LOGINWhen an unknown drug sweeps across the werewolf's male population, I am somehow the first female that falls victim. My future Alpha and I both manage to get drugged from an unknown source. Apparently, the drug reacts differently on females and causes us to go into heat immediately. With nobody around but my future Alpha who has also fallen victim to the drug, the night immediately takes a turn. When our parents find us the next morning, neither of us have any memory what happened. We just remember a few flashes of each other and know that we both woke up naked but nothing further. My parents do not take lightly to the news that I was found naked with the future alpha and all but force me out of the house, and the pack. When I finally find a place to settle, I not only learn a lot about myself, I also learn that I am pregnant. There is only one possible father but with no way to go back to him, I will have to leave him a few clues to hope that he figures it out.
View More"What kind of drug could affect us that way?" I asked my mother.
Tonight was supposed to be a celebration. It was my birthday, Lyall's birthday, and our entire friend group had plans to spend the night partying before our lives changed forever.
Instead, my parents were warning me about a dangerous new drug spreading through werewolf packs across the region.
That alone was enough to make my stomach tighten.
Werewolves were naturally immune to almost everything. Alcohol barely gave us a buzz unless it had been specially enchanted by a witch, and most drugs didn't affect us at all. Not that many wolves were foolish enough to try. Pack life was built on strength and discipline. One mistake could destroy your reputation overnight. Even an Alpha could be reduced to an Omega if they showed weakness.
That was why the recent incidents were so unsettling.
Young wolves between eighteen and twenty-five had been going out for a normal night of fun, accepting drinks from strangers, and waking up the next morning with no memory of what happened.
No one knew where the drug came from.
No one knew what it was doing.
And no one knew why wolves were being targeted.
"We haven't managed to get our hands on a sample yet," my father said grimly. "The healers suspect a witch helped create it, but that's only a theory. We don't know its purpose or who is distributing it. We just want you to be careful tonight."
His expression hardened.
"The victims all reported the same thing. They accepted a drink from someone, and then they woke up the next morning with entire hours missing from their memories."
A chill ran down my spine.
Memory loss was terrifying for anyone.
For a werewolf, it could be catastrophic.
We were stronger, faster, and far more dangerous than humans. If a wolf lost control while under the influence of some unknown substance, the consequences could be devastating. Humans had developed weapons capable of killing our kind, and the last thing we needed was to draw attention to ourselves.
History had already taught us that lesson.
Centuries ago, we had revealed ourselves to humanity.
It had been a disaster.
Fear, panic, and violence had spread like wildfire. Some humans wanted to hunt us. Others wanted to study us. Neither option had ended well.
Since then, we had stayed hidden.
And we intended to keep it that way.
"Just promise you'll be careful," my mother said. "If you're not home before dawn, we'll come looking for you."
Dad offered a weak smile. "To be fair, the victims have all been male so far. She may not be in any danger."
Mom shot him a look sharp enough to make him immediately regret speaking.
I almost laughed.
Almost.
"Did Alpha tell Lyall?" I asked.
"He's speaking with him now," Dad replied. "We're trying not to spread panic through the pack."
My jaw tightened.
"You're serious? People are being drugged and nobody is warning them?"
My parents exchanged a glance.
"Everyone going out tonight deserves to know," I continued. "If they're aware of the risk, maybe they'll think twice before accepting drinks from strangers."
The silence that followed told me exactly how little influence my opinion carried.
"We debated whether to tell you at all," my mother admitted quietly. "Since women haven't been targeted."
Then she hesitated.
My stomach sank.
Of course.
"We thought you should know because you'll be with Lyall."
The familiar bitterness settled in my chest.
There it was.
Not concern for me.
Concern for the Alpha's son.
Just like always.
