LOGIN"On a more serious note," Mel said, lifting his empty glass, "one of us has to go get the next round, don't we?"
A collective groan went around the table.
We all laughed at Mel's expression.
His family was ridiculously wealthy. Not spoiled exactly, but definitely accustomed to convenience. If there was a way to avoid an inconvenience, Mel usually found it.
"Don't worry," I said. "I'll grab the next round."
As I headed downstairs, I could already hear everyone teasing him behind me.
Our friend group was surprisingly diverse. Several of us came from wealthy families, but Mel was the only one who actually acted like it. Lyall came from even more money as the Alpha's heir, but years of training had taught him that leadership meant serving the pack, not being served by it.
The music grew louder as I approached the bar.
"Another round?" the bartender asked with a wink.
I nodded.
Within minutes, six freshly made drinks sat neatly arranged on a tray.
"Need help carrying those?" he asked nervously.
The concern in his voice almost made me laugh.
Human.
Definitely human.
"Thanks, but I've got it."
Balancing the tray effortlessly on one hand, I made my way back upstairs.
The bartender's astonished stare followed me the entire way.
"Everything look okay?" Lyall asked as I set the tray down.
I nodded.
The conversation quickly shifted toward college plans.
Apparently, I was the only one genuinely excited about classes.
"What are you planning to study, Rowan?" River asked.
"Business, probably. Then maybe a literature minor."
Mel made a face.
"Wow. That sounds incredibly boring."
I immediately launched a straw at his forehead.
The others dissolved into laughter.
While everyone argued over majors and careers, I found myself studying each of my friends.
Mel would eventually inherit his family's company.
River had always dreamed of finding her mate and raising a family.
And Troy...
Troy had fought harder than any of us just to get this far.
His father had died when he was young, leaving his mother to work two jobs for most of his life. She refused handouts and charity, even when things got difficult. Pride ran deep in wolves.
"Troy, what about you?" I asked.
He shrugged.
"Depends how much I can afford. I'll probably have to work while I study."
"Troy," Lyall said, leaning forward, "there are dozens of pack scholarships you qualify for."
"I know."
"So apply."
Troy looked sheepish.
"I haven't had time. Most of the deadlines passed before I could even look."
"Come over tomorrow," Lyall said immediately. "We'll go through them together."
The grateful smile Troy gave him made me hide my own smile behind my drink.
Moments like that reminded me exactly why Lyall would make an incredible Alpha someday.
He genuinely cared.
"Looks like we're empty again," Troy announced after a while, gathering our glasses. "I've got this one."
Nobody argued.
We all knew how uncomfortable he became whenever someone tried helping him.
As he disappeared downstairs, the conversation drifted elsewhere.
"So," Mel said, "do you really think he'll pull it off? Turn everything around for his family?"
"Of course he will," River replied instantly. "If anyone can, it's Troy."
I glanced over the railing toward the bar.
A grin spread across my face.
"Well, his luck may already be improving."
The others followed my gaze.
A stunning woman stood beside Troy.
Even from up here, I could see him blushing.
Poor Troy looked completely overwhelmed.
"What?" Mel whispered.
"No way."
"Is she flirting with him?"
The entire group crowded against the railing.
Troy laughed nervously at something she said.
His ears were turning red.
"Oh, he is absolutely doomed," Lyall said.
We barely managed to duck away before Troy looked up.
The second he glanced toward the patio, everyone dropped below the railing like guilty children.
A burst of laughter followed.
None of us wanted him to know we'd witnessed the entire interaction.
A few minutes later, Troy returned carrying a tray loaded with drinks.
His face was still slightly red.
Nobody mentioned the woman.
Nobody mentioned how long he'd spent talking to her.
Nobody asked whether he'd watched the bartender make the drinks.
We simply grabbed our glasses and returned to our conversation.
After all, we'd been careful all night.
What could possibly go wrong?
