MasukHe promised forever. Then he forgot he ever loved him. Alpha Leander Voss had everything: power, wealth, an empire at his fingertips. Until the night he's kidnapped, escapes, and is left for dead along a desolate coast. When Omega Avelin Mirei rescues the dying stranger, he never imagines the broken man will become his entire world. Renamed Shen Ross, the mysterious Alpha builds a quiet life with Avelin, tender mornings, stolen touches, and a love that feels like destiny. They marry by the sea. They promise forever. But forever shatters the day Avelin's father suffers a heart attack. While Avelin keeps vigil at the hospital, Shen rushes home to gather supplies—and his kidnappers return to finish what they started. The brutal attack brings everything back. Shen wakes as Leander Voss: cold CEO and heir to a ruthless empire. He remembers his wealth, his power, his enemies, everything except the year he spent loving Avelin. The man who promised forever is gone. Abandoned and pregnant, Avelin raises their son alone in the coastal town where they built their life. Three years later, desperate for a fresh start, he accepts a position at a prestigious company. Only to discover the CEO he'll be working for is the Alpha who destroyed him. Leander doesn't recognize the beautiful Omega now working under him. But his body does. An inexplicable pull. A scent that haunts his dreams. A bond his soul remembers even if his mind can't. As old enemies close in, Leander fights to recover what he's lost. But Avelin has already mourned the man he loved. And some broken vows can't be mended, no matter how desperately the heart remembers what the mind forgot. Can you fall in love with the same person twice? Can you reclaim a forever you don't remember promising?
Lihat lebih banyakLEANDER POV
"Three hours ago, I accepted an award for innovation. Now I was innovating ways to survive a kidnapping."
Conrad had been in the front row, applauding louder than anyone. He'd even mouthed “Proud of you, brother" across the crowd. I'd almost believed him, almost forgotten that he'd been asking about succession protocols for months, always phrased as 'just curious' or 'planning for Elena's sake.'Now I was bleeding out in the back of a van, hands zip-tied behind my back, my tuxedo soaked with blood and rain.
My consciousness returned in jagged pieces.
The pain came first, a sharp, burning sensation in my stomach where the blade went in. Then I felt the cold metal floor against my face and tasted blood. I forced my eyes open.
It was dark inside, but streetlights flickered past the windows as we moved. Two men sat on the bench across from me. One was massive with a scarred face, gaps where teeth should be.
The younger one looked about twenty-five and couldn't stop fidgeting. He had a tactical knife and was busy wiping my blood off the blade with a rag.The rag was already soaked through. The dripping matched my heartbeat, both getting slower.I stayed still, watching them, trying to figure out my next move.
"I told you he'd wake up," the scarred one said, grinning to reveal those missing teeth. "He's a tough bastard."
"Conrad said to keep him alive until we reached the cliffs," the younger one replied nervously. "Make sure he's conscious when he goes over."
Conrad.
The name felt like another stab wound. Conrad Vladmoss was my brother-in-law. He'd married my sister Elena five years ago in a ceremony that cost more than most people earn in a lifetime. Charming, ambitious, always with that politician smile that never quite reached his eyes. Now he was willing to betray his own family for the Voss Empire.
I should have seen this coming. Conrad had circled the company like a shark for years, waiting for his chance. But as long as I breathed, the company stayed out of reach. The board remained loyal. The shareholders trusted me. Even my cold father, Richard Voss, respected my sharp business mind.
So Conrad found another way: make me disappear, call it an accident, comfort his grieving sister-wife while taking over the empire.
Clever, I admitted silently.
"How much is he paying you?" I finally spoke, though my voice sounded rough and broken. Every word sent fresh pain through my gut. "I'll triple it."
Gap-Tooth laughed, a wet, ugly sound. "Hear that, Marcus? He thinks this is about money."
"This isn't about money, Mr. Voss," Marcus said, still wiping the knife with careful precision.
"This is personal. Family business. I'm sure a man like you understands."
I understood perfectly. I'd have done the same in his position. That's what made it so fucking predictable.
I hadn't built my career on feelings or mercy. I crushed my rivals and destroyed anyone who got in my way. Business magazines referred to me as "The Ice King." They meant it as an insult, but I saw it as a badge of honor.
Right now, though, I was losing.
While Gap-Tooth talked about the cliffs and ocean currents, I worked my fingers behind my back, testing the zip ties. They were tight and professional, but not impossible to break, not if you knew where to pull.
My father's voice echoed in my memory: "Always have a contingency and an edge others don't know about."
I'd carried that advice for years. A hidden advantage could mean the difference between life and death.
"We're ten minutes away," the driver called from the front. "Maybe fifteen with this rain."
The storm hammered the van's roof like artillery fire. Through the back windows, I saw the coastal road, cliffs dropping into the black ocean on one side, dense forest on the other.
I needed to buy time to keep them talking.
"Conrad is smarter than I thought," I said, keeping my tone casual, as if we were discussing sales figures rather than my murder. "I underestimated him. I won't make that mistake again."
"You won't get the chance," Marcus pointed out.
"True." I kept working the blade against the zip tie. It was an awkward angle, but I felt the plastic start to fray. "Tell me, did he hire you before or after the gala? I'm curious about the timeline."
"Before," Gap-Tooth said, clearly bragging. "Two weeks of planning. We waited until you left the hotel and grabbed you in the parking garage, right under all those fancy security cameras Conrad made sure were broken tonight."
The tie snapped. I kept my hands positioned behind my back, muscles screaming at me to move, but I forced myself to wait for the right moment.
The van hit a pothole, and everyone lurched.
I lunged.
