LOGINDetective Erik Johns’ POV
I stared intently at the photos on my desk: images of the crime scene at Miss Kim Blake’s home, and the pictures the doctor had taken of her injuries. As I examined them, my fists clenched involuntarily. How could a father do something like this to his own daughter? How does someone survive living in such a hell? I knew the wounds on her body would heal—sooner or later. But the ones on her soul... those would stay, bleeding on the inside for the rest of her life. I’ve been a cop for many years. I’ve seen horrors that would steal the sleep of any ordinary person. But this case hit differently. Her eyes when she asked me if her father was dead... they haunted me. It wasn’t a question born of fear—but of deep desperation, like she couldn’t believe her nightmare had actually ended. If that monster were still alive, I might’ve been the one to make sure he paid for everything. — “Sir, what are we doing with Kim Blake? It’s been two weeks since she was hospitalized, and the doctor has cleared her for transfer,” said the officer who had just stepped into my office. I turned to him, and the cautious expression on his face told me he was just as uncomfortable with what we were about to do. — “We’re bringing her in. She’ll stay under our supervision at the station until the case is closed,” I replied calmly, though my jaw was clenched. The idea of putting her in custody—even temporarily—filled me with a fury I couldn’t contain. This girl had been humiliated and abused her entire life, and now I had to lock her behind the bars of my own station. But protocol left no room for exceptions. I grabbed my coat and headed for the hospital. I didn’t want to send anyone else. I knew she was ashamed, fragile, and I wasn’t going to add to her burden. When I walked into her hospital room, Kim was sitting up in bed, propped against some pillows. She looked smaller than the last time I saw her. Her skin was pale, her gaze lost. It was clear she had stopped trusting anyone—or anything. I approached slowly, careful not to startle her. — “Miss Blake, it’s time to transfer you. The doctors said you’re stable enough to leave the hospital.” She lifted her gaze toward me, her wide eyes full of fear. — “Where… where are you taking me?” she asked, her voice faint. I sat in the chair beside her bed, trying to show her I wasn’t there to push or intimidate her. — “Kim, we have to bring you to the station. It’s standard procedure. You won’t be kept in holding any longer than absolutely necessary. I want to assure you of that.” She nodded slowly, but I could see how deeply disturbed she was by the thought. — “I don’t want to… to be behind bars. I didn’t do anything wrong,” she said, her voice trembling with the weight of unshed tears. — “I know, Kim. Believe me—I know. But it’s a necessary part of the legal process. I promise I’ll do everything I can to make sure you don’t stay there any longer than needed.” I saw the tears welling in her eyes, but she held them back, refusing to cry in front of me. — “Come on. Let me help you up.” I extended my hand, and after a moment’s hesitation, she accepted it. I could feel how fragile she was as she leaned on my arm. We walked slowly together, and when we reached the car, I opened the door and helped her in. When I saw her hesitate to fasten the seatbelt, I stepped forward. — “Let me help you,” I said softly. She nodded again, barely. I reached in carefully to buckle the seatbelt, keeping my movements slow and gentle so I wouldn’t frighten her. As I clicked it in place and felt the space between us shrink, I was surprised at how tender my own touch had become. I wasn’t the kind of man people usually found comfort in. But with her… it was different. I closed the door and walked to the driver’s seat. As I started the engine, I turned slightly to look at her. — “You’re safe, Kim. We’ll get through this together.” She didn’t say anything, but her face looked just a little more at peace. I pulled out of the parking lot, silently vowing to do everything in my power to get her the justice she deserved. Kim’s POV I stare at the bars in front of me—cold and impersonal. Even though I’m not in a real prison, just at Detective Johns’ police station, the feeling of captivity is the same. The detective promised I wouldn’t stay here longer than necessary, and so far, he’s kept his word. Still, the time I’ve spent here feels endless. It’s been three days since I was placed in this cell, and today is the day when they’ll decide if I’m free or not. I look down at my right hand, still wrapped in a cast, and I wonder what comes next. Freedom. What does that even mean to me? I can’t go back to the house I lived in with my father. Just thinking about those walls makes me tremble. I have no money, no place to go, not even a plan. My entire life has been a chain of beatings and humiliation, and people always avoided me—like my bruises