INICIAR SESIÓN“You’re overthinking the cerulean again, Vic. Just look at the way the light hits the garden—nature already did the work for you, stop staring at the sunlight and eat. Your coffee is reaching that tragic stage of lukewarm”
I pulled my gaze away from the floor-to-ceiling glass panes of our breakfast nook, the morning sun casting a halo around the man sitting across from me. Daniel looked every bit the ‘Perfect Son’ the business journals obsessed over. His charcoal suit was crisp, his silk tie was knotted with mathematical precision, and his smile—warm, steady, and utterly devoted—was directed entirely at me. “I can’t help it, Dan,” I said, leaning back as a maid placed a plate of poached eggs and smoked salmon in front of me. “The Amalfi series needs to be perfect. The gallery is expecting a masterpiece, not just a landscape.” “You are the masterpiece, Vic,” Dan replied, his voice a rich, comforting baritone. He reached across the marble table, his fingers grazing the back of my hand. “Anything you touch becomes gold. Why do you think I fought so hard to make you a Sy? I knew a Vermon’s talent deserved a bigger stage.” “Hey! Look at my boat, Dad! It’s blue like the ocean!” The interruption came from the head of the table. Ethan, our five-year-old, was waving a piece of toast that he had meticulously ‘painted’ with blueberry jam. He had my eyes—large, amber-flecked, and always searching—but Daniel always insisted he had the Sy jawline. Daniel’s face transformed. The cold, calculating executive I saw in the news disappeared, replaced by a doting father who looked at his son like he was the center of the universe. He stood up, rounding the table to hoist Ethan into the air. “That is a magnificent boat, champ!” Daniel laughed as Ethan squealed, the boy’s small hands clutching Daniel’s perfectly groomed hair. “Are we going to be a sailor, or are you going to help me run the shipping lines when you grow up?” “I want to paint the big ships!” Ethan declared, his face smeared with jam. Daniel glanced back at me, a playful glint in his eyes. “You see what you’ve done, Vic? You’ve turned the heir to Sy Industries into a bohemian. I’ll have to double our security just to keep the art critics away from him.” “Let him be a bohemian,” I teased, feeling a swell of warmth in my chest. “The world has enough CEOs. We need more color.” “As long as he’s as happy as we are, he can be whatever he wants,” Daniel said, kissing the top of Ethan’s head before setting him back down. He turned his attention to Elena, our head housekeeper, who was standing at a respectful distance. “Elena, make sure Ethan has everything he needs for his art lesson today. And tell the chef we’ll be having a celebratory dinner tonight. I want the vintage Bordeaux opened.” “Of course, Mr. Sy,” Elena replied with a stiff, elegant nod. I watched them, the scene playing out like a high-budget commercial for domestic bliss. To the world, we were the ‘Golden Couple.’ Every time we stepped out for a gala, the camera flashes were blinding. The headlines were always the same: The Vermon Heiress and the Sy Titan: A Match Made in Heaven. I believed every word of it. I felt like the luckiest woman in Manila, a ‘Caged Phoenix’ who had found a man willing to build her a golden sanctuary. “What’s the occasion for the Bordeaux?” I asked, wiping a stray drop of jam from Ethan’s chin. Daniel stepped behind me, his hands settling firmly on my shoulders. The weight of them was familiar—possessive, yet protective. He leaned down, his lips brushing against my ear. “The gallery called while you were in the shower,” he whispered. “The Amalfi series hasn’t even been hung yet, and three of the pieces are already pre-sold. I’m proud of you, Vic. You’re finally becoming the star I knew you were.” “You pre-sold them? Daniel, I wasn’t even sure if I was finished with the third one.” “I have a knack for knowing when something is a win,” he said, his grip tightening slightly—just enough to be felt. “Trust me. I always know what’s best for this family.” “I do trust you,” I said, and I meant it. Daniel had been my rock since that horrific night in college—the night my memory went dark, the night I woke up in a haze of trauma and confusion. He had been the one to pick up the pieces. He had been the hero who claimed he was there to save me when the world felt like it was ending. He pulled me up from my chair, turning me to face him. He