LOGINThe wedding day arrived sooner than I wanted it to. During these last couple of days, I had done nothing but play with Marta and Will’s son, Lucas. We went to the playground, the ice cream shop, and to bookshops.
Books were something I had loved since the day I could read. I read to escape the fate I had been thrown into, and I read to escape the loveless world my parents had created around me. I had no friends and no one to share my problems with. Books were the easiest escape I could find, and I have kept them with me since.
Lucas was also a fan of reading. Maybe I had influenced him too much, but as long as his parents did not mind, neither did I. I wanted Lucas to have the best this world had to offer. Even though he was not my child, I had been with him since the day he was born. I had been there when Marta and Will got married, and I had been there when he came into this world. Actually, I was the first person to hold him and name him Lucas.
Marta and Will had given me Lucas so I could give him everything I had been deprived of.
I loved him — as much as you could love a human, I loved Lucas. He was my happiness, wrapped in a small and bubbly child who clung to me and never wanted to leave me. Nothing brought me more happiness than knowing he loved me as much as I loved him.
“Tina, look, I want that one,” he said as he pointed toward a Spiderman figure on display.
He called me Tina because that was the name he had given me when he learned how to talk. Back then, he had not been able to say my full name, so he insisted on calling me Tina.
“Alright, let’s go in and see if they have anything else you want.”
The shopping day ended early, and I drove home with Lucas holding my arm as I carried all of his bags in my other hand — my heart full of contentment and happiness that someone appreciated me.
I sat in the dressing room alone as I stared at myself in the mirror. I looked absolutely beautiful. If Luciano complained about me not being Melinda, he was so not into women. No man could resist her looking this good.
“Let’s go, the guests are waiting. Don’t waste their time,” my father said, annoyed, as he grabbed my hand forcefully and wrapped it around his arm.
I did not bother resisting his forceful movements as the doors opened and a slow but sweet melody echoed into the room. It was time to walk down the aisle.
The aisle looked like a tunnel carved out of a dream. A long and narrow path surrounded by thick walls of white flowers and deep green foliage. The blossoms were arranged so densely that not a single gap of the outside world could be seen. Above, branches intertwined to form an arching canopy, heavy with white petals that hung like frozen raindrops. Soft light filtered through the leaves as they cast a shadow across the smooth and reflective floors.
Every step I took down that aisle felt like walking deeper into a world built for beauty and danger — less like the hell they had described.
At the end of the aisle, a man stood, dominating the scenery around him and making the blooming flowers seem like dead petals scattered around. His posture was straight, his shoulders broad, and his hands clasped loosely behind his back as if he owned the air around him.
His suit was black and perfectly tailored to fit his muscular form as it clung to his body, enhancing his long legs and narrow waist. His face was cold and sculpted to perfection. Someone had indeed taken their time to perfect this man, I thought, as I ignored the small pinch I received from my father when a laugh escaped at my stupid thought. A strong jawline with sharp cheekbones and a mouth set in a straight and unreadable line.
The light from the floral canopy hit him in fragments, highlighting the hard edges of his features and leaving the rest in shadow. It made him look even more beautiful, with danger at the edge of it. In my eyes, he was a man meant for beauty — yet he had become the hell they associated with him every day.
Before I knew it, I was standing in front of the man as my father uttered a few words to him. The shift in his dark eyes told me he had just found out his bride had been switched. What a bad way to save yourself, Father, I thought to myself.
The priest said a bunch of things I was not able to comprehend. All I wanted to do was get done with this disaster of a wedding and move on with my life — if that was even possible.
Would Luciano mind if I did not work and stayed at home and spent all my time with Marta? Probably not — the man was loaded enough to buy out a country. Even if he did mind, I still had the 250 million left from selling my freedom, so I would survive either way.
With that in mind, my mood took a rather good shift as I stared at the man in front of me, waiting for the priest to finish his words. I turned to the priest just in time for me to say “I do,” and Luciano said his.
“I now announce you as husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.”
Oh shit. I had totally forgotten about this part of the wedding.
Luciano lifted my thin veil and cupped my face with a cold and detached look on his face, yet something simmered in his eyes. Something I could not put my finger on. He pressed his lips to mine and gave a hard and rough kiss.
A kiss I barely had the time to register before he returned to his position with a smile on his lips. He once again leaned back, ignoring the guests who were celebrating a wedding that had been done involuntarily — and I heard his cold and hoarse voice whisper in my ear:
“Your father surely knows how to cheat, bella.”
