LOGINALYSSA
Duncan didn’t look like he was happy to see me though. And his next words confirmed my thoughts. “You actually brought her?” he asked, his cold gaze glued on mine, but I didn’t have the time to focus on the queasy feeling in my chest at the question because the second Duncan’s voice rolled out, deep and commanding, something inside me snapped awake. My wolf. The same wolf that had been weak and sick for months suddenly stretched inside me like it had been reborn, claws scraping at my insides and tail swishing with excitement. It wasn’t afraid of him. Goddess, no… it wanted him. It wanted to submit, to roll over, to be claimed by this man standing like sin itself at the entrance of his palace. The shock of it almost showed on my face, but I caught myself in time. I schooled my features into neutrality, refusing to give either of them the satisfaction of knowing what just happened inside me. Especially Father. Duncan’s eyes swept over me again. Heat curled low in my belly, but I forced myself not to move or breathe too hard. “She doesn’t belong here.” His words were clipped and merciless, thrown like daggers at Father but never breaking his gaze from mine. Father ran a tired hand down his face. “Duncan—” “No,” he cut him off, folding his arms across that broad chest. “She’ll be a distraction.” The word distraction made my core tighten. If only he knew he was the distraction. If only he knew that just standing this close to him, just hearing his voice, was enough to unravel me from the inside out. I raised my chin, masking the feeling in my chest. “You don’t have to worry, Alpha Duncan. I didn’t come here willingly.” My voice was sharp, but inside, my wolf purred, shamelessly leaning into his dominance. For a moment, something flickered in his eyes—annoyance, maybe curiosity—but it vanished as quickly as it came. Father exhaled heavily. “She stays, Duncan. Until this war is over. We already talked about this.” Silence stretched between them, Duncan’s jaw working as he stared me down. The longer he looked, the harder my pulse hammered. My wolf pressed harder against me, betraying me with its hunger. “Get it together, you horny wolf!” I scolded her, but her response was a sharp purr instead. She wasn’t helping matters here. Finally, his lips curved into a smile. “Fine. She stays.” His voice dropped lower, making goosebumps rise along my skin. “But don’t expect me to make her comfortable.” My stomach twisted. Goddess. He had no idea what just the sound of his voice did to me. I swallowed down nothing and exhaled as I followed them into the palace. When we finally entered the palace, Father pulled me aside before Duncan could say anything else. His eyes were soft but tired, his hands gripping my shoulders in the gentlest way possible. “Stay out of trouble, Alyssa,” he said firmly, his tone carrying that finality I hated. “Promise me. Do not challenge him. Do not wander outside the palace grounds. Just… keep your head down until I come for you.” I nodded, though I didn’t mean it. My wolf stirred impatiently, still purring from Duncan’s voice, clearly not interested in “keeping its head down.” Father kissed my forehead, lingering there for a moment like he was afraid to let go. When he finally pulled away, he gave Duncan a long look—the kind of look men gave when they were entrusting their most precious treasure. Duncan said nothing, just gave a curt nod, his jaw tight. And then Father was gone. Just like that, I was left standing in the middle of Duncan’s world… with Duncan. The silence was deafening. He stared at me, eyes dark. My chest rose and fell with shallow breaths, every nerve on fire from being under his gaze. I should have looked away first, but I didn’t. I couldn’t. The pull was too strong. It was Duncan who finally broke the stare, his eyes flicking away as if dismissing me entirely. “Listen carefully,” he said, his tone cold, all Alpha and no warmth. “While you are under my roof, there are rules. You will follow them without argument.” I arched a brow. “Rules?” His gaze snapped back to mine, sharp enough to cut. “One, you will not leave this palace without my permission. Two, you will not interfere with my warriors or my training grounds. Three, you will stay out of my way.” I crossed my arms, a smirk tugging at