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ALYSSA
“I’m not a coward, Father,” I told him for the one hundredth time. “If the pack is in danger, as the princess, I should stay and fight beside you to protect it. I don’t have to run to Alpha Duncan. You know how he is with me.” I folded my arms with a pout, hoping it would work on Father like it usually did, but surprisingly, it didn’t deter him, instead… Father ran his hands through his hair, clearly frustrated. “You don’t understand, my dear,” he held my hands. “This battle isn’t one you can fight, trust me,” he lowered his head and released a long breath. “Right now, you’re my greatest weakness. What do the enemies do whenever they spot their opponents’ weaknesses?” “Eliminate it to make their opponents handicapped,” I answered, and realization began to dawn on me. I was my father’s weakness, so that means I’m the target. I’m the one in danger—the one they wanted to get rid of. This war between our pack and Dark Knight has been going on for months now, with none willing to admit defeat. Apparently, we’re fighting them over our own borders. They believed the border belonged to them and wanted us out of the territory. And we knew too well that the border was ours. Our pack existed long before theirs, and we’ve never changed borders once. Father had suggested they share the borders. He even called a meeting to discuss with them, but apparently, they wanted war. We felt this war wasn’t just about borders, but they didn’t give us enough time to find out, and we weren’t ready to sit and watch them kill our people. So we fought back. And it’s been like this for months now. I seriously can’t believe they’re targeting me right now. Not like I didn’t have the power to fight them off but my wolf had been sick and weak for months now and it’s gotten worse the last few weeks. I could still fight, but Father believed they would kill me before I even lifted a finger. But how was I supposed to survive with Duncan? I had a thing for this man. We’ve met a few times, and they weren’t good meetings, by the way. The first meeting, I stumbled on him giving one of the visitors he came with a mind-blowing sex. I stood fixated on the spot, my core throbbing with heat, begging to be the one in her place, while he yelled at me to leave. It took a few seconds to get my brain to work again, then send signals to my legs to move. It was embarrassing. I’d rather not talk about the other ones. The last visit he made here, I’d gotten drunk during a party and babbled to him about my feelings for him and how I wanted him to fuck the living daylights out of me. If Father heard I said such foul words, I would be dead. But when I regained my senses, he’d promised to keep my secret, called me a delusional kid, and walked away. Like, just walked away. I shook my head. No, I can’t go. I can’t face him. “Father, I—” “I want you to make this easier for me, Alyssa,” he patted my cheek, his eyes pleading. “Alpha Duncan is my best friend. His pack is the safest place you can be right now. He might look cold and aloof on the outside, but trust me, he’s the warmest person you’d ever meet…” he paused and sighed. “And he’s the only one I trust enough to take care of you.” Are you sure about that, Father? He’s threatened to kill me twice. I wanted to insist on staying with him so we could pull through this together, but the pleading look he was giving me right now weakened my defenses. He already looked exhausted from all this. I didn’t want to give him something else to worry about. Maybe leaving was the best idea after all. I can handle whatever Duncan throws my way. “How long will I be gone for, Father?” I asked in resignation. “Until there is peace.” I bit down on my lower lip and sighed. “Fine then. I’ll go to Alpha Duncan’s pack, but you have to promise to always call and text me so I can know how you’re doing. And please,” I stared at him for a while. “Don’t die.” “I promise.” he pecked my forehead. •••••• And that was it. Two hours later, I was on my way to Nightshade Pack. We hadn’t even arrived yet, and my palms were already clammy. I turned to look at Father, but he was too busy staring out of the window. Maybe he thought I’d change my mind if he engaged in a conversation with me. I sighed and stared at my hands. The greenery of the pack came into view, and I began to take deep breaths. I’m totally prepared for this. We hadn’t seen each other in a year, so it was obvious that he must have forgotten about everything that happened between us. All I had to do was pretend nothing happened, and I would be okay. Nightshade Pack was everything my father had always praised it to be. Even though I’d been here before, it still managed to take my breath away. The stretch of land was wider than my own pack’s territory, and it carried this commanding energy, as though every tree, every stone, every brick was aligned to the Alpha’s will. The houses were beautifully carved, the rooftops gleaming under the afternoon sun. Wolves ran along the borders, massive in size, their fur glistening like sharpened blades, their eyes alert. Everywhere I looked, the pack reeked of strength, wealth, and authority. These were warriors trained to be deadly and loyal. No wonder Father trusted Duncan with me. One look at his people and you’d understand why the Nightshade Pack was feared and respected across all the territories. My fingers itched nervously as we entered the heart of the palace grounds. The main structure rose like a dark fortress. Tall, stone-carved walls veined with silver inscriptions and wards that shimmered faintly under the sunlight. The aura it gave off was nothing short of intimidating. I took a deep breath, bracing myself until… I saw him. Duncan stepped out of the massive oak doors of the palace, flanked by two of his warriors. My