Making the decision to settle somewhere that received snow had somehow been easier than deciding where I actually wanted to live.Choosing a direction was one thing.Choosing a future was something entirely different.Every town we passed felt like it came with a thousand questions.Would it be safe?Would people accept me?Would another pack discover I was a rogue?Would my pup have friends?Would we always have to keep running?The longer I stared at maps, the more impossible the decision became.When I admitted to Raven that I wanted to stay as far away from werewolf packs as possible, she hadn't looked surprised.Not even a little.Instead, she'd simply nodded as if she had expected that answer all along.It wasn't that I hated my own kind.Far from it.I loved my pack.I loved the traditions.The celebrations beneath the full moon.Training beside my friends.Running through the forests together until dawn.Those memories would always be part of me.But I wasn't just another rogu
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Back at the Pack House...Lyall's POV"You know her better than anyone. Where would she go?" my dad asks, breaking the heavy silence hanging over the room.I rake both hands through my hair for what has to be the hundredth time today."How am I supposed to know?" I snap."She has never wanted to leave the pack before. We've never talked about it. Not once. She has always loved it here."Or...At least I thought she did.The thought twists like a knife in my chest.Apparently I never knew Rowan as well as I believed."Apparently she wasn't happy here," my mother says quietly. "There has to be a reason she left."I let out a bitter laugh."You think I don't know that?"She reaches toward me, trying to rub my back like she did when I was little.I step away before she can touch me.Right now, comfort feels wrong.Rowan is out there somewhere.Alone.Pregnant.Probably terrified.While I'm standing here doing absolutely nothing.I continue pacing.Every few steps I stop, trying to force m
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"So, where are we going then?" I ask after a while.Raven smirks at me before holding up a coin for me to see."I thought that we would let fate decide." She says."Are you serious right now? We are going to choose where we are going based on a coin flip?" I ask incredulously."Of course. You wanted to be untraceable. This is going to be the trick. Once we get farther away we can start making our own decisions again." She tells me with that same smirk. She does have a fair point there. With Lyall knowing me as well as he does, it would be too easy for him to find me this close to the pack. I will just have to let her do her thing and hope that it works out for us."Can you promise me, no snow though?" I ask with a shudder.Personally, I have never seen snow before but I know that as a wolf, we love the sunshine. Laying in the sun is one of the most relaxing feelings ever. If I have to go somewhere cold, I do not know how well I will adapt."Hey, fate is deciding. If you have a proble
We drive in silence for the first hour.Neither of us seems to know what to say.Every few miles I glance in the side mirror, half expecting to see a familiar truck barreling down the highway after us.Lyall's truck.Even though I know he cannot possibly have found me this quickly, I still cannot stop looking.My heart jumps every time another vehicle appears behind us before slowly settling again as it passes.Somewhere behind us, my pack is beginning to realize I am gone.I wonder who found my empty room first.Was it Lyall?Did he rush back after dropping Raven off at the hospital?Did he knock on the bedroom door before letting himself inside?Did he smile, expecting to wake me...Only to find an empty bed?The thought twists painfully inside my chest.I'm sorry, Lyall.I hope someday you'll understand why I had to leave.Honestly, we probably would have kept going if the car hadn't desperately needed gas. The farther away we get from the pack, the easier it is to breathe. Every m
For a few moments, neither of us says anything.The only sound is the quiet ticking of the turn signal and the occasional vehicle passing by on the road beside us. I keep my face turned toward the window, watching trees and storefronts blur together through watery eyes.I hate this.I hate feeling
"Rowan, how are you feeling today?" the doctor asked as she entered the exam room for my one-week checkup.One week.I had somehow survived an entire week trapped in my bedroom.I wasn't entirely sure how.There had been moments when I thought I might lose my mind from the boredom alone. Other mome
The next few days passed with little to no excitement.At first, I told myself that was a good thing. Recovery was supposed to be boring. Recovery was supposed to mean resting, sleeping, and gradually feeling stronger.Instead, I felt trapped.My parents had begun avoiding me as though I carried so
By the time my dad arrived to pick me up, my appointment was already finished.My prescription sat in a small paper bag on my lap while I waited in a wheelchair near the front entrance of the hospital.The doctor must have called him while I was picking up my medication because I hadn't been waitin







