Mag-log inAlpha Dexter
A few weeks before the invasion
Sleep has become a war I keep losing. Every night I lie in the massive bed that once belonged to my father, staring at the ceiling, my wolf pacing restlessly, And every night, the same image burns in my brain, Nina.
I’ve wanted her for months even longer, if I’m honest. Since the day she first stepped into this pack as our new doctor, all cool and professional with her curves and clothes wrapped around her body that could start wars. She’s playing hard to get, and damn if it doesn’t make the chase sweeter and more infuriating.
I’m Alpha and a Respectable Leader of the strongest pack in three territories I don’t beg. I don’t force but goddess, she’s testing every shred of restraint I have left
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No one compares to her. Not the lithe warriors who throw themselves at me after every victory or the elegant wolves who bat lashes and bare throats in submission for me to claim and mark them. When Nina walks through the compound everyone turns to look at her.
Strong Men begin to stutter, Women narrow their eyes in envy. And me? I watch from the shadows of the pack house trying so hard to hold back and fighting the urge to drag her into the nearest dark corner and show her exactly what her scent does to me.
Her hair is usually trapped in that ridiculous, tight bun that falls loose only on the rarest occasions. When it does, dark waves cascade down her back like midnight silk, and my fingers itch to fist in it, to yank her head back and claim her mouth until she forgets how to say no. Everything she wears clings to her like it was painted on. Scrubs that hug the swell of her hips. That white lab coat she shrugs on over is professional and somehow the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. It parts just enough when she moves to reveal the dip of her waist, the generous curve of her breasts pressing against fabric that should be innocent but isn’t.
It started innocently enough Or as innocent as anything involving her can be.
She was treating one of our scouts after a border fight when a young pup of ours cracked his ribs and was bleeding from a rogue’s claws. I walked into the clinic unannounced, needing a report. And there she was, bent over him, that ridiculous dress she’d worn to some human town errand earlier still on beneath the open coat. The fabric stretched tight across her ass as she leaned forward, thighs thick and toned from years of running patrols even though she refused to fight as a warrior. Her scent hit me like a punch of wild jasmine and warm honey, with the sharp metallic tang of blood and antiseptic. My cock hardened so fast it hurt, straining against my jeans while I stood frozen in the doorway like some untried boy.
I left before she noticed, but the image branded itself into my brain. Since then, I’ve spent too many nights imagining her naked beneath me those thighs wrapped around my head, her fingers tangled in my hair as she arches and gasps my name. I want to spread her on the exam table, part those legs, and feast until she’s trembling, until she admits what we both know: she’s mine.
Do I love her? The word feels too small, too human. My wolf howls yet every time she’s near. I want her with a hunger that borders on madness. From the first moment our eyes met across the clearing, something primal snapped into place. She’s strong stronger than most of the so-called warriors who strut around like they own the place. She could take any female in this pack in a fair fight, claws out, teeth bared. So why the hell did she choose the clinic over the front lines? Why bury that fire under stethoscopes and bandages when she could be standing beside me, ruling, fighting, fucking like the queen she was born to be?
Jessica nags constantly whining about becoming Luna, about jewels and territory expansions and how I never give her enough attention and money. Her voice grates like nails on stone. She’s convenient, nothing more. A warm body to bury myself in when the frustration builds too high. But even then, it’s Nina I picture. Nina’s moans I hear in my head. Nina’s thighs I imagine clenching around me.
Today, the need is unbearable. The scouts report strange movements along the northern border scents that don’t belong, shadows moving too deliberately. War is coming, and I need to see her. Just once. To feed the obsession so I can function.
I grab my beta, Marcus, and head for the clinic. “Make it quick,” I mutter. “I have patrols to check.”
He smirks but says nothing. He knows.
The clinic door creaks as I shove it open. The place smells of herbs, antiseptic, and her. Always her. I make a mental note the walls need fresh paint, more shelves, another healer or two. Requests have piled up on my desk for weeks. But anything that doesn’t bring in revenue or strengthen our defenses gets shoved to the bottom. Survival first. Always.
She’s there, bent over a patient one of the men wounded in the last raid. Her lab coat hangs open, sleeves rolled to her elbows, exposing the smooth, toned forearms I want to pin above her head. She doesn’t look up immediately, focused on stitching a gash across the warrior’s shoulder.
Then she does.
“Alpha Dexter,” she says, voice calm, professional, with just the faintest edge of surprise. “What brings you here?”
I never come to the clinic. My wolf heals faster than anyone in the pack bones knit, flesh seals, blood replenishes in minutes. I have no need for bandages or salves.
But I have a need for her.
I step closer, letting the door swing shut behind me. The air thickens. Her scent wraps around me, intoxicating, and my wolf surges forward, claws pricking beneath my nails.
“Just checking on my people,” I lie smoothly, eyes raking over her. The way her pulse jumps at the base of her throat. The slight flush creeping up her neck when she meets my gaze for a second too long. “And perhaps… on you.”
Her lips twitch just the barest hint of a smirk. “Your people are healing fine. And I’m not the one who needs taking care of.”
The challenge in her tone sends heat straight to my groin.
I lean against the counter, arms crossed, letting my gaze drag slowly down her body. The lab coat does nothing to hide the way her clothes hug her hips, the generous curve of her breasts, the strength in her thighs.
“You sure about that, Doc?” My voice drops low, intimate. “Looks like you’ve been working yourself to the bone. Maybe you need someone to… relieve some pressure.”
Her eyes narrow. Gold flecks spark in the brown.
