LOGINFREYA
The hall didn’t go quiet after I said it. It went loud, all at once, in the particular way a room gets when three hundred people try to whisper their shock at the same time. Lilith folded first. Her hands flew to her face and her shoulders started shaking, and within seconds she was crying the kind of tears that never actually touch the eyes, the kind built for an audience. “How could you say that,” she got out of her chair, voice trembling on cue. “How could you accuse me of something so ugly, tonight of all nights—” “Ugly is what you did in his study three weeks ago,” I said. “I’m just the first person willing to say it out loud.” Her crying stuttered for half a second before it found its rhythm again. Lucian recovered faster than she did. He always did. That was the one thing about him I’d learned too late, that he could take any wound and turn it into a weapon before the blood even hit the floor. “Everyone here has known Freya a long time,” he said, addressing the hall now instead of me, his voice pitched to carry. “You’ve seen how she’s been the past few months. Withdrawn. Erratic. I didn’t want to say anything, out of respect for her, but I think what we’re witnessing tonight is a breakdown.” A murmur moved through the crowd, uncertain, testing the shape of that idea. “Jealous and unstable?” I said, my hands were jittery from the realization of what Lucian thought of me. “Freya—” “I’m not finished.” I hadn’t planned to say the next part standing in the middle of that hall with my father’s stare drilling into the side of my face. I’d planned to save it, to use it somewhere quieter, somewhere I could control. But watching Lucian rewrite the last ten minutes into a story about my fragile mind, watching the crowd’s uncertainty tip a few degrees back toward him, I understood I wasn’t going to get a quieter moment. This was the moment I had. “Lilith isn’t just my sister who slept with my mate,” I said. “She isn’t Alpha blood at all.” The murmur died. Completely. The way a fire dies when you drop something wet on it, all at once and with a small hiss of protest. Lilith’s face changed first. The tears didn’t stop, but something underneath them shifted, some muscle around her eyes going tight in a way that had nothing to do with grief. “That’s absurd,” she said, but her voice had lost its polish. “That’s a disgusting thing to say about your own sister.” “She’s not lying just because she’s scared,” someone near the front said, an older Alpha I recognized from the Kestrel pack. “That’s not a small claim to make in a room like this one.” “It isn’t a claim,” I said. “It’s a fact I can prove.” My father hadn’t moved. He was still sitting in his chair near the dais, and from where I stood I could see his jaw working, a tendon in his neck standing out the way it did when he was working very hard not to react in front of people. He hadn’t told me to stop. That, more than anything else, told me how badly he wanted to know what I was about to say. I reached into the small clutch I’d carried all night. Inside was a folded set of papers I’d taken from my mother’s records room eight days ago, back when I still thought I might never need them, back when finding them had felt like an act of paranoia rather than preparation. “These are medical examinations from when Lilith was three years old,” I said, unfolding them so the nearest rows could see the letterhead if they wanted to. “Taken after she got sick that winter, the one everyone still talks about. The healer ran a full bloodline panel because her fever wouldn’t break and they thought she might be reacting badly to a shift.” I held the papers up higher. “The panel came back negative for Alpha markers. Completely negative. Every one of you knows what that means.” The energy in the hall shifted drastically, followed by an unnerving silence. “She was adopted,” I said. “Quietly, before either of us could remember it happening, and raised as my father’s daughter because my mother couldn’t carry a second pregnancy after me and they didn’t want that fact getting out. I found this eight days ago. I’ve had eight days to decide whether I was ever going to say it out loud.” I looked at Lilith now, and something in me that had been coiled tight since I walked into this hall finally loosened. “I wasn’t going to. I was going to let you keep it, actually. Right up until you decided you also wanted my mate.” “You’re insane,” Lilith said, but the word came out thin. Behind her, I watched two Alphas lean toward each other, already talking low and fast. “Someone verify it,” a voice called from further back. “If this is true, it changes her entire standing. It changes what she’s even doing on that dais.” “It changes whether she has any right to inherit anything,” another voice added, and that one landed harder than the first, because it was true, and everyone in the room knew it the second it was said. Lilith’s crying had stopped entirely now. What was left on her face wasn’t grief anymore. I watched real fear move into her eyes for the first time since I’d known her, the kind of fear that comes when you realize that you’ve lost in a game you thought knew so well. Lucian had gone quiet too, and when I glanced at him I saw sheer panic starting to show through the composure, like he’d finally understood that whatever this night was going to cost him, it had just gotten a great deal more expensive. I felt something steady itself in my chest. I had walked into this hall certain I was going to lose everything, certain the best I could hope for was to leave with my dignity intact. I hadn’t expected to feel this, standing in the wreckage of my own engagement with three hundred people staring at me like I was something they’d never seen before. Not shame. Not fear. Power, small and unfamiliar, but mine. “Bring the healer who signed this record,” I said, to no one and everyone. “Bring the panel notes from the pack archive. I’ll wait.” For the first time since I’d walked down the aisle, nobody in that hall was looking at Lilith with pity, and nobody was looking at me like I was something to be managed. They were looking at me like I might actually be telling the truth. Like I might be the only one in the room who had been, all night. My father rose from his chair. I turned toward him, half expecting relief, some flicker of a father remembering he had a daughter worth defending. He crossed the space between us in four strides, and before I understood what was happening, before the crowd had time to make a sound, his hand connected with my face hard enough to snap my head sideways and drop me half a step back.FREYADamien found me on the back porch three days later, a deck of worn cards in one hand and a look on his face that told me he wasn’t taking no for an answer.“You’ve been moping,” he said, dropping into the chair across from me without waiting for an invitation. “It’s starting to bring down the whole property. My father mentioned it at breakfast. Said the house feels like a funeral.”“I haven’t been moping.”“You’ve rearranged the same three books on that shelf in the study twice this week. I checked. Freya, that’s a cry for help.” He started his mouth curved into a worried smile while he shuffled the cards with a practiced ease that suggested he’d spent more of his life doing this than most people spent learning anything useful. “Gin rummy. I’ll even let you win the first round so you don’t feel too bad about how badly I’m about to beat you after that.”“That’s generous of you.”“I’m a generous person. Ask anyone.” He dealt the cards out with quick, easy motions, and despite myse