looked into my eyes with an intensity that usually made me melt. “I have to get to the office. There’s a board meeting regarding the new terminal, and Michael—well, you know my father. He expects perfection from his ‘Legitimate’ son.” I caught the subtle edge in his voice. The rivalry between him and his brother, Zander, was a quiet storm that never truly dissipated. “You’ve already proven yourself, Daniel. Michael knows you’re the one holding the empire together.” “Does he?” Daniel’s jaw tightened for a split second before his ‘Ideal Husband’ mask slid back into place. “Regardless. I’ll be home by six. I want you in that silver dress I bought you. The one that makes you look like a goddess.” “The one you said was too revealing for the gallery opening?” I asked with a smirk. “Only I get to see you in it tonight,” he replied, his gaze darkening with a possessive heat. He pulled me into his arms for his departure ritual. It was a long, lingering hug—the kind that was meant to sustain a woman through a day of solitude. I pressed my cheek against his neck, closing my eyes and breathing in the familiar scent of him. Sandalwood. Expensive tobacco. The crisp, sterile scent of his dry-cleaned shirt. It was the scent of my life. But then, as Daniel shifted to kiss my temple, a different note drifted into my senses. It was sharp. Cloying. A heavy, floral fragrance that smelled of crushed lilies and Bulgarian roses. It was an expensive perfume, the kind that didn’t just linger—it clung. It wasn’t mine. I preferred the scent of lavender and citrus, something light and unobtrusive. This was aggressive. It was the scent of a woman who wanted to be noticed. My breath hitched. For a micro-second, my mind raced. Lobbyists? Secretariats? A crowded elevator? “Is everything okay, Vic?” Daniel asked, sensing the slight stiffening of my posture. He pulled back just enough to look me in the eye, his expression one of pure, unadulterated concern. “I… I just caught a scent,” I murmured, my heart doing a strange, fluttering dance against my ribs. “Floral. It’s very strong.” Daniel didn’t flinch. He didn’t blink. He simply let out a soft, melodic laugh that sounded like the very definition of innocence. He tucked a stray lock of my dark hair behind my ear, his touch lingering on my skin. “Ah, the hotel lobby this morning,” he said easily. “I had a quick breakfast meeting with the PR team before I came home to see you. You know how those consultants are—they practically bathe in ‘Joy’ or whatever the latest trend is to make an impression. I must have caught the brunt of it during the handshakes. Does it bother you, love?” I looked at him—really looked at him. His eyes were clear. His smile was steady. There was no flicker of guilt, no shift in his body language. This was Daniel Sy. My husband. The man who had given me a name, a son, and a career. “No,” I said, forcing the tension out of my shoulders. “It just surprised me. It’s… it’s a bit overwhelming.” “I’ll have the dry cleaner take care of the suit immediately,” he said, leaning in to brush his lips against mine. “I wouldn’t want anything to distract my favorite artist from her work. Focus on the cerulean, Vic. Leave the boring details of my day to me.” “I will,” I promised. “I love you, Vic. More than life itself.” “I love you too, Dan.” I stood in the foyer, watching through the sidelights as he stepped into the black Maybach waiting in the driveway. The security detail moved with synchronized precision, closing the door behind him. I watched the car disappear through the massive wrought-iron gates of the estate, leaving the grounds in a profound, heavy silence. I turned back toward the grand staircase, my bare feet silent on the polished marble. “Ma’am Victoria?” Elena was there, already directing the younger maids to clear the breakfast table. “Shall I have the driver prepare the SUV? You mentioned wanting to go to the art supply store in Makati.” “No, Elena. Not yet,” I said, my voice sounding a bit distant even to my own ears. “I think I’ll spend some time in the studio first. I have a lot of work to do.” “As you wish. Ethan is starting his lesson with the tutor in ten minutes. I’ll make sure he isn’t a distraction.” “Thank you.” I climbed the stairs, the silence of the house pressing against my eardrums. I reached the top floor—my sanctuary. The glass-walled studio was flooded with light, the Amalfi canvases standing like soldiers in a row. It was the only place where I felt like Victoria Vermon, the girl who once dreamed of painting the world, rather than Victoria Sy, the woman who was a jewel in her husband’s crown. I walked over to the large mirror at the far end of the room. I looked at myself. I was the picture of elegance in my cream-colored silk robe. My skin was pale, my hair a dark cascade down my back. I looked like a woman who wanted for nothing. I picked up a tube of lipstick from the vanity—a deep, bruised crimson. Blood red. Daniel hated this color. He said it made me look ‘unapproachable’ and ‘too sharp.’ He preferred me in soft pinks and nudes—colors that made me look soft, pliable, and sweet. I uncapped the tube and stared at it. I thought about the scent on his neck. Lobbyists. It made sense. In Daniel’s world, people used everything—even their scent—as a weapon or a tool. It was a logical explanation. Daniel was a man of logic. But as I stood there, the sunlight warming my skin, I realized I could still smell it. It wasn’t in the air anymore, but it was in my mind. A tiny, oily stain on the memory of our morning. Crushed lilies. I didn’t put the lipstick on. Instead, I turned to my easel and picked up a palette knife. I looked at the beautiful, serene ocean I had been painting—the Amalfi coast, the symbol of our perfect beginning. With a sudden, sharp motion, I scraped a jagged line of dark, muddy ochre right through the center of the blue water. The sound of the metal against the canvas was like a scream. I stared at the ruin I had just made. My heart was pounding, my breath shallow. Why did I do that? “It’s just a meeting,” I whispered to the empty studio. “It’s just a lobbyist.” I forced a smile at my reflection in the glass wall. I was Victoria Vermon-Sy. I was part of the ‘Golden Couple.’ My life was a masterpiece. But as I looked at the dark smudge on the cerulean sea, I knew that even the most perfect painting could be ruined by a single, misplaced stroke. The scent of the lilies seemed to bloom again in the room, thick and suffocating, drowning out the familiar smell of linseed oil and turpentine. The morning was still golden. The sun was still shining. But for the first time in five years, I felt the cold, hard walls of my sanctuary closing in. “He loves me,” I said, my voice barely audible. “He saved me.” I picked up my brush, intending to fix the smudge, but my hand was shaking. I looked out the window, past the gates, toward the city where Daniel was currently ruling his empire. Lobbyists. I closed my eyes, but all I could see was the color of the lilies—a pale, sickly white. The masterpiece was still there, but the stain had begun to spread. “Masterpiece,” I whispered, the word tasting like ash in my mouth. I sat down on my stool, the brush forgotten in my hand, and waited for the feeling of being the ‘luckiest woman alive’ to come back. It didn’t.R18“Put that down, Gabriel! That is not a ‘structural reinforcement,’ that is the leg of an antique chair, and it does not need to be painted Azure Blue.”The studio was a cathedral of light, the salt-cracked windows of the coastal estate having been replaced by massive panes of industrial glass that invited the Atlantic Ocean inside. Victoria sat perched on the top rung of a wooden ladder, her hair tied back in a messy knot, a streak of Gold Leaf shimmering across her cheekbone. She looked down with a mock-stern expression at the three-year-old boy currently attempting to ‘renovate’ the furniture.Gabriel Ethan looked up, his dark curls a tangled mess, clutching a thick paintbrush like a scepter. He had Zander’s defiant jaw and Victoria’s piercing, observant eyes. “It needs color, Mama. The chair is sad.”“The chair is French, Gabriel. It’s supposed to be moody,” a deep, rumbling voice chuckled from the doorway.Zander stood there, leaning against the frame. He looked younger than he
“If you tell me to ‘breathe through the peak’ one more time, Zander Blackwood, I will ensure that the only peak you see is the one on the heart rate monitor after I’ve strangled you with this bedsheet.”Victoria’s voice was a strained, low hiss, but there was a flicker of that old, sharp humor in her eyes. She was leaning heavily against the headboard, her knuckles white as she gripped Zander’s forearms.Zander didn’t move. He didn’t even flinch at the threat. He simply adjusted the cool cloth on her forehead, his eyes fixed on hers with a focus that was absolute. “The doctor said you’re doing great, Livy. You’re at seven centimeters. The timing is perfect. Just like one of your site plans—ahead of schedule and under budget.”“This is not a construction site, Zander!” she gasped, her breath hitching as another wave of pressure began to build. “And I am currently… very over budget… on pain.”“I know,” he whispered, his voice the steady, grounding anchor he had promised to be. He leaned
