before it fell. The faintest pulse of danger in the air. Her senses were sharper, her reflexes faster. Something deep inside her was waking. But she kept it hidden. Damon did not need to know yet. She had to be careful. Survival was first. Power came later. When Damon returned that evening, he found her sitting by the fire, quietly eating. He scowled. “You sit too close,” he said. “Move” “I am far enough” she said softly “You are never far enough” he muttered. She ignored him, eating slowly, deliberately. The bond pulsed between them, silent and constant. She hated it. She hated him. But it reminded her that she could not run. Not yet. “You will learn obedience,” Damon said. “And perhaps… respect. But respect takes time. For now, remember your place” “I remember,” Isla said softly. He looked at her, dark eyes sharp, and then turned away. His anger was barely hidden. Isla watched him go, her chest heavy but her heart burning. Her wolf whispered inside her. Strength. Patience. Power. One day, she would show Damon and the pack what it truly meant to be Isla. To be more than wolfless. To be a White Wolf. But for now… she endured. She survived. And that was enough.The days after the ritual felt really normal which was almost worse than all the things that happened.I woke up every morning with Damons arm around me his breath warm on the back of my neck and for a seconds everything felt okay. The bad thing inside me was still there a little knot behind my ribs but it was quieter now. Weaker. It did not. Give me bad dreams every night. It just waited. It whispered to me when I was tired or angry or alone. It said mean things that sounded like my thoughts.They are watching you. Waiting for you to make a mistake.Damon says he loves you. He will see the bad person you can be eventually.I tried to ignore it every time. I focused on Damons heartbeat. On the way his fingers touched my skin when he thought I was asleep. On the connection between us that felt stronger since the ritual like our love had made some of the bad things go away.The bad thing inside me was patient.The fighting outside our walls was not.We spent the week getting ready. We t
The decision to do the ritual happened fast. We could not wait anymore. The seed was getting worse. It did not wait for me to be tired or distracted. It spoke to me during the day in the middle of conversations while I was eating while I was training. Sometimes it was a cold feeling. Sometimes it was a voice that sounded like mine saying things I did not want to think about. They are all waiting for you to fail. Damon says he loves you. He will leave when you become something he can not control. Why fight for people who never fought for you?I started waking up in the middle of the night with my hands around my throat like I was trying to stop the whispers from coming out. Damon would wake up with me every time pulling my hands away gently holding me until the shaking stopped. He never got angry. He never looked at me like I was broken. He just held me. Whispered that he was there that I was still me that we would beat this.. I could see the fear in his eyes when he thought I was not
The seed was taking over.I could feel the seed every second now like a second heartbeat that beat just a little out of rhythm with my own heartbeat. The seed did not shout at me anymore. The seed whispered to me. Constantly. The seed made suggestions that sounded almost like my own thoughts. The seed told me that the people around me do not really trust me. The seed said that they are waiting for me to fail. The seed asked me why I fight hard for people who spent years wishing I was dead.I started avoiding the people around me.During training I kept to the edges working alone or only with Damon. In the hall I sat quietly eating fast and leaving early. Even Lilas worried glances started to feel too heavy for me. I smiled at Lila when I could. The smiles felt fake to me stretched too thin.Damon noticed everything that was happening to me.He did not push me at first. He just stayed close to me. His hand was on my back when we walked. His arm was around me at night. He gave me kisses
The seed did not give me any peace. It followed me everywhere now. During training the seed was there. While I was eating the seed was there. In the quiet moments when I tried to steal a few seconds alone the seed was there. It was always there like a pulse under my own heartbeat, cold and patient and whispering things I did not want to hear.I started avoiding mirrors because every time I caught my reflection my eyes looked a little darker. Not the warm brown I was used to. Something sharper something hungrier. I told myself it was exhaustion. The pack was still. We were training harder than ever. Sleep was rare and broken.. Deep down I knew it was not just that. The seed was changing me. I could feel it.One evening I was alone in the clearing behind the pack house trying to meditate like Mara had suggested. The air was cool. The sun was just beginning to set, painting the sky in soft oranges and pinks. I sat cross-legged on the grass. Closed my eyes focusing on my breathing. In, ou
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The whispers did not stay quiet for long.By the middle of the day the pack house was filled with people talking about me. Every time I walked by people would look at me. They would glance at me when they thought I was not looking. They would stare at me when they thought I was looking. The peopl
I woke up way before the sun came up. The room was still really dark no moonlight, a weird gray light coming through the curtains. It was like this light was too afraid to be. Damon was sleeping next to me lying on his back one arm thrown out like he owned the bed. His chest was going up and down s
The yard felt all of a sudden. It was like the fences were closing in on us Damon and me. Damon let go of me. His arms just dropped to his sides. It looked like it hurt him to stop touching me. His hands were shaking a little like he did not know what to do with them if they were not on me.I took
This stupid skinny stripe of sunlight snuck through the curtains and fucking punched me right in the eyes. I let out this sad, whiny groan thing and flopped over like a dead fish on the lumpy piece-of-shit cot Damon had basically hurled into the corner last night. “Protection,” he’d grunted, like