FREYAI didn’t leave my room for the rest of that day. I told Marta I was tired when she came to check on my feet, which wasn’t entirely a lie, and I told myself I wasn’t hiding, which was.By evening, hunger finally won out over pride, and I made my way down to the kitchen hoping to avoid running into anyone who might ask how I was doing. I found Damien instead, sitting at the long wooden table with a bowl of something that smelled better than it looked, and he glanced up when I came in with an expression that told me he already knew more than I wanted him to.“You look like someone ran you over,” he said.“Thank you.”“I meant it as a compliment. You’re still standing, which is more than most people manage after a conversation with my brother.” He nudged the empty chair across from him with his foot. “Sit. Eat something. You’ve been avoiding the kitchen since yesterday and I refuse to believe that’s a coincidence.”I sat, mostly because I didn’t have the energy left to argue, and le
FREYAI found him two days later, near the edge of the training yard where the tree line started, far enough from the main house that nobody would overhear if this went the way I expected it to. He was alone, sharpening something at a low bench, and he didn’t look up when I approached, though the set of his shoulders told me he’d heard me coming long before I got close.“We need to talk,” I said.“Do we.”Not a question. I stopped a few feet away, close enough to see the tension along his jaw, and waited for him to actually look at me. He didn’t, not for a long moment, his attention fixed on the blade in his hands like it mattered more than anything I might have to say.“You’ve been avoiding me since the courtyard,” I said. “Since before that, actually. Since the marker stones.”“I’ve had a lot to do.”“You carried me across a border and then vanished for two days.” I heard my own voice climbing and didn’t try to pull it back down. Two days of watching him disappear down hallways the
FREYAI didn’t move fast enough.I was still trying to find some version of a response, something that wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of watching me fold, when she stepped in again, closer this time, close enough that I could smell the sharp bite of whatever oil she used on her training leathers.“Not that I blame him for picking you up,” she said, tilting her head like she was studying a piece of furniture she was deciding whether to keep. “You clean up well enough, I suppose, if you like the sad look. Though I heard you cried through most of your own engagement dinner before you even got banished. Must be exhausting, being that fragile all the time.”A few more laughs from behind her, though thinner now, some of the warriors clearly less comfortable with where this had gone than they’d been a minute ago. I kept my chin up and said nothing, because I’d learned the hard way in the last day that giving people a reaction only fed whatever they were hungry for, and I didn’t have anyt
FREYAThe healer came by early afternoon, a quiet older woman named Marta who unwrapped the bandages on my feet with careful, practiced hands and didn’t ask a single question about how they’d gotten that way. Not where I’d come from, not why an Ashford was lying in an unfamiliar bed on Hamilton land, not anything at all beyond the occasional murmured instruction to hold still or point my toes. I found I was grateful for it in a way that surprised me. I’d had enough questions the night before to last a lifetime.She left me with fresh dressings, a pair of soft shoes two sizes too big, and instructions to stay off my feet for another full day. I ignored all three within the hour, because staying in that room any longer felt like it might swallow me whole. The walls had started to feel close around midday, the quiet turning from restful into something more like waiting, and I couldn’t sit inside it and do nothing but replay the sound of my father’s hand connecting with my face over and o
FREYAWhen I woke fully, the first thing I registered was the ceiling. Wood beams, dark and old, crossing overhead in a pattern nothing like the pale stone arches of the Ashford house. It took me a full minute of staring at them to remember why that mattered, and then the whole night came crashing back at once. My father’s hand across my face. The walk out of that hall with nobody following. Damien’s voice telling me there was no back to go to.I sat up too fast and regretted it immediately, my head swimming, my bandaged feet aching under a blanket that wasn’t mine, in a room that wasn’t mine, in a bed I had no memory of being placed in.“Careful.” The voice came from a chair near the window, and I turned to find Alpha Kendrick Hamilton sitting there like he’d been waiting for exactly this moment, one leg crossed over the other, watching me with the same unreadable expression he’d worn the night before. Or whenever it was. I’d lost track of how much time had passed since the marker st
FREYAThe first thing I became aware of was the softness beneath me and it felt nothing like the cold hard floor where I'd collapsed in my own blood. For a moment, just a fleeting beautiful moment, I thought maybe it had all been a terrible nightmare and I'd wake up in the palace infirmary with my
FREYABy evening, preparation had already begun for the mating ceremony. I walked into the bedroom — which was supposed to be mine and Lucian's. But the sickening thoughts of what happened here came rushing back to me. Lilith’s scent was everywhere.I began to pack a few of my things into a box. I
“Surprise!” Damien smiled, flashing his perfect set of white teeth and throwing his hands in midair as if this was supposed to be funny. Damien was the son of the ruthless Alpha Kendrick, my father's sworn enemy and from my teen years, I've been warned to steer clear of the Hamilton brothers.“How
FREYA.I didn't head for a garden or a lonely place to lavish in agony. Instead I stormed out of the palace, sat at the back seat of my father's favourite Rolls Royce and told the chauffeur: "Take me straight to the Crest Swiss Hotel."He glanced at me from the rear mirror, understanding what my or







