LOGIN“En’t he one of the Man City boys?” Callum nearly jumps out of his skin when he realizes William Sinclair, their transfer striker originally from Man City, moves to their table.
“Defo. He’s got the stupid Manc accent.” Callum ignores the way Isaac laughs at his own joke, or how William squawks in protest at the dig. Callum’s cheeks are quickly turning pink. He stands abruptly before he hurries away from the table and over to Alex. He ignores his friends' sounds of protest in favor of getting Alex a little further away from them. He’s not able to get out of their line of sight. He doesn’t even try. For all they know, he’s currently consorting with the enemy and risking a knife to the back for it. They'd probably try to follow them if they moved too far away.
“You’re still here?” Callum asks, keeping his voice low while he looks Alex over. Fuck, but he’s even hotter in the light of day. He offers up a grin that rides the line between lazy smugness and boyish shyness.
“Left my charger in the room,” Alex supplies. Callum digs in the pocket of his hoodie before he pulls out a phone charging cable. Alex’s eyes light up when he sees the pastel blue cable. “Mint. Dead nice of you to hold onto it for me, yeah?” he asks, taking it. Callum swallows thickly when Alex’s fingers—pleasantly calloused yet gentle—brush against his fingers in the hand-off.
“Yeah. Yeah, no, s’fine. I didn’t want housekeeping to chuck it in the bin or anything,” he reasons. This is a sign, right? Alex had fun last night. Callum knows he did. He’s never gotten complaints about that. He sucks in a breath before he offers him a small grin. They’re still somewhere people can see them. He can’t look too friendly after their match yesterday. “Listen, um—” Callum feels his face burn when his voice cracks. He fumbles for his phone. “There’s still the home match, right? Next month. If you wanted someone to get you a cheer-up shot after we destroy you…” he trails off, then holds his phone out to get Alex’s number.
“Cocky, aren’t you?” Alex muses, glancing down before he takes the phone. Callum’s grin only widens. “... Don’t answer that, actually. If I ever find myself riding through, totally unrelated to a match you may or may not win, I’ll give you a ring if I want a good time,” he decides. He hands the phone back after he’s added himself as a contact. Callum nods before he tucks his phone away in his hoodie pocket.
“Yeah. Uh, mint?” he tries, the Manchester slang feeling slightly awkward on his tongue. Even after spending so much time with William, picking up bits and pieces of his dialect, he worries he’ll fuck it up and look like the village idiot from a rural Welsh town that some people joke he is. Alex just nods.
“Yeah. Mint,” he agrees. He turns and walks off. Callum carries that light, easy feeling close to his chest the entire walk back to the table his mates are at. Maybe this one-night stand can become something a little more, he thinks, smiling to himself before he sits down between Isaac and Matthijs. He doesn’t catch the look Matthijs gives him. He’s still grinning when Isaac nudges him.
“Oi. The fuck was that for?” he asks.
Shit.
“We went to school together for a while,” Callum lies. They come easily to him. He wishes they didn’t. He wishes lies didn’t come easier than the truth. It tastes like ash on his tongue. He watches his friends absorb the words. He waits for them to pick it apart, find the root of his dishonesty, and trace it all back to the seed of shame it's born from. They don’t. They never do. Peter just nods.
“Nice. Catching up with an old schoolmate?” he asks. Callum nods.
“Callum’s got mates all over the bloody UK,” Isaac mutters, rolling his eyes before he slings an arm around his shoulders. “Not that you need ‘em anymore, mind. You got us.” He looks suspiciously proud when he says that, Callum thinks, resisting the urge to cuddle up beneath the heavy warmth that is Isaac’s massive fucking arm over his shoulders.“Right. I’ve got the entire first team,” Callum jokes. Matthijs and Peter nod while William scoffs. He drags a fifth chair over to their table before he plops down.
“If you keep getting distracted by catching up with the enemy, like, then you’ll have to befriend the entire second team,” he retorts. Callum bats at the other man when he ruffles his hair.