Rushing through the woods toward our designated meeting place is easier than I expected.The ball cap shades enough of my face that I no longer feel the need to duck behind every tree. I still avoid the main trails whenever possible, but being alone in the woods isn't unusual for a werewolf. We hunt here. Train here. Think here.No one gives a lone wolf a second glance.Every step carries me farther away from everything I have ever known.I refuse to think about that.Instead, I focus on Raven.On the plan.On putting one foot in front of the other.If I allow myself to think about what I'm leaving behind, I know I'll turn around before I ever reach the edge of the territory.Eventually the trees begin to thin, revealing the narrow road where Raven promised to meet me.Right on cue, I spot her old car sitting on the shoulder with the hood raised.I can't help smiling.A young warrior from the pack is standing beside her, scratching the back of his neck while staring helplessly into th
When I see that the path is clear, I climb out the window and press myself against the outer wall of the pack house.One careful step at a time.I know the patrol schedules, but the pack house is different. There are always wolves coming and going—warriors changing shifts, mothers picking up children, elders stopping in to gossip, omegas bringing supplies. At any second someone could round a corner and everything would be over before I even made it home.Keeping my breathing slow, I slip around the first corner.Nothing.Another few steps.Still nothing.A tiny smile tugs at my lips as I disappear into the tree line surrounding the pack house.That was the hardest part.At least...I hope it was.Now all I have to do is get home, grab my emergency cash, and leave before anyone realizes I was never sleeping.Raven's part of the plan is just as important.She is buying me time.The blood sample is only an excuse. She admitted there is still enough of the drug in my bloodstream for her to
Making the decision to leave was one of the hardest things I had ever done.Harder than waking up in the hospital.Harder than learning I was pregnant.Harder than accepting that I might never know who the father of my child truly was.Because this wasn't just a decision to leave a place.It was a decision to leave my entire life behind.My home.My friends.My future.Every dream I had carefully built over the last eighteen years.I would never again walk through these halls without wondering if someone was hunting me.Never sit in the pack dining room without looking over my shoulder.Never train beside Lyall.Never laugh with River until we cried.Never tease Mel.Never race Troy through the woods.I wasn't simply running away.I was grieving a life that hadn't even ended yet.Raven remained silent while I processed everything.She knew there was nothing she could say to make this easier.Eventually, I wiped my eyes and forced myself to think.If I was going to survive...Then I ha
"You need to come with me," Raven said urgently."What do you mean?" I asked, confused.Raven had been absolutely insistent ever since she finished examining me.Leave.Today.Not tomorrow.Not after I had time to think.Today.The word echoed through my mind like a death sentence.Leave my pack.Leave my home.Leave my friends.Leave Lyall.All because of a child I hadn't even known existed twenty-four hours ago.A child that apparently wasn't normal.A child that had already managed to turn my entire life upside down before it was even born."You know that you can't raise this baby here," Raven said firmly.I looked away.The truth was, part of me already knew that.I just didn't want to admit it."You heard the Alpha this morning," she continued. "You heard the Luna. Something is wrong.""They were just asking questions.""No."The force in her voice made me look back at her."They weren't asking questions. They were fishing."My stomach tightened.I hated that I knew exactly what
The next few days passed with little to no excitement.At first, I told myself that was a good thing. Recovery was supposed to be boring. Recovery was supposed to mean resting, sleeping, and gradually feeling stronger.Instead, I felt trapped.My parents had begun avoiding me as though I carried so
By the time my dad arrived to pick me up, my appointment was already finished.My prescription sat in a small paper bag on my lap while I waited in a wheelchair near the front entrance of the hospital.The doctor must have called him while I was picking up my medication because I hadn't been waitin
"Rowan, it's good to see you again. How are you feeling today?"The doctor's warm voice pulled me from my thoughts as she stepped into the room.Seeing her stirred a confusing mixture of emotions inside me.Part of me was grateful.She had been honest with me when nobody else would.She had answere
By the next morning, I was almost embarrassingly excited at the prospect of leaving the house.Granted, my grand adventure consisted of a trip to the pack hospital and then straight back home again, but after spending an entire day trapped in my room, it felt like freedom.My fears about the dreams
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