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The snow outside had gotten heavier, but in a soft, pretty way—none of yesterday’s slush and chaos. I stood by my bedroom window, holding the curtain open just a crack, watching the flakes drift down in lazy spirals. The world looked quieter when it snowed. Like everything was on mute, and I kind of wished my nerves were too. Today was my first official tutoring session with Jason Monroe. I closed the curtain with a sigh and grabbed my tote bag. I’d packed it earlier with my old Algebra textbooks, a few sharpened pencils, a calculator, highlighters, sticky notes… maybe a little overkill, but better to be overprepared than caught slacking. Especially with him. I tucked the folder with the placement tests and zipped it up before slinging it over my shoulder. I reached for my purse, still sitting on my desk, and paused at the door. “I wish Lily were here with me,” I murmured. I didn’t even realise I’d said it out loud. Everything just felt... off without her by my side. Lily was my buffer, my confidence boost. She made walking into unknown situations feel like jokes instead of heart attacks. Now I was going to a stranger's house alone to tutor a guy who must subconscious thought looked like he belonged to a Calvin Klein billboard. Ugh. Not that I'd ever admit but Lily was right. Hockey players were hot. But Jason was not just hot. He was hot hot. Like unfair levels of hot. Like, why do you even have a shirt on, sir? It's kind of hot. Only... the problem was, when he opened his mouth, all that heat turned into cold rudeness. Whiplash much? I locked my front door and trudged toward the car, tossing my things into the backseat before sliding into the driver’s seat. My breath fogged up the windshield for a second, and I sat there, gripping the wheel and trying to calm the jittery energy buzzing through me. I was five feet tall on a good day. Jason probably bench-pressed people my size for fun. How the hell was I supposed to survive this arrangement? “Just be professional,” I whispered to myself. “Help him pass. Keep it cool.” I glanced at the folder again and bit my lip. Please, I prayed silently, let him have actually done those placement tests. Just so this doesn’t turn into a complete mess. As I turned into the familiar bend toward his street, my stomach twisted itself into knots. My fingers clenched a little tighter around the steering wheel. This was fine. Totally fine. I pulled into the driveway, parking behind a sleek black car that screamed money and speed. Probably his. Of course. This time, a maid answered the door instead of his mom. She was kind and polite, introducing herself quickly before ushering me inside and up the staircase. I muttered a soft thank you and followed her steps, feeling smaller with every one I took. Jason’s door was already open when she stopped in front of it and smiled at me before leaving. I stepped inside. Typical boy’s room. Hockey gear everywhere. Sticks propped against the wall, jerseys draped over a chair, and posters plastered everywhere. Not just random players, though. Most of them were him. On the ice. With teammates. Mid-celebration after a goal. The colour scheme was grey and black. I sidestepped a hoodie on the floor and a stray Gatorade bottle before moving further in... A low growl stopped me in my tracks. I froze, turning toward the sound just as Jason looked up from where he sat on a couch near the far window. Another guy was slouched beside him. A tall, broad-shouldered guy with buzzed dark hair and a wolfish smile. Jason’s eyes locked onto mine. "Who let you in my room?" he asked. I flinched, instinctively taking a step back. The other guy snorted. “Dude. Go easy. She’s a cute little thing.” He grinned at me. The other guy pushed himself off the couch and walked over, extending a hand. “Name’s Aiden.” “Aria,” I said, trying to make my voice sound normal. His eyes flicked down. Then he tilted his head, almost thoughtfully, before saying... “You might want to change your pants. They’re… stained.” My heart skipped a beat. “What?” I turned slightly, reaching behind me. My fingers touched the fabric. It was wet and sticky. Blood. Oh my god. No. No. No. No. I stepped back, my face burning so hot. My period. Right now? I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole. I couldn't move, nor could I breathe. My fingertips were pressed lightly against the stain.LILYWhen I hear my name, I stop walking. It's a lot different hearing your name and seeing the actual person that's saying it than just thinking if it were really who you want it to be. Alright, that doesn't make any sense. But that's it. Nothing makes any sense at this point as I stare at the person who has just called my name. Aria. Arianna Bennett. Granted, I haven't seen my best friend since... since I left her living room. It's been so long and at the same time, not that long at all. I mean, it's almost nine months and at the same time, it doesn't feel like nine months.Oh my God. What the hell is she doing here? No, no. That is not the right question to ask. How did she get here? Or rather, who told her where to find me? Fuck. I have so many questions swirling in my head at this point.I don't even know what to think. Or how to feel, or what to do. We didn't exactly leave things off on the right foot months ago. I'm not sure if she misses me, or if she's forgiven me.But