“If you try to serve Marcus that kale-quinoa sludge, Zander, he will literally hack our bank accounts and delete our existence just to spite your cooking.”I was leaning against the porch railing, watching Zander squint at a bowl of greens as if he were trying to negotiate a ceasefire with a salad. He had a wooden spoon in one hand and a look of deep, existential crisis on his face.“It’s healthy, Vic! Aris sent a three-page email about ‘anti-inflammatory superfoods’ for the second trimester,” Zander defended, waving the spoon toward the driveway where a dust cloud signaled the arrival of our only two friends in the world. “And besides, Marcus lives on energy drinks and spite. He needs a vegetable.”“He needs a burger and a cigarette, but he’ll settle for not being poisoned by your ‘healing path,’” I laughed, the sound feeling lighter in my chest than it had in years. I walked over, snagged a piece of kale, and made a face. “Yeah, don’t give him that. He’s carrying the papers. You don’
“If you keep staring at that toaster like it’s a bomb, Zander, it’s never going to pop. It’s a kitchen appliance, not a Blackwood security terminal.”Zander jumped, nearly dropping the butter knife. He turned to see me leaning against the doorframe of the kitchen, my hospital-issued wristband still loosely circling my arm. For the first time in two years, the sharp, biting wit that had once been my hallmark wasn’t laced with acid; it was just… there.“It’s making a humming noise,” Zander muttered, his face flushing as he looked back at the bread. “I thought I’d fixed the wiring. I don’t want it to short-circuit while you’re trying to eat.”“It’s humming because it’s working,” I said, walking over and gently nudging him aside. “You’ve spent so much time fixing generators and boat engines that you’ve forgotten how normal life sounds. It’s okay for things to just… work, Zander.”He let out a breath, a short, huffing laugh that shook his shoulders. “I’m out of practice, Victoria. With ever
“She isn’t dying, Zander. But I need you to sit down before the floor becomes the only thing holding you up.”Dr. Aris didn’t look like the clinical, unshakable force of nature that had dismantled the Blackwood empire two years ago. Her white coat was rumpled, her glasses perched precariously on the bridge of her nose, and her eyes—usually sharp enough to dissect a lie at fifty paces—were swimming in a glassy, bewildered light.Zander didn’t sit. He couldn’t. He stood in the center of the private trauma bay, the sterile LED lights reflecting off the dried mud on his boots and the salt-stain on his black funeral coat. He looked like a man who had been dragged through the gears of a machine and emerged barely recognizable as human. His hands were still curled into fists, his knuckles white from the hours spent gripping the edges of the hospital chair.“Is it the heart?” Zander’s voice was a jagged rasp, stripped of all hope. “Did her heart finally give out? I told you, Aris. I told you s
“Do you have the lilies? He always liked the way the petals felt—like wax, he used to say. He’d try to peel them back to see if there was a secret inside.”My voice was thin, caught in the salt-heavy wind that whipped across the cliffs of our exile. I didn’t look at Zander as I climbed into the passenger seat of the old, rusted SUV. My hands were gloved, hiding the paint stains, but they couldn’t hide the tremor.Zander sat behind the wheel, his knuckles white as he gripped the steering wheel. He was wearing the black coat he only wore once a year. He looked older today. The lines around his eyes weren’t just from the sun anymore; they were the structural cracks of a man holding up a mountain.“I have them, Victoria,” he said, his voice a low, gravelly vibration. “And the lavender for Rita. And the white roses for… for her.”He didn’t say the name. We never gave the stillborn girl a name. To name her was to make her a ghost that could follow us, and we already had enough shadows in thi







