Entry 9: March 2001

I dreamt of Gaille growing to a fine lady. And in there she was with me...

And that dream is far from possible since she know me... And my identity will be revealed... I just hope that I will find my father soon before I see her being a lady.

Whitney jumped on to my bed to wake me up. She licked my face which tickles me.

"Hahaha, Whitney stop it. It's ticklish"

I wiped my cheeks which is filled by Whitney's saliva.

She jumped down as I leave my bed. I went to the bathroom and looked at my reflection.

Sea blue eyes, white complexion and wait... Why's my hair turned mahogany? Father what does this mean? It's so hard to be an immortal, and you're alone... You can't ask someone alike to you the querries in your head.

I opened the faucet and clear water flowed. I cup my hands to the flowing water, and it touches my face. It was refreshing. I brushed my teeth as mix thoughts filled my head again.

"If you want to leave, do it. Don't worry about me. Go in a year where peace is at hand..."

There is peace in this place, but my mind is restless.

I finished brushing my teeth and went to the kitchen to prepare something for Whitney. I lost my appetite. I cooked some liver, meat and few carrots for her.

After I gave her food, I went to the living room. I tried entertaining myself as I watch the television.

Cartoons, t.v series, movies, you name it. I binged watched and I noticed my eyes became heavier and heavier.

It was four in the afternoon when I woke up. Whitney is beside me in the couch. Her head was on my lap.

I stroked her fur, "You're like me, Whitney. Lucky for you, you don't need to ask anyone of your existence; your immortality"

I never noticed the tears that flowed down to my cheeks...

"I just want to jump time... Where Gaille is a lady. I'm sure that she's the woman I wanna marry..." I thought.

But... Does she feel the same?

I woke Whitney up and turned the t.v off.

"Whitney please stay here. I'm going somewhere. I'll just prepare the set of food you'll be needing." I kissed her head and went to the kitchen.

After that, I took a quick bath and got dressed. A simple white shirt with a little pocket on its right chest, a denim short and a pair of white sneakers which I bought a day ago in the boutique.

I went to the door and heard Whitney whined,  "You'll be fine. I will return soon."

I pat her head and went out. I locked the door, I jumped in my car and started the engine. I manually open the gate and drive the car. As I close the gate someone stood beside the car. He waved his hand and smiled mysteriously.

"How is life, Samuel Kinsman?"

He was the cab driver. Seeing him made me lost all my blood in my face.

"Did I surprise you, Mr. Immortal?”

That does it, I opened an inch of the car window and spoke, "Who the hell are you?"

He chuckled, "So you did forgot me after those years?"

"I have no idea, who the hell are ya!" I just stayed in the car.

He smiled, "You seem troubled. If you want answers meet me at Dawson's pawnshop today. I'll reintroduce myself to you."

With two fingers, he salute to me and walked away. It left me gazing out of nowhere...

I drove the car out to the highway. Instead to the outskirts to Gaille's place, I went to Dawson's pawnshop to meet that maniac. Though hesitant, I'm curious of what's happening to me.

Emotions swirled, happiness, anger, excitement, fear. It seems the road was extending longer.

My hands which holds the steering wheel suddenly began to sweat. I was almost at Dawson's when I saw the man.

I parked the car at the empty lot beside the pawnshop. I hid my swiss knife in my waist.

I locked the car and walked up to him.

He just smiled. He walked inside and I cautiously followed. When I entered, a blinding light followed.

I heard screams, screams of pain, anguish... The screams of the war. Did he just teleported me?

I felt my energy was draining, I felt everything swirling, everything was crumbling down.

I lost my consciousness...