were contagious. A police officer opens the cell door. — “Miss Blake, please follow me,” he says politely. I follow him in silence, my steps heavy and uncertain. He leads me to Detective Johns’ office, then leaves, closing the door behind me. The detective is seated at his desk, his expression serious. He looks at me for a few seconds, then gestures for me to sit down. — “Miss Blake, your case has been closed,” he says calmly. My heart pounds so hard I’m sure he can hear it. — “W-What does that mean?” I ask, my voice trembling. — “It means the judge has ruled you innocent. You’re free to go. You’re free to start your life,” he says, folding his hands together and looking at me with a trace of compassion. Tears stream down my face before I can stop them. I try to thank him, but my voice is choked with emotion. — “Thank you, Detective,” I manage to say at last, wiping my eyes with my sleeve. He stands up from his chair, avoiding my gaze for a moment. — “Are you going home?” he asks directly, catching me off guard. — “I can’t,” I whisper. “It would be too... hard.” There’s a strange silence, until his voice cuts through my thoughts. — “You can stay with me until you get back on your feet,” he says simply. I stare at him, stunned. — “I don’t want to be a burden… We barely know each other. I can’t accept that,” I reply quickly, almost in panic. — “I’m rarely home anyway, so you won’t be a burden. You need a safe place, and I can offer you one,” he says in a tone that leaves no room for argument. — “Okay... Thank you, sir,” I murmur, still unsure. The ride to his apartment is quiet. The detective drives calmly, and I stare out the window, trying to keep my emotions in check. When we arrive, he opens the door for me and helps me out. — “Come on, I’ll give you a quick tour,” he says, unlocking the apartment door. The space is simple but comfortable. A living room with a gray couch and a glass coffee table. A small, tidy kitchen. A bedroom at the end of the hallway, seemingly untouched. — “You can use the bedroom. I usually sleep on the couch. The closet’s empty, so you have space for your things,” he says. I look around, overwhelmed by his kindness. — “Thank you, sir. You really didn’t have to do this.” — “Kim, stop calling me ‘sir.’ You can call me Erik,” he replies, giving me a faint smile for the first time. — “Alright... Erik,” I say softly, testing the sound of it. — “Good. Now I have to head back to the station. I’ll check in from time to time to make sure everything’s okay. Take care of yourself,” he says, then leaves, shutting the door behind him. I remain still for a few moments, looking around. For the first time in my life, I feel safe. And that... means more than anything else.Erik Pov.I couldn’t stay still.Not on the couch, not in the chair by the window where I’d spent the last three days reading through case files and pretending my mind wasn’t elsewhere. Not in the bed we used to share, where every crease in the sheets still smelled like her shampoo.Last night had cracked something open inside me. Not a full repair—no. That would take time. But it was a step. Her in my arms, crying, clinging. Me, holding her like she was a part of me again.God, I’d missed her. I still did.The pain hadn’t vanished, but something had shifted. A tiny sliver of hope where there had only been jagged shards of betrayal. We were still fragile, still rebuilding. But I couldn’t just sit here and wait for her to come home anymore. I needed to see her. Not as the wounded man hiding behind walls. But as her man.I grabbed my keys off the counter. I didn’t even think twice about it.Maybe it was stupid, irrational. Maybe following her to college made me look like a man on the ed
Erik Pov.The hospital air still clings to me—the sharp sterility of antiseptic, the exhaustion of twelve hours spent trying to find out what happened with that person so I could catch rhe culprit. I should be used to it by now. But tonight, it weighs heavier than usual.I push open the door to the apartment quietly, expecting to see Kim curled on the couch with her laptop or maybe reading in that chair she loves. But the living room is empty.The silence feels thick. It used to be filled with her voice calling out, “You’re home!” followed by the sound of rushing feet and her arms thrown around my neck, grounding me back in something human after hours of clinical detachment.Now, all I hear is the sound of my own heartbeat. And something else.A sob.I freeze.It’s faint—barely there—but unmistakable. It comes from the bedroom.For a moment, I don’t move. My fingers twitch at my side, wanting to open the door and go to her, but my chest tightens in hesitation. We’re still in this frac