“Will! C’mon, you don’t see me fucking up your hair!” Callum scowls at him weakly just to get a Cheshire cat smile in return. His grey eyes glitter with mischief. His brown hair frames his face with stupidly perfect curls, the morning sunlight streaming in through the nearby window catching the blonde highlights. God. He should be filming another shampoo ad soon, Callum thinks, idly catching one of his own dirty blonde waves between his fingers. Maybe he should look into a perm? William would probably only make fun of him a lot if he asked him about any kind of curling process. They’re unable to think or banter after that, because the gaffer stands at the head of the long table where most of the team clusters.
“OI! You lot better sit down and shut the fuck up!” Roman Keates, an Alexandria legend in his own right, glares at them all until he gets total silence. Everyone sits down and shuts up. Roman isn’t the sort you push back against. Unless, of course, you’re William, who seemingly has a death wish. Even he shuts his mouth dutifully while dark brown, intense eyes sweep over the room. “... You lads busted your arses yesterday,” he begins, each word of heavy, rare praise soaked in rich approval. “You played a full 90 against Man City and fucking won. 2-1. In their own fucking stadium,” he continues. The ghost of a grin curls at his lips. The dark, trim beard that hides the lower half of his face isn’t enough to hide the telltale twitch of his mouth. “So when we get back to Alexandria, it’s a well-earned rest day for everyone. I don’t want to see hide or hair of you twats until tomorrow morning, 8am sharp for match tape review. Am I understood?” he finishes.
“Yes, Coach!” everyone choruses. Roman nods before he steps away from the long table.
“Right. Now finish your fucking food and get to the coach in the next 10 minutes. If your arse isn’t in a seat by the time Coach Willis takes a headcount, you’re responsible for getting back to Alexandria on your own,” he instructs.
“Yes, Coach!” everyone repeats. The dining room in the hotel stays quiet after that, aside from the scrape of silverware against plates. Roman Keates does not joke around. Ever. Callum smiles to himself while he finishes his coffee. He tosses it into the same bin from before and heads out to where the coach is already idling. He might as well get on early, or at least make sure he can get his bag in a good spot in the storage compartment…
“Hang on, give us—we need a tick,” Callum manages, standing up as well so he can cough properly and clear his throat. Isaac glances up from where he’s leaning against the wall, his eyes wide with a mixture of surprise and sheer confusion at this revelation. He gestures vaguely toward the kitchen. Callum nods before he follows Isaac into the other room. He feels a bit dizzy, actually, because when did his own brother get a boyfriend?“Bruv, you never told me he was gay!” Isaac hisses. Callum just makes a vague gesture back toward the dining room. “I didn’t know until just now myself!” he whisper-yells back. What the fuck? “Oh my god, no wonder Tad smashed his laptop,” he mutters. He scrubs a hand over his face, muffling a final cough before his throat is finally okay and only a little on fire from swallowing water incorrectly. “... Shit, why’d he say it like I was supposed to know?” he asks. Was he supposed to know? Is his gaydar that shit? “You can be a little spacey, but I don’t th
Gerran’s head jerks up in surprise. His blue-green eyes go wide in shock before he shakes his head vehemently. “N-No! I wasn’t—he didn’t break it on purpose! And there wasn’t anything bad for him to see!” he insists, his voice cracking off into silence near the end. Callum lets him yank his hand away. He leans back in his chair so he can observe his baby brother for a moment. “Did he find out you were writing essays for people? He’d probably think that was bad. Isaac and I don’t give a shit about it, though. It’s not your fault you’re all brilliant and others are too stupid to write their own papers,” Callum says. He watches Gerran sink lower into the chair. His shoulders bunch up around his ears. His face is bright red. Isaac leans forward in his chair all of a sudden. “Mate, if he found weird stuff in your search history, it’s fine. Happens to all growing boys at least once, I reckon,” he offers. Callum snorts before he swats at him. “Isaac, you’re not helping,” he says, rolling
