LOGINNathan's hand trembled as Valentino's engulfed his, calloused, with rough tips like sand paper.
He shifted where he sat on the ground, his fingers curling and uncurling. The chill of the tiles bit at his skin, but he had no other choice. Valentino's breath filled the air, anything but soft. Each inhale and exhale exuded a pressure that tightened around Nathan's neck like a noose. He was in the man's room, but it felt like a den. A chamber. A territory. And he was a trespassing prey. The man's scent was at its most intense here, heady, yet... strangely tranquilizing. Nathan's eyelids fluttered slowly, threatening to be claimed by exhaustion. He flicked them open, his hand absentmindedly tightening around Valentino's huge one. He froze when the man's fingers twitched, snapping his eyes to his head, but he was still asleep. Thank God. This was a bad idea. A word slipped through his lips. A whisper. A curse. Why had Celyn done this to him? He heaved a sigh, mind wandering to how Valentino had reacted to the idea of them sleeping while holding hands. It was the angriest he'd seen him. A pressure had filled the air. Pressing. Enraged. Celyn shot up to her feet and backed away, as Valentino's breath slowed. Nathan stilled beside him, a knot of anxiety forming in his chest. He could almost taste the man's annoyance. "If you don't, you won't be able to sleep and he'll pass out," Celyn explained rapidly, a nervous smile playing on her lips. Valentino didn't speak, but his silence was enough to make knees buckle and hearts tighten with fear. And Nathan was his first victim. The boy's shoulders pulled inward, his head lowering. His heart ached, self-pity filling his emotions. Was he that bad? It wasn't like he asked to be tied to Valentino, but each look of annoyance and pure contempt drove him farther into an abyss of insecurity. He felt more depressed than he was when Mikhail introduced his mate. But, with it all... he was somewhat grateful. It was a twisted emotion that only he could understand. More than he liked to admit, the ongoing drama had saved him hours of bed rotting and constant wailing. If it weren't for the string, he'd have shut himself off completely. He almost scoffed at the absurdity. "Celyn." Valentino's voice was like steel, sharp and laced with venom. It cut through the tension filled air, forcing the hair on Nathan's body to rise. The woman chuckled nervously, grabbing her bag off the table. She backed away, clasping her hands. "Three hours while sleeping and that's it!" Then, she left. Nathan shook his head, fingers brushing Valentino's palm subconsciously. He still could not believe she left him like that. He glanced up at Valentino, taking in his sleeping form. Save for the permanent frown, the man almost looked soft. His eyes traced the thick lashes pressing against the rough skin of his cheeks, the thick eyebrows furrowed above, and his firmly carved lips. Now that Nathan was really looking at him, he could see some resemblance between the man and Mikhail. They had the same nose—high bridged, Roman-like, and similar ears. For the first time, he dared to think Valentino looked handsome. He shook his head, shuddering, before glancing at the countdown clock on the bedside table. An hour and twenty-four minutes remaining. Valentino had abhorred the idea. So much so that he had ordered Nathan to sit on the floor and watch him sleep instead. Once three hours was up, the boy would go to another room until it was morning and then, he'd leave. Nathan dared not sleep. He doubted he'd still be alive to see the light of day if he mistakenly fell asleep. His eyes were glued to the clock, staring weakly as each minute counted down, but... The air in the room was cool. Too cool, but it was comfortable enough for him to drift off to sleep. Nathan's eyes fluttered shot and this time they didn't flick back open. By the time he woke up, almost three hours had gone by and the night sky was starting to brighten up. And even worse. Valentino wasn't in the bed. The sound of running water reached his ears, alongside soft footsteps from within the bathroom. His eyes snapped to the direction, half expecting to see raging Valentino emerge from there. But, he didn't. One minute. Two. Three. The bathroom door remained shut. Nathan shot to his feet. He hurried silently to the door and slipped out into the hallway. His heart thumped with dread as he walked back to his room, feeling cold sweat seeping out of the palm of his hands. Had Valentino not notice him? Why had he not woken him up? Would he survive until the crack of drawn? A question mark loomed over his head as he entered his room and slid into the bed. He curled beneath the cotton blankets, unable to fall asleep despite feeling incredibly exhausted. Perhaps he could guard his door. Just in case. But the idea was even more exhausting. As more thoughts swirled in his head, he found his eyelids weighing heavier and heavier with each second until he drifted to sleep. Whatever consequences awaited him, he'd face them in the morning. ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ "The next time you fall asleep like that, I'm cutting your ears."This was beyond absurd. Beyond what Nathan could comprehend. Beyond anything he could have ever imagined. Valentino?In a maid's costume?His hand fell—much like his lower jaw did—from the door handle as his gaze swept over the outfit repeatedly."I'll be over there, sir," Andrew said from behind him, his voice low, breaking him from his trance. He gasped once and stepped into the apartment fully, before slamming the door shut. Then, his eyes sliced back towards Valentino. The man was red from the folds on his forehead to the hairy skin of his legs. His eyes were shut from what could only be perceived as both regret and mortification. "Valik..." His voice was barely above a whisper."Theo," Valentino whimpered, almost, his hands clenching into fists by his side. His lids flicked open and he bit his lower lip. The words just weren't coming. If they could even be called words. Just a lump of uhs and whys stuck in his throat. "T-take a seat."Nathan barely registered what he had sa
