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“ I am sorry …we tried all we could to save him but we lost him “
Those words shattered my heart more than a sword could , The doctors slowly started to leave the room but I was still in disbelief, there was no way …My dad was dead , I couldn’t believe it . “ Daddy …” I called out slowly walking to his death bed , the nurse was covering him up, I rushed to stop her “ No , No , No …You can’t do that …Don’t put that on him ! My Dad is not dead , Please …Let me talk to him “ I cried out , one of the nurses rushed to grab me but i shrugged her off . “ We are so sorry for your loss …” I was stiffened, they moved my dad from the room and i was left alone , it dawned on me that I was alone now , It was just me , all by myself, my dad was the only one I had and now he was gone , he was dead . “ He can’t be dead …He can’t leave me here “ I whimpered scratching my fingers on the wall . “ Lilly …” I heard my name from behind , it was Monica , My father’s best friend. “ Oh my baby ….I am so sorry “ She burst into tears wrapping her hands around mine , I buried my face in her shoulders, screaming and crying in pains , My body was trembling, I couldn’t stop my heart from racing so fast , I was sweating so much , my clothes were soaked, i was more than devasted , I was broken , my life wasn’t making sense anymore . “ We will figure this together…Trust me …We will figure it together” She tried calming me down but words alone couldn’t , I had just lost my father , there was no way I could figure that out . It’s been two weeks since the only family I had left me , I haven’t slept since my Dad died , barely even ate , I just sat in his study, imagining he was sitted right there in his chair while I read my Anatomy text book but today I was staring at it one last time before I leave turns out Monica figured it out afterall , she was taking me to that woman’s place . “ Lily we have to go now …” “ Monica ! I don’t want to go , let me stay here …I will manage “ “ I wish I can but that’s not what your father wants , he gave me an instruction, I have to follow it “ “ My dad wants me to go and stay with that beast ? The same woman that left me the day I was born , she’s not even human , how do I manage ? We are two different species” Technically my mother wasn’t human , she was a werewolf, it sounds crazy but it’s true , My mother and my father met years ago when humans and werewolf were allowed to cohabit, they fell in love and that’s how I came along but after the pandemic, Wolves were in extinct here and according to history , they left to stay far away and that’s how my mom left , she waited till when I was born and the moment I was placed on my father’s arms , she ran away , You might wonder why I have a good memory of it ? My father told me everything, he doesn’t stop talking about mother even I was tired of hearing about her but my father was so in love , he always made excuses for her . “ She had a career “ “ It was a forbidden love story “ “ Humans and Wolves became sworn enemies “ “ It wasn’t meant to be “ “ I know she would have made it happen if she could “ I would have at least agreed to what he said even once if she had made an effort to see me but she never did ,i know what she looks like because of dad’s pictures of her but she doesn’t know what I look like “ This was the woman they wanted me to start a life with ? “ You will manage , it’s just for a year untill you get accepted to medicine school…Just 365 days “ Monica said as she drove , I didn’t respond, My eyes were outside the window as i gaze upon the city I grew up in , I was leaving all of this behind to stay in a pack ? Isn’t that basically a village of wolves ? “ Can’t i stay with you ? I will behave …I promise “ “ I wish you can sweetie but you know how my husband can be and I promised your dad to take you to her “ “ Yeah he’s a jerk “ I scoffed . “ Raven Pack is no different from Centervile town , It’s better …it’s like a different world “ “ I have seen packs in movies , doesn’t look better than centervile if you ask me “ I shot back. “ Well that’s in the movies , I have been there before back when humans were allowed in it “ “ Hold on ! Humans aren’t allowed? So why are you taking me there !” I asked , fixing my gaze at her now , she gave me a weak smile . “ Your mother has a plan …” “ She is not my mother “ I retired back to my position. Monica didn’t respond , she was focused on driving , We have been driving for hours and since passed Centervile town and its neighborhood cities, She was driving pass lonely roads, bushes , trees , there were no sign of houses anywhere . “ Why didn’t she pick me up herself ? How are you going to drive back ?” “ Your mom is a really busy woman besides I am used to this road , we see each other once in a while …in a small house around …that’s where I am dropping you off , she will come pick you up from there “ “ She can see you but not me ? intresting …” “ Your mom isn’t a bad person …it’s just hard to navigate being _” “ You don’t have to explain! I am going to take a quick nap “ I leaned on the other side of the back seat , took a deep breath and I shot my eyes. “ By the time you wake up , we’d be in our destination “ Monica said , I nodded and dozed off . “ Lilly ….Lilly, Wake up …We’re here “ I slowly opened my eyes , the sun was shining directly into my eyes, I picked up my glasses , stretched and looked outside. It didn’t look like anything I was expecting, just a small house and bushes around it , there was a small river by the backyard. “ What the fuck ?” “ It’s our meeting place …it’s still wolf territory…Here you should wear this” She started bathing me with a perfume that smells really harsh but in a nice way . “ What’s that?” I said coughing . “ It’s to hide our human scent so the wolves don’t pick it up…Apparently we smell like one of them now “ She giggled but I didn’t find it funny . “ Are you kidding me right now ? Is this a joke ? Please tell me it’s a prank and we can go home …” “ I wish I can , I am gonna miss you kiddo , She promised you could come visiting once in six months , I am not greedy …that’s enough “ Monica laughed but I could see the sadness in her eyes , She raised me like I was her daughter and now she was giving me up for a woman who barely even knows what I looked like . “ Monica …I don’t want to go “ I whimpered . “ I don’t want you to go too but we have to respect your dad’s wish , he wants her to continue from where he stopped , She’s your mother …Promise me you won’t cause any trouble and you will get along with her “ “ I can’t promise you that “ “ I have to go now …I have an approximately four hours drive…You can wait for her in there , it’s safe …You will be fine “ Monica hugged me and we stayed like that for a while. “ You should go now …it’s getting late” I faked a smiled and let go of her grip, she waved me untill she was in her car and i waved her till she was gone . I was alone now accompanied by the sound of crickets, I walked inside the small house and it had just a bed , I looked around and it had some clinical items too,Was this an inn ?, It also had A kitchen with two chairs , there was a wash room too ,It looked like a camping house too. I dragged one of the chair out and i sat down , I didn’t have much luggages , Just a travel bag, my self care kit, My favourite fictional and Medicine books and some stuffs , Monica said I wasn’t allowed to bring so much and that included my phone . “ When is she coming ” I looked around and I found a clock , it was going to get dark anytime soon . it was dark in here so I couldn’t read , I just sat there , confused . “ This is what happens when you try to reconnect with a woman who abandoned you since she birth , how am I sure she hasn’t abandoned me here too ?” Staying inside wasn’t going to help , so I took my book outside , there was a log of wood outside, It was perfect , there was some evening light outside, I could read my book . Fifty pages in , the night was fast approaching but that woman wasn’t here . “ Monica …this doesn’t look good “ I said to myself,the evening breeze was thick and heavy , My body hair was popping up, I doubt if it was the cold , I was scared . As I was about to rush back inside , I heard noises from the bushes . “ Who is there ? Mom? Is that you ?” I moved closer. “ I don’t think it’s a perfect way to make an en_” It happened like a flash of lightning before I could even complete my sentence, It jumped out of the bush and started howling, I couldn’t believe my eyes , Was I seeing an actual wolf ? It was a huge black wolf, Monica did say it was a wolf territory but she also said it was safe , It was moving closer to me , howling . “ What the fuck ? What the fuck ? What the fuck ?” I fell to the ground, screaming in shock , I shut my eyes untill the howling was over and when I opened it , I couldn’t believe my eyes . It was a boy about my age , he had a blonde hair with eyes that looked icy blue, he had a perfect beauty, I stared at him and it dawned on me , he had torn trousers, he was shirtless, he was breathing heavily, Was he the wolf? He had shifted back ?? I was stunned.Amber parked the car, but none of us got out immediately. We sat there for a few seconds, listening to the engine die.My heartbeat had become so loud that it almost drowned out everything else.Amber reached over and took my hand.“You remember what I told you?”I nodded.“Good.”Maltilda smiled at me.“No matter what they say in there… you are still our Lily. Do not break down.”I swallowed the lump in my throat.“I know.”The three of us stepped out together.The moment we reached the entrance, two guards approached us.“They’re waiting.”One of them pushed the large chamber doors open. The room was already full.Unlike the public verdict held after the festival, this one was quieter. Only members of the council, important families, and a handful of invited witnesses had been allowed inside.Even so… it still felt like every eye in the room landed on me.I lowered my head and followed Amber inside. As expected, my eyes first searched for Rex.He was seated beside his mother. He lo
Life in Raven had continued, but mine hadn’t. Ever since Rex left that day, everything inside me had gone quiet, even my wolf.I kept telling myself the same thing over and over.Move on, Lily.You have to move on.He deserved someone who didn’t begin your relationship with a lie. Someone who didn’t make him question every memory the two of you shared.I inhaled slowly. I wanted to be that someone, but I wasn’t.“I’ll move on.”The words sounded convincing, but I didn’t mean them, not one bit. My chest became so heavy so suddenly that I had to press a hand against it.“I can’t…”I whispered the truth before I could stop myself.“I can’t move on.”My wolf must also be curled up somewhere inside me, quietly carrying the same sadness. Our chances of being close to our mate were gone now.“Lily? It’s time for dinner.”Maltilda’s voice came from outside my room.“I’m not hungry.”“You’ve said that for three meals now.”I closed my eyes. I really didn’t have any appetite for food right now.