my lips despite the way my insides burned from his authority. “Stay out of your way? You make it sound like I’m some helpless pup.” “You are,” he said flatly. The sting of his words should have silenced me, but instead, it lit a fire in my chest. “You think I can’t handle myself?” “I know you can’t,” he replied without missing a beat, his tone final. I lifted my chin stubbornly. “Well, lucky for you, I wasn’t planning on following your rules anyway.” He stepped closer, towering over me, his presence making the air heavy. “You’ll follow them,” he said quietly, but the power behind the words rolled through me like a command meant for my wolf. My knees nearly buckled, and I bit down hard on my lip to stop myself from reacting. This darn wolf! What the heck was her problem? It wasn’t like Duncan was our mate. “Over my dead body,” I whispered back, though my body betrayed me with a shiver. His jaw clenched, his eyes raking over me once more before he finally turned and started walking. “Come. I’ll show you to your room.” I hesitated before following, hating the way my pulse jumped at his back, broad and powerful as he led me through the palace halls. Every step I took echoed with the same terrifying realization… living here under his rules wasn’t going to be the problem. The real problem was surviving the way my body and wolf reacted to him. The walk to my room was silent. Duncan didn’t spare me another glance as he led me down long corridors lined with silver-carved doors and heavy tapestries that looked like they’d been there for centuries. His footsteps echoed with authority, each stride purposeful, while I trailed behind, trying not to look like I was watching the way his shoulders moved beneath his shirt. When we stopped at the end of the hall, he opened a door to a spacious room. The bed was large, draped in rich velvet, and the air smelled faintly of cedarwood, his scent lingering in the walls. My chest tightened. “This will be your room,” he said, gesturing around the room. “I’ll have maids sent to attend to you. They’ll bring whatever you need.” “I don’t want maids,” I cut in quickly, folding my arms. His eyes narrowed slightly. “You’ll need them.” “I said I don’t want them.” My voice was firm, my chin tilted in defiance. “I can take care of myself.” For a long moment, he just stared at me, the weight of his gaze pressing into me until my pulse stuttered. Then, with a low exhale, his lips curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile but close enough to make my chest flutter. “Stubborn,” he muttered, almost to himself, before turning away. “Suit yourself.” He left without another word, his steps fading down the hall until the silence wrapped around me. I leaned against the bedpost, exhaling a huge breath. A sharp, searing pain suddenly tore through my side, making me clutch at my ribs as my knees buckled. My wolf. The presence that had been pacing restlessly inside me since Duncan’s voice first reached my ears… was gone. Just like that, she went silent. The sudden emptiness ripped through me worse than the pain itself. I couldn’t feel her anymore—no warmth, no purrs, no restless clawing. Nothing. It was like she’d slipped back into the sick, dormant state she’d been trapped in before. I squinted my eyes, my heart thumping wildly in my chest. Could it be what I think it is?Alyssa My chest ached with each cloth I packed. I knew that Duncan wasn’t going to watch me leave the house, he made it very clear that I had to remain home. But this place no longer felt like home to me, it felt choking so I had to take matters into my own hands. I didn’t care about what father said about coming home, I was going to face whatever situation they were in with them, that was my Pack anyways. I was finally done packing my bag and I slid it under my bed. I couldn’t risk Sara and Laura seeing it, or even anyone else till I had a solid plan.I paused to think, and then an idea crossed my head, a very risky one.The only way I would leave this place without Duncan’s permission is with the help of his guards. It sounded impossible because I knew how loyal they were to Duncan. But at this point, anything was worth a try.I walked back downstairs, looking calmer this time around. The guards immediately straightened the moment they saw me.