Luciano's povI cursed under my breath as I grabbed my car keys in the closet before I hurried down the stairs, not bothering to hang up on the panicked bodyguard on the other side of the phone. A bodyguard who had left my brother alone to make a deal with someone he was not supposed to make a deal with.Now I understood why he had come up with a stupid excuse of oversleeping instead of signing the contract with Rivera. Right now I was beyond agitated and frustrated — I was mad, raging even. My younger brother was not a very careful person; heck, he never thought about what he did and the consequences it could lead to. And this one might cost him his life.I entered the kitchen to see Valentina and Marta standing above the stove, talking about something I could not make out or hear, but that was the least of my problems right now.“I have to head out for something quick, I’ll be back later,” I said, waiting for her to turn fully and give me a shocked but gentle nod before I rushed out
Luciano's Pov“I do not care how or what you do, get it done, Allen,” I screamed at my idiot of a younger brother through the phone as I cut the call and slammed it onto the table with frustration.This is why I like to do my own shit. The moment I allow anyone to do anything for me, they give me a headache that wouldn’t exist if I had just done it myself. In this case, my younger brother had overslept on the day he was supposed to sign a contract with one of our biggest clients. How he managed to actually forget something of that importance was beyond me.I let out a sigh and ran a hand over my face as annoyance bubbled in my body. The adrenaline needed to be vented out or else I would beat the fuck out of my younger brother the moment I saw him. I stood up from my chair and made my way towards my bedroom to change from my comfortable clothes to a pair of gym clothes before I started my workout.As soon as I opened the door to my room, I was greeted by Valentina standing in the middl
It was safe to say that she was not very happy with my choice, but I could not care any less about her happiness. As a coach she was shitty — never once did she care about our health and wellbeing. If she could get paid for our misery, then I was allowed to compete in whichever category I wanted to. Either way she was going to make my life harder; I might as well do it with someone I enjoy being around. “You do realize she is going to be up your ass for this, right?” Selin said as she held my leg, stretching it as far up as she could until my muscles protested in pain. I tapped her shoulder before I pulled my hamstring back. “I could not give any less shit about her opinions right now. Either way she was not going to make these coming three months easier.” We switched positions as she stood and balanced herself on one leg, holding my shoulder as I now stretched her left leg as high as I possibly could before I felt her tapping my shoulder. “Let’s not talk about her. Tell me about yo
“I love him,” Luca said as he pointed towards his jersey, the one Uncle Will had bought for him as his fifth birthday gift. “He is so good. I want to be like him when I grow up,” he said proudly, puffing his chest like a proud mother.His love for football had worried Marta, but she quickly realized she would rather have him obsessed with this stupid sport than hooked on video games and YouTube. I personally did not know why it would be a problem for him to watch a sport — after all, everyone had a passion for something — but it wasn’t until I saw him ugly‑cry about his team losing that I understood Marta’s hardship.He got grumpy and rather distant when his team lost. I mean, how devastating could it be for a couple of men running after a ball to lose a game? My question was always answered with sarcasm and Luca’s burning eyes.“Personally, I think Turan is better than him,” Luciano said as he crossed his arms over his chest.This man really knew how to get into people’s heads, becau
I did not know how or when I fell asleep, but I woke up on the bed the next day, my blanket tightly wrapped around me as I had fallen asleep in my training clothes. That was gross, especially now when I thought about the amount of sweat these clothes had soaked up during my long training hours.I slid off the bed and hurried towards the bathroom, pushing aside the thought that kept running in my head. Did I get a pimple on my back? That would be a nightmare, especially now when I would be in backless training clothes. I would hate it if my back was adorned with a big red pimple.After my hot shower, I stood in front of the mirror, turning my neck to the best of my ability, trying to see if I had any pimples on my back. After what felt like an hour of inspecting myself, I happily came out of the shower and ran to the closet. The room was cold even if the weather outside seemed quite sunny; I still felt cold for some reason.I put on a simple black set of training clothes and started ma
I opened my closet and put on my training set once again. The white set of training shorts and sports bra shaped my curvy body perfectly, yet the more I looked at myself in the mirror, the more I thought about her words.Elephant — that had been the animal she compared me to. I had fought tooth and nail for this body, yet all it took for me to despise it was one word from a woman whose cruelty I had witnessed firsthand. A woman I knew very well not to listen to, but the disgusted feeling that rose in my heart was so bitter and so strong that I couldn’t fight it. Maybe she was right.Losing ten kilograms would not kill me. I needed to skate faster and jump higher now more than any other time. I nodded my head with a smile, patting myself on the back for not thinking about the matter any further.I had indeed underestimated how addicting and inviting the journey would be once it started. I had forgotten how innocently it had begun from the very beginning, and I — as stupid as I was — ha