LILYI thought I loved my babies while they were in me, but nothing, absolutely nothing, could have prepared me for the insane, all-consuming amount of love I have for them now that I can see them, hold them, feel their tiny breaths against my skin, and... I just can't let them out of my sight.It's overwhelming. The love, I mean. It's so crushing and soul pushing that I did cry for ten minutes after birthing Aurora and Asher. All I did the second day was stare at them. My babies are so perfect. I can't believe I made them. All those back-aches, the bizzare cravings, the nausea, the pains... I think they're worth it.Jace and Bailey are so excited and they haven't shut up about the babies since we got home. Cole is happy and congratuled Aiden and I. Tyler... Tyler is just Tyler. I can't read him. I don't really care how he feels right now, not in the way I used to. That sounded rude, even to my own ears. I do care, of course, but... I have more important things to worry about now than
LILYSix days.Six days ago, I was certain the world was ending in the hallway. Like... when the pain started, it just refused to go away. And then I heard shouting and then I couldn't feel my legs and Aiden was there and... Phew.Today, I'm standing in front of a hospital mirror, bracing my hands on the cool porcelain of the sink, and actually recognizing the girl looking back at me. She's Lily. With the bump. I look six months pregnant now. My skin is a bit translucent, and the dark circles under my eyes look like bruised thumbprints, but I’m upright.Yesterday, getting to the bathroom felt like climbing Everest with Aiden acting as my human crutch. My mom says I should take it one step at a time but... I felt useless just taking orders from Louisiana. I mean... all she adviced was rolling in bed, dangling my legs, sitting upright and stuff.I touch my abdomen, feeling the pull of the incision beneath the high-waisted mesh underwear. It stings. I’ve been coping by taking it one bre
AIDENLily used to lean on me all the time. I'd laugh and tease her about how obsessed she was. But today, I'm not laughing. Because... I think I'm the obsessed one. The weight of her leaning against me is the only thing keeping me grounded. It's a good thing that she's trying to be brave and talk through the pain. "Aria... she's good," I say. I try to focus on the conversation, to be the distraction she needs. "She's doing so well with Jemaya. And Jason... they miss you so much."Lily gives a tiny, pained smile, her eyes fluttering shut. "You have no idea how much I miss my best friend. And... Jemaya?" She raises a brow."Their little girl. God... you should see her. She's so..." I pause. "She's so good." My voice lowers. Fuck. I'm getting all sentimental and emotional."I want to see her." Lily mumbles. "She'll be the best big sister to our babies. Shushing her dolls so they don't wake up..." I stare at Lily. She's rambling. Her body goes rigid, her hand, which was resting loosel
LILYIt hurts.It fucking hurts. Nothing in this world could have prepared me for these stupid pains that I'm feeling. Sure, menstrual cramps can get worse some months but these... they get whole lot worse, then recede, then pick up, then... Fuck! I'm tired already.I hate it. I'm gripping the armrests of the wheelchair so tightly. I keep pressing my lips together like I can keep it in. Honestly, I don't know what the point is. Aiden is here. He apologized. He wants to be involved. He's just as caring as he was. He knows I'm trying not to scream because he's here. I'm trying so hard to make him think that I'm strong. I've survived without him for months and I can do that now as well.But another contraction roll through me and you know what it's like? It's like an invisible belt being pulled around my stomach. I press my lips together. Don't make a sound.Don't make a sound.I'm starting to care less about what Aiden thinks.Elizabeth walks beside me, one hand on my shoulder, whi
AIDEN"But... since you're here." She glances behind me, then sighs tiredly. "I don't know.. I'll need all the help I can get. It won't kill me to say that I..." She pauses, breathes in and out, then our eyes lock."Are you okay? Do you need to sit down?" I walk to her. The urge to touch her is huge, like all consuming. The urge to hold her and breathe her in is large. I just have to control myself and be there for her the way she wants me to. This isn't about me. It's all about her and I am not going to take this moment from her. I heave a sigh of relief when she lets me touch her hand and hold it. Her grip on mine tightens but she doesn't say a word. Staring at her face, I see it. So many hidden emotions that she's trying to keep hidden. She's in pain. She's not fucking okay. And she's trying to hide it?"Lily," I call."Mmmm," she hums, shutting her eyes and gripping my hand tighter."You're not okay. Come on, let's get you in the car. Are you... are you hurt?"She shakes her hea
Aria's POVI woke up slowly, the sedation wearing off like a heavy fog lifting. The first thing I noticed was the quiet. The second was the soft blanket draped over me. The third was the absence of the crushing fear that had been my companion for days.I was still on the hotel couch. Lily was asle
Aria's POVMy mouth parted a little, but nothing came out at first. My brain was buffering. Company falls? What?Emily must've seen the confusion on my face because she dragged a shaky breath and glanced around like she wanted to make sure no one else was listening."Aria..." her voice lowered even
Aria's POVThe lodge became my prison.The days bled into each other, marked only by the weak, yellow light slanting through the dusty window and the tasteless, pre-packaged food Liam tossed at me.My head still ached.Liam didn't hurt me physically after that first night. He'd sit at the broken ta
Aria's POVWhen Emily returned to the main living area few hours after her call, I and Lily were deep into our massive breakfast."Emily, you have to try this bacon," Lily mumbled around a mouthful of food. "It's like, impossibly crisp."I managed a small smile as I worked my way through my plate o