"So what's going on between you two?" Celyn whispered as she dropped onto the chair beside Valentino at the dining table. The man shot her a look, before his gaze darted to the living room at Nathan's approaching footsteps. "You did something wrong, right?"Valentino paid her no mind. His expression fell as he watched Nathan walk around to chair across from them and sat down."I knew it." Celyn chuckled low, a mocking rumble that made his jaw tighten. He let out a sigh and leaned back in his chair with his arms crossed. Had it been it were around 5–6 months ago, he wouldn't have cared less if the boy was throwing a tantrum.Now...Another sigh slipped past his lips.Now, it was different. Something about that poker-face, those cold shoulders, those blue eyes that once shimmered when they looked up at me but now avoided his...Something about them made his chest tighten.Cheryl soon walked in with the meals and served them each, casting Valentino the same what-did-you-do glance she
"I see Mikey's brother is veryy protective," Elena purred, her wine eyeshadow striking as she locked eyes with Nathan. Mikhail huffed beside her, clearly upset about the pet name. He nudged her side, drawing forth a cackle from her.Nathan sighed, glancing over at Andrew and Lucas. The two men were standing by the door to the cafe, their ridiculous sunglasses glued to their faces and their hands clasped behind their backs. He turned towards Elena and Mikhail sitting across the table and flashed them a nervous smile. "How have you been?" Mikhail asked, reaching for the coffee. His eyes never left Nathan as he took a long, slow sip. "Great, um... you?" The boy's hand flew to his nape, fingernails grazing the skin gently as he glinted at Elena.The girl stared back at him, her arms crossed and her expression blank. She reached for her coffee on the table and took a quick sip before setting it down. His fingernails dug deeper into his nape as shivers ran down his spine. He darted his
"What the hell's your problem?"Valentino's eyes flicked wide. He'd never seen Nathan this bold, nor had he seen him so visibly upset. The boy's legs wrapped around him like a vice, tight-much like his arms around his neck, trapping him dangerously between his thighs. His heart picked up, thumping in his ears, drowning out the sound of the TV in the background.Something hot and intense rushing violently to his crotch. Any more friction and he would lose control.He couldn't lose control. Nathan's brows were furrowed atop his glaring blue eyes. A sight he'd never thought would be such a turn on right now. His heart thumped. This was bad. This was dangerous. Too close. His member was directly against his, throbbing with need, savouring the heat coursing through the boy's pant.Warmth crept to his nape."Let me go," he managed amidst shaky breaths, unable to fully dart his thoughts away from non-existent distance between their cocks. Nathan huffed."No."Valentino let out a sigh
"Is this your idea of a date?" Valentino mumbled, his gaze sweeping over the carton of pizza and wine bottles. Nathan chuckled, his cheeks warm. "Yes, sir fancypants." Resting an elbow on the center table, he reached for the remote and turned towards him with a smile. "It might be a bit unimpressive, but you'll have to manage with me this once."Valentino's sigh cut through the air. The man ran a hand through his hair and chuckled, a low rumble that filled the living room. A place Nathan never remembered to be this small."It's better than nothing."The boy nodded, his heart fluttering. He turned the TV on and switched it to an ongoing animated movie.Then he winced internally and shook his head. If he'd let Valentino choose a date spot, he knew for sure he'd have taken them to some ridiculously expensive restaurant.There was no way he'd allow that. He already had trouble with the bodyguards.He'd die from sheer nervousness.His eyes darted towards the man, tracing his side pr
Valentino glanced over at Nathan, his chest tightening. He sighed once and dropped the pen, then rose to his feet and rounded the desk.The boy lay on the recliner, on his side, with his back facing him. "Theo."The flinch in his posture was almost palpable."What's wrong?" asked Valentino as he strode up to him and crouched down beside him slowly.Silence."Theo," Valentino purred again, this time, trying to hold back the laughter threatening to crawl out his throat. How cute!What could possibly be the problem?He definitely wasn't asleep."Did I do something wrong?" His hand reached for the boy's shoulder and he squeezed it gently. Nathan shifted and shook it off almost immediately. The man's brows arched. Maybe he had done something wrong. "I'm sorry, Theo," he murmured, sliding a hand round his waist. Nathan flinched, his skin twitching slightly. But he didn't shake him off. A sigh escaped Valentino. Thank God. "You're not gonna tell me what I did wrong? I wouldn't wanna
Nathan had been avoiding him. The chair dipped slightly as Valentino lowered himself onto it. He glanced over at the clock, then back to his desk. There was nothing more to be done.He could have gone to Nathan's apartment, but since the day Celyn came, they haven't been talking like they used to
The living room was silent, save for the scribbling of pen on paper and the occasional flipping of pages. Nathan sat at the center table, eyes fixed intently on the pad of paper before him as he wrote. His hand squeezed Valentino's subconsciously and the man squeezed back, earning his attention.
Nathan sighed once he was out of the hall, clutching the strap of his backpack tightly. He'd never expected that level of difficulty.If it hadn't been for the all-nighters he pulled two days before, he would not have been able to answer the horrendous questions. The lecturers sure weren't playin
Nathan returned from the convenience store shortly after, holding bags of items which Valentino rushed to ease him of. "Thank you," he said, heart fluttering as the man collected the bags from him and effortlessly carried them in one hand. "Where should I put them?" Valentino asked, eyes darted t