Rex hadn’t opened his bedroom door since he returned from Amber’s house, even when the room had become suffocating.He had all of Lily’s stuff scattered around him, just staring at them. The ribbon she had tied around his wrist weeks ago was still there.The half-written birthday letter he had hidden inside a drawer because he wanted to surprise her after the festival was also by his side.He had planned everything to be perfect, but all he could think about was the way she looked at him before walking away.“Maybe we should give each other space to heal from this.”Those words refused to leave his head.He sat on the floor beside his bed, his elbows resting on his knees while he buried his face in his palms.A knock came from outside.“Rex?”He didn’t answer. His mom had been knocking earlier, and now she was back.“Honey…”Paula sighed outside the door, still knocking.“I know you’re awake.”She leaned against the door.“You haven’t eaten since yesterday. You don’t even want to shou
Maltilda sat outside the house with a basket resting on her lap.The morning breeze carried the scent of fresh herbs through the small garden. Normally, this would have been one of her favorite parts of the day. She would hum to herself while separating leaves and roots for Amber before Lily came outside to keep her company.Today…It was just her, the following days had been weighing a lot on everyday and today was even a mixed of bitter and sweet , Amber still had to attend to patients even with everything going on , she had obligations to do so . She had gone to Raven Academy earlier today to pack her things while the students were still awake , she couldn’t bring herself to shed tears because she knew it wasn’t goodbye , it can’t be . But for now, she was just going to face the consequences of her actions, it’s not like she really had a choice. She carefully plucked another leaf from its stem before dropping it into the basket.A shadow suddenly fell across the herbs, it was a m
The festival had ended days ago, but the academy was still on break, leaving the halls empty. Most students wandered around the pack, talking about only one person Lily.No matter where anyone went, her name somehow found its way into the conversation.Anastasia was tired of hearing it so she decided to stay indoor until school was back in session. .She knelt in the small garden behind her house, carefully trimming the stems of her mother's roses. Gardening had always calmed her down. Today, however, she was barely paying attention.She had already cut one flower too short."...Oops."She sighed and dropped the scissors beside her.Her mother stepped out through the back door with a basket in her hands."You have a visitor."Anastasia didn't even look up."If it's another person coming to ask me about Lily, tell them I don't know anything.""It's not one of the neighbors."Her mother responded "I'll leave you two."She walked away before Anastasia could ask who it was.A few secon
I stood up before I could change my mind.“The only way we’ll know if Rex really can’t feel it… is if I face him,” I said.Amber looked up at me immediately.“Lily…”“He deserves an explanation.”Maltilda folded her arms. “A few minutes ago you said you weren’t ready.”“I wasn’t.” I swallowed. “But hiding from him isn’t making anything better.”“What if your wolf loses control the moment she sees him?”I looked toward the window. Rex’s car was still parked outside. He hadn’t left, I wasn’t going to let him just stay there and he had made it clear that he wasn’t going to leave until we spoke so it would be better if we just talked about it , there was no need to keep running from confrontation. “I don’t know what will happen,” I admitted. “I won’t know until I try.”Amber walked over and squeezed my shoulder.“If anything feels wrong, you come back inside immediately.”I nodded.“I will.”I took one deep breath before walking toward the stairs..How do you face the person you love aft
I didn’t say anything.Not because I had nothing to say, but because anything I said always made Rex even angrier. Right now, he didn’t look like he wanted to hear my excuses, so I figured it was better to stay quiet.“Didn’t I warn you?” he said again, still sounding furious.“I told you, we don’t
I knew I wasn’t seeing things. I wasn’t imagining it either.This was Baldwin.When I was in Centerville, I worked multiple jobs, mainly because I wanted to assist my father and because I was saving up for medical school. I juggled part-time jobs and high school until I finally graduated. After tha
I could only imagine what was going through Amber and Maltilda’s heads right now. It was already dark, and Rex still seemed completely relaxed. He lay near a fireplace he had made while I ranted about why I needed to go home immediately. He didn’t say a word to me. He just built his fire, lay down,
They say the best way to get out of a lie is with another lie. Ordinarily, I’d agree but right now? I couldn’t lie my way out of Rex’s trap. I had to come clean. Not like I was going to say the truth , I was going to pretend.…It’s different from lying.“I do not understand you.”“What do you mean