Only almost, of course, because Isaac’s probably the least subtle person Callum knows. He thinks about that for a moment. Second least subtle person, he amends, because Matthijs is Dutch and wouldn’t know subtlety if it hit him in the face. Isaac glances at Callum.His head tips a little toward Gerran. Think I can get anything from him?Callum frowns, then gives his head a little shake. Leave it be, lad. He’s still a bit shaken up.Isaac’s lips purse into a slight frown. Yeah, no, fair, but shouldn’t I try anyhow?Callum’s eyes flick over to Gerran. … Go ahead, try. “Gerran,” Isaac starts, getting the teen’s attention. Gerran looks up from his curry. The bruise looks sickening under the soft light of the dining room. There isn’t enough gentle lighting in the world to make something like that look less ugly, Callum thinks, shivering a bit. Gerran’s blue-green eyes narrow in slight suspicion when he makes eye contact with Isaac. “... Your mum and dad know you’re out here?” he asks.No
“No idea.” Callum wishes he did know, he thinks, pulling his phone away when he hears the muted ding of a text coming through. “Hang on.” He switches to his messages. Gerran: Do you think we could get curry from the place we did last time I was here? Please?Callum grins a bit before he types a response. Callum: yeah, no, sure we can. d’ya want yours spicy or not?Gerran: Spicy, please. Callum: sound. i’ll yell if it gets here before you’re done in the shower. Gerran: Thank you, brawd fawr. Callum: don’t mention it, mate. it’s nothing!Callum moves back to the call before he holds his phone between his shoulder and ear again. “Hang on. I need to place an order for some curry. Reckon if you’re really bored at Dusk without me, you could come over and have some. Maybe help me figure this whole mess out?” He grins when he hears Isaac barrel his way back through the club. “Oi! I’m heading out early, yeah? You twats keep an eye on yourselves. Don’t cause any property damage! Mrs. Les
It makes no sense. Gerran’s 17. He’s still got a curfew. Mam and Tad don’t let him work so he can focus on the online courses he’s taking for his A-levels. How the hell did he get the money for the train ticket? Callum frowns before he switches out of his messages and over to his search engine of choice. Train ticket from Cardiff, Wales to Alexandria, EnglandHe stares at his screen while options pop up. The cheapest one he sees now would have been £100, just like he thought, and it would have taken four hours. Where the hell did Gerran get £100 from? How the hell did he manage to slip away from Mam and Tad without them noticing? They’re overprotective as hell. He leaves the search engine and returns to his messages. Still nothing from his family. Just an unread text from Isaac. His heart flutters a bit at that. He taps it. Isaac: everything alright bruv? you were all quiet on the ride back to the training centre. clubbing ain’t as fun without you.There’s a picture, too, Isaac pou
“Oh—well, bring the poor thing in, he’s practically wasted away to nothing!” Callum watches Maureen switch into full mother hen mode on a dime, glass and a half of wine be damned. He’s certain that if Gerran wasn’t still cradled to his chest, she’d be trying to fuss over him more physically. “Ah, might be better if I bring him over to mine, actually.” Callum glances back into the foyer, thinking about his duffel with a change of clothes and another bottle of wine stashed inside, just in case. “Hang on, Gerran. Let me grab my bag. We can go back over to mine, and we can…” He looks down at his baby brother. The one that’s trying so hard not to tremble against his chest. The one that’s just barely 17. “Did you come here all the way from Cardiff?” His voice is quiet now, careful, green eyes narrowing a little. Gerran nods. “Mhm. I… I took a train.” Callum does the mental math. Probably close to a four-hour train ride, and probably £100 or so for the ticket, and probably— Gerran’s stoma
Callum’s drive home is uneventful. He knows all the shortcuts and backways that can cut his usual 30-minute drive down to a 20-minute one, and he keeps his music loud so he can ignore anything that isn’t the motorway in front of him, and he soon finds himself in his stupidly posh neighborhood, put
Callum’s attempt at faking sleep eventually gets him to fall asleep genuinely. He only knows that because he starts awake about an hour later when the coach comes to a complete stop in the private car park for the club. Everyone grumbles while they grab bum bags and carry-ons and fumble for phone ch
It’s nearly lunchtime when Callum wakes up, his mouth dry and stale once more. He blearrily accepts the bottle of water Isaac pushes at him. He drinks it before he mumbles a thanks, then leans back in his seat. Most of the other players are in the same sort of sleep Callum was in, heads pillowing a
Nathaniel startles when Callum steps up to him. “Oh—Christ!” he chokes out, fumbling with his water bottle before he drops it. Callum’s hand shoots out and grabs it before it can hit the ground. He offers the younger man a lopsided, easy grin while he hands it back to him. “Y’know, it doesn’t do
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