LOGINFREYA
The sound seemed to hang in the air longer than it should have, longer than any single slap had a right to. My cheek burned. I could feel my own pulse in it, fast and hot. The hall stood still. Nobody moved. Nobody breathed. Three hundred people who’d spent the last ten minutes looking forward for a spectacle had just gotten one, and none of them seemed to know what to do with it now that it had actually happened. I straightened slowly. I didn’t touch my face. I wanted my father to see exactly what he’d done without the comfort of watching me flinch away from it. “Say something,” I said. My voice came out steadier than I expected. “Say something to Lucian. Ask Lilith one question. Anything.” He didn’t look at either of them. “You have humiliated this family in front of nine packs,” he said, and his voice carried the way it always did when he wanted a room to remember its place, low and hard and final. “You stood in the middle of your own engagement ceremony and accused your sister of the worst kind of betrayal, with nothing but a piece of paper you likely forged yourself.” “I didn’t forge anything. Get the healer. Get the panel notes. I told you exactly where to find them.” “You have always resented her,” he said, still not looking at me, addressing the hall instead, addressing the story he needed them to believe. “Ever since you were children. I hoped marriage might finally settle whatever this is in you. Instead you’ve chosen tonight, of every night, to embarrass this family beyond repair.” “I’m not the one who embarrassed this family.” My voice cracked on the last word, and I hated it, hated that after everything I’d managed to say tonight without breaking, this was the moment it slipped. “He did. She did. I just said it out loud.” “Enough.” The word came out with an edge of command behind it, not quite an Alpha order but close enough that I felt it pull at something low in my chest anyway, some old instinct built over twenty-three years of being told to sit down and be quiet. “You have shamed the Ashford name. You have shamed me. I will not stand here and let you call my daughter a liar in front of the entire council.” “She isn’t your daughter.” I said it quietly this time, not for the hall, just for him. “That’s the whole point. That’s what I’m trying to tell you.” Something crossed his face then, it looked suspiciously close to worry. For half a second I thought I’d reached him. I thought maybe under all that fury there was a father who wanted the truth more than he wanted the appearance of control. Then his jaw set again, and I realized that i was dead wrong. “Liar,” he said. “Disgrace. You have made yourself an embarrassment to this bloodline, and I will not have my council watch you drag it through the mud a moment longer.” Behind him, Lilith had gone very still, watching the two of us with an expression I couldn’t quite read, something caught between disbelief and dawning relief. She hadn’t expected this either. I could see it in the way her eyes kept flicking between my father’s face and mine, like she was waiting for the trick to reveal itself. Lucian said nothing. I looked at him, actually looked, waiting for some version of the man who used to find me in crowded rooms just to make me laugh, who used to tell me I was the only person who ever made him feel like he didn’t have to perform. I waited for him to step forward and tell my father the truth, if not out of love then at least out of some scrap of decency. He looked at the floor instead. That was the moment something in my chest gave out completely. Not the mate bond, that had already torn loose earlier tonight and was still aching somewhere under my ribs like a wound that hadn’t decided whether to close. This was something else. Something that had been holding on long after it should have let go, some last thread connecting me to the idea that if I did everything right, if I was good enough and patient enough and quiet enough, someone in this family would eventually choose me. Nobody was going to choose me. Not tonight. Maybe not ever. I looked around the hall at the faces still watching, waiting to see which way this would break, and understood with a kind of clarity I’d never felt before that every single one of them would let this happen. Not because they believed my father. Because it was easier than not believing him, easier than standing up in a room full of Alphas and saying the powerful man was wrong. My mother was somewhere behind me. I hadn’t turned to look at her since I’d walked to the center of the hall, and I still didn’t, because I was afraid of what I’d do if I saw her face and it wasn’t enough to save me. “Say it,” I told my father. “Whatever you’re about to say. Just say it.” He looked at me for a long moment, and for the first time all night I saw something that might have been hesitation move behind his eyes. But it didn’t last. “As Alpha of this pack,” he said, turning to address the council instead of me, his voice pitched to fill the entire hall, “I can no longer allow someone who would fabricate lies against her own family, who would humiliate this bloodline in front of our allies, to continue to hold a place of honor within it.” The room had gone utterly silent again, that same taut, waiting silence from before the slap. “Effective tonight,” he said, “Freya Ashford is stripped of her title as this pack’s daughter.“FREYADamien found me on the back porch three days later, a deck of worn cards in one hand and a look on his face that told me he wasn’t taking no for an answer.“You’ve been moping,” he said, dropping into the chair across from me without waiting for an invitation. “It’s starting to bring down the whole property. My father mentioned it at breakfast. Said the house feels like a funeral.”“I haven’t been moping.”“You’ve rearranged the same three books on that shelf in the study twice this week. I checked. Freya, that’s a cry for help.” He started his mouth curved into a worried smile while he shuffled the cards with a practiced ease that suggested he’d spent more of his life doing this than most people spent learning anything useful. “Gin rummy. I’ll even let you win the first round so you don’t feel too bad about how badly I’m about to beat you after that.”“That’s generous of you.”“I’m a generous person. Ask anyone.” He dealt the cards out with quick, easy motions, and despite myse