Alyssa “What did you just call me?” He asked hoarsely while holding my neck firmly. But I wasn’t afraid to repeat it because I meant it.Duncan was acting like a coward and it was about time he stopped and started acting like the man he claimed he was.“I think you heard me clearly, you act like a coward Duncan. Prove me wrong and don’t act like one today.” My tone was mean and daring but that was exactly what I wanted. To push him to the edge and finally get him to speak. There was a lot in his head and I wanted to hear it all without him holding back.He keeps circling back to the fact that he’s protecting me, at least he’d tell me what exactly he’s trying to protect me from.It was starting to look like a huge lie to make excuses for his behavior while I kept my head down because of the danger that might not even exist.How long do I want to continue living like that? I needed answers and explanations and now that i
AlyssaDuncan made Jessica drive me home after my protests that I wanted to follow him to the station.I wanted to personally witness what was going to happen with Lyra but he blandly refused.“Why can’t I come with you? She wanted to attack me, if anything I think I should be present during her hearing.” I protested.“Her trying to attack you is the main reason why you shouldn’t be there. Your presence there is only going to make things more dramatic. And you need rest, go home, Alyssa.” Duncan said sternly. “I think Duncan is right Alyssa, you just went through a lot today and I think you need rest. He can always update us.” Jessica said gently rubbing my hands. I hated to be the one to disagree or seem dramatic but she was already in handcuffs so what more could she possibly do to me?This was a control with Duncan and I didn’t want him to win this time around. He doesn’t get to tell me where and where I can’t be.But I seemed like I was going to have to let this one go because
Alyssa The office was so quiet, too quiet that I could hear my heartbeat. I knew I looked like a total mess at the moment but I didn’t really care.Which made me realize that I care for Duncan more than I actually wanted to admit. When I saw Lyra approach his office with that cup, I remember the ache in my chest I felt.My heart really felt like it was about to get ripped out of my chest at the thought of it.The room was tense, all eyes on Lyra as she stood at the center, Duncan standing in front of her, holding the coffee. “Don’t tell me you actually believe what she’s telling you about me? She’s lying because she’s jealous!” Lyra lay frantically. Panic was clear in her eyes, and that already gave her out to a point. But she could prove me and my evidence wrong right now if she just took the coffee. “I hope you know how huge these supposed accusations are. And if you know that you truly mean no harm and this is a scheme to sabotage you or something, then drink the coffee you b
AlyssaI was slowly losing my patience not just with work but with everything around me. I was easily irritated and it was so easy to set me on edge. I could barely concentrate on anything. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get Alyssa out of my head.I planned on staying home because I really needed time to clear my head but I knew she’d be home and I didn’t want to have to be in the same space with her. I knew she hated me now, and it was so obvious and I didn’t even blame her. She really had the right to hate me after everything.But if she could take time to understand what I’ve been saying, she’ll actually see things from my perspective.But it didn’t seem like that was going to happen so I needed to stop wishing. If only she knew how much this affected me. She wasn't the only one suffering here, I was too. Nothing hurts more than wanting someone so bad, yet you have to protect them by staying away.Even when your heart calls out to them. Steve sat across from me, with di
Alyssa By the time Jessica stepped on the brakes at the front of the office, it felt like my soul had already left my body at that moment.I knew letting Jessica drive was a terrible decision to begin with but I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. I thought it would be better than waiting for an Uber since we didn’t have that much time on our side. But I was totally wrong, I should have just called an Uber.What was I even expecting? I doubted whether Jessica had driven herself anywhere recently. She always had drivers waiting to take her wherever she was going, I was confused about how she got out of the house without a driver.I stumbled out of the car with shaky hands. Using both hands to grip the door tightly to help me maintain balance.I couldn’t even see properly at the moment and it wasn’t an over exaggeration. If I moved one bit, I was going to throw up all over the place because my entire system was in knots.Jessica on the other hand seemed very excited, proud e
Alyssa For a moment, I probably almost forgot how to breathe. War? Again? No way!When I finally thought that everything was over and I could finally leave Duncan and go back home to clear my head, there was no home to go back to. “Dad?” I called out, trying to organize the thoughts that ran thr
Chapter 97Alyssa That morning I was awakened by a knock on my door. I wanted to ignore it because I planned on sleeping in today. I wasn’t going to work anymore and I didn’t have anything planned for the entire day. The best thing I could do for myself was to sleep in.And wake up as late as pos
Chapter 95Alyssa Jessica was exactly what I needed to clear my head so I jumped up and got dressed immediately after she sent the address.I wasn’t so sure that I was ready to tell her or anyone else about Duncan, especially because I didn’t really tell her much about what was going on so it was
Chapter 94AlyssaAs soon as I got into my room, I shut the door behind me and burst out crying. I tried holding it in to reassure myself that Duncan wasn’t worth it.But it was too painful, it was like I lost control of my body. The tears kept on falling freely from my eyes. No matter what I tried