“I relieve my own pressure just fine, Alpha. And I don’t need help from anyone who thinks a title gives him the right to proposition me while I’m trying to save lives.”
Fuck. That mouth.
I smile. “Careful, Nina. Keep talking like that and I might start thinking you like the fight.”
She straightens, tossing the bloody gauze into the bin without breaking eye contact.
“I don’t like fights I didn’t pick. And I definitely don’t pick them with men who only want what they can’t have.”
The air between us is thick.
My wolf rises, pressing against my skin, wanting to pin her to the nearest wall and prove her wrong. I forced him back Barely.
“For now,” I murmur, stepping even closer so only she can hear. “But we both know how this ends.”
Her lips part a little but it’s enough. Enough to make my blood roar. I have so much to do. But right now, all I can think about is how she’ll look when she finally stops running… and lets me catch her.
NinaIt started like every other morning, I woke before Enzo, which had become unusual over the past months, and lay in the early light listening to him breathe beside me, the particular peace of an ordinary day with nothing urgent waiting at its center. No tribunal session, no crisis requiring his immediate attention, just a normal morning, starting the day the best way, in bed with my mate, without the weight of the world on us.He stirred eventually, reaching for me before he was fully awake his hands wrapping around my stomach, the particular instinct of a man whose body had learned where I was supposed to be even before his mind caught up.“Morning,” he said, voice rough with sleep.“Morning,” I responded, wrapping my hands around him too, burying my face in his neck. We lay together for a while longer, the unhurried quiet of two people who had earned the right to simply exist together without anything requiring them to move yet.“Want to go for a walk in the garden?” he asked ev
EnzoI found Thomas in the training field at dawn, exactly where I expected him, going through the slow deliberate forms he had taken up since his strength fully returned, the particular discipline of a warrior who had lost months of conditioning and was patiently rebuilding it.He saw me approach and did not stop moving, which I had learned was simply how he operated, conversation and motion existing comfortably alongside each other.“You’re up early,” he said.“I wanted to catch you before the day got busy,” I said.He finished the form he was working through and turned to face me properly, reading something in my expression with the particular attentiveness that had not dulled even slightly through everything he had survived.“This is a specific kind of early morning visit,” he said. “I recognize the look.”“Do you,” I said.“I raised a daughter,” he said. “I have seen this look before, on a much younger version of myself, the morning I asked Elena’s father if I could court her.” H
PetraThe vote was held in Crestmoon’s great hall, the same hall where Dexter had once delivered orders that few had dared question, transformed now into something it had never been in living memory: a room full of wolves who were about to decide their own future for the first time in the pack’s history.I had not campaigned, exactly. I had simply done the work for the past two months, the daily unglamorous labor of holding a fractured pack together while it figured out what it wanted to become, and let the wolves decide for themselves whether that work meant something.Enzo stood at the back of the hall with Nina, present as observers rather than authorities, they let me make decisions on my own leading the pack, decisions that would help make it better, which had been his specific insistence when the tribunal asked whether Silver Fang wished to oversee the proceedings.“It is not my pack’s vote to oversee,” he had told Rowan. “We will be present as witnesses if Crestmoon wants us th
JessicaThree weeks in silver-warded custody had given me considerable time to think.Not the performative reflection of someone preparing a defense. Something quieter than that, the specific clarity that came from being removed from every circumstance that had previously required me to act a version of myself for someone else’s benefit. No Dexter to manage or help me or talk me through it, I was utterly alone.No mage’s amplification pulling at something inside me that had never quite been mine to control. No Enzo to perform indifference toward or Nina to resent.Just the cell, and the silence, and the slow accumulating weight of years of bad choices condensed into a single uninterrupted reckoning.I had decided, somewhere in the second week, that I was not going to act remorseful for the tribunal. Not because I felt none, everything was differen, it was more complicated than that, but because performed remorse was simply another version of the manipulation that had defined most of m
EnzoI found the letter three days after the wedding.Anthony’s quarters had been cleared out weeks earlier, his personal effects boxed and catalogued by the pack administrators handling the transition, but a final box had been overlooked in the back of the archive room, the particular forgotten corner where things ended up when no one was certain whether they mattered enough to sort properly.I had gone looking for old territorial maps for the Crestmoon transition planning.What I found instead was a smaller box, tucked behind the maps, containing the kind of personal correspondence that elders sometimes accumulated over decades of pack service. Letters between Anthony and my father. Notes from council meetings going back further than my lifetime. And, near the bottom, an envelope that had never been sealed properly, the flap simply tucked rather than sealed, as if the writer had changed their mind about sending it at the last moment.The handwriting on the front was unfamiliar.To E
LilyThe morning of the ceremony was clear and gold, exactly the kind of weather my mother had spent three weeks anxiously checking forecasts to secure, as if she had any actual control over it and was simply going to manifest good weather through sheer force of maternal will.It had worked, apparently.She stood behind me in the small preparation room off the great hall, fussing with the back of my dress with the particular focused concentration of someone determined not to cry before the actual event required it.“Mom,” I said. “You can stop adjusting it. It’s fine.”“It’s not perfectly fine,” she said. “There’s a small pull on the left seam.”“There is not a pull on the left seam.”“There might be.”“Mom.”She stopped, hands resting on my shoulders, and met my eyes in the mirror.“I’m allowed to fuss,” she said. “I didn't plan years of birthdays, I didn’t fuss over you enough, and then I was worried sick for four months where I thought you might be dead and I am going to fuss over