I drove the blade deep into Gap-Tooth's thigh, aiming right for the femoral artery. I felt the resistance give way, and blood started hitting the metal floor in heavy pulses. He let out a high scream, sounding more like a child than a grown man.
Marcus jumped in, but I was faster, or desperate enough that it didn't matter. The fight turned brutal.The van swerved wildly as my elbow connected with the driver's face through the partition. I heard cartilage crack.
He was younger and quicker, pulling his knife as the van swerved wildly."Just kill him!" Gap-Tooth yelled, trying to stop the bleeding.
I blocked Marcus's first strike, but the second one found its mark. The blade sank into my gut just under the ribs.
Everything went white for a second. I looked down at the handle still in Marcus's hand.
"You should have stayed down," Marcus hissed.
I didn't listen. I grabbed his wrist with both hands and yanked the knife away. His scream didn't sound human.
I was past calculating survival odds or strategy now. Pure Alpha rage took over, a wounded animal backed into a corner, willing to take everyone down with me.
The van lurched violently as the driver struggled with a broken nose. I looked at the rear doors; they were rattling, not fully latched.
One last gamble.
I threw myself backward with everything I had left.
My shoulders slammed against the doors. For a split second, they held. The van hit a pothole. The doors rattled. And I realized, they hadn't locked them. Too confident I'd be dead before I could fight back. Amateurs. Then they burst open.
Wind and rain swirled around me as I balanced on the edge, one hand pressed against the deep wound. Marcus gripped my ankle like iron, trying to pull me back.
Below lay nothing but dark forest. The drop would kill me just as fast as the knife.
I looked back and met the young man's eyes.
"Tell Conrad he failed."
Then I kicked free and let myself fall backward into the night.
Little Shen POV"What I Know"I am eight years old, which is old enough to know a lot of things.I know my name is Shen Voss-Mirei. My teacher asked me once which name was real and I said both, obviously. She nodded like I told her something surprising. I do not know why it was surprising.I know Aria is three, which means she still thinks worms are interesting enough to carry in her pocket. She dropped one on Papa's suit jacket last spring. Papa's face went through six different expressions before he carried her inside to change. I counted. It was six.I know my father is Leander Voss, who runs a large company. My friend Jin asked me once if my dad was the Leander Voss. I said yes, and he said wow. I told him Papa makes good pancakes on Saturdays. Jin thought about this and said that was a more useful thing to know than anything on the internet. I agreed.I know my other father is Avelin Mirei, whom I call Dada. He has warm eyes and quiet hands, and he always knows when something is
Leander POV"Year Two"A letter found folded inside the journal, dated fourteen months after Leander's disappearance. Given to Leander by Avelin the morning after the memory returned.Shen,I do not know why I am writing this. You are not going to read it. I know that now in a way I didn't let myself know for a long time, that you are not coming back to this address, that if you are alive somewhere, you are not looking for us, and that the Shen Ross who married me on the beach is not the person who existed before I found him bleeding on the road.I know all of that. I am writing this anyway.Our son is fourteen months old. He has your eyes, I know I have thought about this before, but they keep being your eyes every time I look at him, stubbornly yours. He has started walking, or trying to. He walks the way you fixed things: with complete certainty that he is doing it correctly, right up until the moment he falls over, and then he gets up and tries again without any drama about the fa
Elias POVI asked him to dinner on a Tuesday in November, which I mention because it took me four months to get there and I want the timeline acknowledged.The four months were for practical reasons. Leander and Avelin were in the middle of the most complicated reunion in recent romantic history, and inserting my own situation into that orbit seemed both poor timing and mildly absurd. Also, Renlo is Avelin's best friend, and the structural symmetry of both of us pursuing our respective people simultaneously felt too neat. Too convenient. Like something that happens in a book rather than in life.Then again, Leander developed amnesia, fell in love with the same man twice, and named his son after himself by accident. Perhaps I should lower my standards for narrative plausibility.The certainty had arrived early, somewhere between the gala and the second occasion I found myself reconsidering an opinion because Renlo made a point I could not argue with. It arrived quietly, less like a rev
Renlo POVIt took three months before I admitted to myself that I looked forward to seeing Elias Thorn.This was annoying for several reasons, primarily because Elias was an Alpha who operated with the quiet assumption that every room he entered belonged to him. It should have irritated me, and did, technically, but it had somehow stopped feeling like a problem. He was also, frustratingly, interesting. He was the kind of person who asks questions that signal actual listening rather than performed interest, and who says things that take twenty minutes to fully unpack after the conversation ends.He also made very good coffee. I mention this because it matters.We fell into a pattern without either of us naming it. When Leander visited Avelin and Baby Shen, which became every weekend, then several evenings a week, then eventually most of the time, Elias was often present in an adjacent capacity. When I visited Avelin, which was always, because that was simply what we did, we ended up in
Avelin POVI repacked the suitcase four times. Actually, five. But Renlo stopped counting after the fourth because watching me spiral was, in his words, "becoming medically concerning.""I'm serious," he announced from my bedroom floor, folding sweaters into his luggage with the calm of someone who
Richard Voss POVI used to believe paper was harmless.Contracts. Reports. Financial statements. Legal documents. Ink on pages, nothing more.But the journal sitting in front of me felt heavier than every contract I had ever signed in my entire life, and my hands would not stop shaking.Outside my
Leander POVI start memorizing him on purpose. I do it because I want to, not because anyone tells me to. This realization makes me feel uneasy.I have spent months trying to recover pieces of myself after the accident. I have seen doctors and therapists. Gone through endless reports. Everyone arou
Leander POVHe suggested the café two blocks from the building. Neutral ground, public enough to keep things from becoming something we cannot take back, close enough to work that we both have an exit if we need one. I got there first. I do not know why I expected anything different. I am always ea






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