FREYAI didn’t leave my room for the rest of that day. I told Marta I was tired when she came to check on my feet, which wasn’t entirely a lie, and I told myself I wasn’t hiding, which was.By evening, hunger finally won out over pride, and I made my way down to the kitchen hoping to avoid running into anyone who might ask how I was doing. I found Damien instead, sitting at the long wooden table with a bowl of something that smelled better than it looked, and he glanced up when I came in with an expression that told me he already knew more than I wanted him to.“You look like someone ran you over,” he said.“Thank you.”“I meant it as a compliment. You’re still standing, which is more than most people manage after a conversation with my brother.” He nudged the empty chair across from him with his foot. “Sit. Eat something. You’ve been avoiding the kitchen since yesterday and I refuse to believe that’s a coincidence.”I sat, mostly because I didn’t have the energy left to argue, and le
FREYAI found him two days later, near the edge of the training yard where the tree line started, far enough from the main house that nobody would overhear if this went the way I expected it to. He was alone, sharpening something at a low bench, and he didn’t look up when I approached, though the set of his shoulders told me he’d heard me coming long before I got close.“We need to talk,” I said.“Do we.”Not a question. I stopped a few feet away, close enough to see the tension along his jaw, and waited for him to actually look at me. He didn’t, not for a long moment, his attention fixed on the blade in his hands like it mattered more than anything I might have to say.“You’ve been avoiding me since the courtyard,” I said. “Since before that, actually. Since the marker stones.”“I’ve had a lot to do.”“You carried me across a border and then vanished for two days.” I heard my own voice climbing and didn’t try to pull it back down. Two days of watching him disappear down hallways the
FREYAI didn’t move fast enough.I was still trying to find some version of a response, something that wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of watching me fold, when she stepped in again, closer this time, close enough that I could smell the sharp bite of whatever oil she used on her training leathers.“Not that I blame him for picking you up,” she said, tilting her head like she was studying a piece of furniture she was deciding whether to keep. “You clean up well enough, I suppose, if you like the sad look. Though I heard you cried through most of your own engagement dinner before you even got banished. Must be exhausting, being that fragile all the time.”A few more laughs from behind her, though thinner now, some of the warriors clearly less comfortable with where this had gone than they’d been a minute ago. I kept my chin up and said nothing, because I’d learned the hard way in the last day that giving people a reaction only fed whatever they were hungry for, and I didn’t have anyt
FREYAThe healer came by early afternoon, a quiet older woman named Marta who unwrapped the bandages on my feet with careful, practiced hands and didn’t ask a single question about how they’d gotten that way. Not where I’d come from, not why an Ashford was lying in an unfamiliar bed on Hamilton land, not anything at all beyond the occasional murmured instruction to hold still or point my toes. I found I was grateful for it in a way that surprised me. I’d had enough questions the night before to last a lifetime.She left me with fresh dressings, a pair of soft shoes two sizes too big, and instructions to stay off my feet for another full day. I ignored all three within the hour, because staying in that room any longer felt like it might swallow me whole. The walls had started to feel close around midday, the quiet turning from restful into something more like waiting, and I couldn’t sit inside it and do nothing but replay the sound of my father’s hand connecting with my face over and o
FREYAWhen I woke fully, the first thing I registered was the ceiling. Wood beams, dark and old, crossing overhead in a pattern nothing like the pale stone arches of the Ashford house. It took me a full minute of staring at them to remember why that mattered, and then the whole night came crashing back at once. My father’s hand across my face. The walk out of that hall with nobody following. Damien’s voice telling me there was no back to go to.I sat up too fast and regretted it immediately, my head swimming, my bandaged feet aching under a blanket that wasn’t mine, in a room that wasn’t mine, in a bed I had no memory of being placed in.“Careful.” The voice came from a chair near the window, and I turned to find Alpha Kendrick Hamilton sitting there like he’d been waiting for exactly this moment, one leg crossed over the other, watching me with the same unreadable expression he’d worn the night before. Or whenever it was. I’d lost track of how much time had passed since the marker st
FREYAThe first thing I became aware of was the softness beneath me and it felt nothing like the cold hard floor where I'd collapsed in my own blood. For a moment, just a fleeting beautiful moment, I thought maybe it had all been a terrible nightmare and I'd wake up in the palace infirmary with my
FREYABy evening, preparation had already begun for the mating ceremony. I walked into the bedroom — which was supposed to be mine and Lucian's. But the sickening thoughts of what happened here came rushing back to me. Lilith’s scent was everywhere.I began to pack a few of my things into a box. I
“Surprise!” Damien smiled, flashing his perfect set of white teeth and throwing his hands in midair as if this was supposed to be funny. Damien was the son of the ruthless Alpha Kendrick, my father's sworn enemy and from my teen years, I've been warned to steer clear of the Hamilton brothers.“How
FREYA.I didn't head for a garden or a lonely place to lavish in agony. Instead I stormed out of the palace, sat at the back seat of my father's favourite Rolls Royce and told the chauffeur: "Take me straight to the Crest Swiss Hotel."He glanced at me from the rear mirror, understanding what my or