Erik Pov.She waited until the apartment was quiet again. No case files open, no coffee boiling, no distractions. Just the two of us, the late afternoon sun spilling across the floor like gold, and the thick, unspoken weight between us.I was sitting on the edge of the bed, going over a report for the precinct, when she walked in and just... stood there.I felt her before I looked up.There was something in the air when she entered a room—always had been. It used to be light. Warmth. Now it was tension laced with guilt, hope strangled by silence.I set the papers down slowly and finally lifted my gaze.Kim was standing near the doorway, in one of my old shirts. Her sleeves were rolled up—just like I’d asked her to keep them—and her fingers twisted around the hem.She cleared her throat. “I need to ask you something.”I didn’t speak.Didn’t move.Only nodded once.She stepped closer, slowly, like every inch mattered. “I know I hurt you,” she said softly, “and I’m not asking you to pret
Erik Pov.It happened in the kitchen.Not with fire, or heat, or some grand gesture. Just toast.I was making toast.Maja had dropped off a basket of fresh bread that morning, and for the first time in weeks, I woke up to the scent of it in the apartment. I knew Kim had already been up—her laptop was still glowing softly on the couch, and her favorite mug was in the sink, half-full with cold coffee.She didn’t say much these days, just padded around like a ghost in my periphery. Always quiet. Always careful not to step too close.I didn’t blame her. I was the one who couldn’t look at her without my chest twisting into knots. The one who couldn’t forget the way her body moved against his. The one who was still bleeding in silence.But that morning, for some reason, I didn’t feel like bleeding.I felt... restless.So I pulled out a slice of bread, dropped it into the toaster, and stood there, lost in thought. About the case. About Maja. About Kim. Always Kim.I didn’t hear her come up b
Kim Pov.It started with a sock.Erik was pacing the apartment on the phone with someone from the station, murmuring something about paperwork and a case file, when he tripped—just slightly—on a stray sock I’d left near the coffee table.He swore under his breath, catching himself before he could stumble entirely.“Dammit—why is this here?”I glanced up from the kitchen island, where I was trying to distract myself by stirring sugar into my tea. When I saw what he was holding—an old fuzzy sock with a pink cartoon owl on it—I choked on a laugh.He looked over at me sharply.“It’s not funny.”I shrugged, a grin tugging at my lips. “It kind of is.”He held it up between two fingers like it was radioactive. “Kim… seriously?”“That sock’s a legend,” I said, walking toward him without thinking. “I’ve had it since I was twelve.”“That’s disgusting.”“It’s adorable,” I corrected. “And also very lucky. I wore it during my psych final.”He rolled his eyes, but there was the barest twitch at the
Kim Pov.The bedroom feels colder than I remember.Not in temperature, exactly—but in something deeper. The way the light hits the walls. The way the shadows stretch in places I didn’t notice before. The bed is made, but not like Erik does it. He’s always been meticulous about corners and folds. I just tugged the blanket over the pillows this morning with a heavy sigh and trembling hands.And now we’re here.Together. But not.He walks in behind me, his steps quieter than usual. I wonder if his heart is racing the way mine is. If his skin feels too tight, if his thoughts are echoing loud and unbearable like mine.I stand at my side of the bed. He stands at his. We both look down at the same sheets, the same mattress where so many memories were born.“Do you want a pillow barrier?” I ask, my voice barely a whisper.He doesn’t answer for a moment. Then, “No.”I nod and climb in, curling on my side of the bed, facing the wall. I don’t dare look at him. Not yet. The weight of his presence
Kim’s POV It’s strange how silence can be both a comfort and a curse. I lie on the couch in Erik’s apartment, wrapped in a soft grey blanket that still smells faintly of his cologne. Outside, the city hums — distant sirens, horns, a dog barking somewhere far below — but up here, it’s quiet. Too q
Kim’s POV I lie sprawled on the bed in the detective’s—no, Erik’s—bedroom. I still haven’t gotten used to calling him by his first name, even though he smiled when he corrected me. I don’t know why that smile sent a warm shiver through me, like a timid sunbeam slipping through a dusty window. The
Kim Pov.Once we arrived at the hospital, everything blurred into a confusing swirl of voices, lights, and hands touching me. Doctors and nurses buzzed around, their faces wearing the same expression—pity laced with professionalism. I didn’t want to meet their eyes. If I had the strength, I would’v
Kim's POVI sit in the middle of the bed, pressed against the wall, knees pulled tightly to my chest, arms wrapped around them, trying to still the tremble that won’t leave me. The darkness in the room doesn’t hide me from the nightmare that keeps replaying, over and over.I had a dream... No, not