breath hitched. The air seemed to shift, thickening with dominance that wrapped around my chest and made it hard to breathe. He was taller than I remembered, broad-shouldered and still gorgeous. His dark hair was neatly slicked back, highlighting the sharp angles of his face. His jaw looked like it was carved from stone, and his mesmerizing green eyes landed on us, cold and assessing, and that was enough to make my entire body shiver. He wore a black shirt that hugged every line of his muscles, veins protruding from his forearms as he folded them across his chest, looking every bit the untouchable Alpha he was. The moment my gaze locked with his, heat pooled between my thighs. My core throbbed with a desperate ache I had no control over. Just the sight of him standing there—dominant, merciless, breathtaking—was enough to send my thoughts spiraling into dangerous places. My thighs pressed together involuntarily, trying to cage in the need he effortlessly stirred in me. And that was when it hit me like a punch to the chest. I was in trouble.Alyssa My chest ached with each cloth I packed. I knew that Duncan wasn’t going to watch me leave the house, he made it very clear that I had to remain home. But this place no longer felt like home to me, it felt choking so I had to take matters into my own hands. I didn’t care about what father said about coming home, I was going to face whatever situation they were in with them, that was my Pack anyways. I was finally done packing my bag and I slid it under my bed. I couldn’t risk Sara and Laura seeing it, or even anyone else till I had a solid plan.I paused to think, and then an idea crossed my head, a very risky one.The only way I would leave this place without Duncan’s permission is with the help of his guards. It sounded impossible because I knew how loyal they were to Duncan. But at this point, anything was worth a try.I walked back downstairs, looking calmer this time around. The guards immediately straightened the moment they saw me.
Alyssa “What did you just call me?” He asked hoarsely while holding my neck firmly. But I wasn’t afraid to repeat it because I meant it.Duncan was acting like a coward and it was about time he stopped and started acting like the man he claimed he was.“I think you heard me clearly, you act like a coward Duncan. Prove me wrong and don’t act like one today.” My tone was mean and daring but that was exactly what I wanted. To push him to the edge and finally get him to speak. There was a lot in his head and I wanted to hear it all without him holding back.He keeps circling back to the fact that he’s protecting me, at least he’d tell me what exactly he’s trying to protect me from.It was starting to look like a huge lie to make excuses for his behavior while I kept my head down because of the danger that might not even exist.How long do I want to continue living like that? I needed answers and explanations and now that i
AlyssaDuncan made Jessica drive me home after my protests that I wanted to follow him to the station.I wanted to personally witness what was going to happen with Lyra but he blandly refused.“Why can’t I come with you? She wanted to attack me, if anything I think I should be present during her hearing.” I protested.“Her trying to attack you is the main reason why you shouldn’t be there. Your presence there is only going to make things more dramatic. And you need rest, go home, Alyssa.” Duncan said sternly. “I think Duncan is right Alyssa, you just went through a lot today and I think you need rest. He can always update us.” Jessica said gently rubbing my hands. I hated to be the one to disagree or seem dramatic but she was already in handcuffs so what more could she possibly do to me?This was a control with Duncan and I didn’t want him to win this time around. He doesn’t get to tell me where and where I can’t be.But I seemed like I was going to have to let this one go because
Alyssa The office was so quiet, too quiet that I could hear my heartbeat. I knew I looked like a total mess at the moment but I didn’t really care.Which made me realize that I care for Duncan more than I actually wanted to admit. When I saw Lyra approach his office with that cup, I remember the ache in my chest I felt.My heart really felt like it was about to get ripped out of my chest at the thought of it.The room was tense, all eyes on Lyra as she stood at the center, Duncan standing in front of her, holding the coffee. “Don’t tell me you actually believe what she’s telling you about me? She’s lying because she’s jealous!” Lyra lay frantically. Panic was clear in her eyes, and that already gave her out to a point. But she could prove me and my evidence wrong right now if she just took the coffee. “I hope you know how huge these supposed accusations are. And if you know that you truly mean no harm and this is a scheme to sabotage you or something, then drink the coffee you b
AlyssaI was slowly losing my patience not just with work but with everything around me. I was easily irritated and it was so easy to set me on edge. I could barely concentrate on anything. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get Alyssa out of my head.I planned on staying home because I really needed time to clear my head but I knew she’d be home and I didn’t want to have to be in the same space with her. I knew she hated me now, and it was so obvious and I didn’t even blame her. She really had the right to hate me after everything.But if she could take time to understand what I’ve been saying, she’ll actually see things from my perspective.But it didn’t seem like that was going to happen so I needed to stop wishing. If only she knew how much this affected me. She wasn't the only one suffering here, I was too. Nothing hurts more than wanting someone so bad, yet you have to protect them by staying away.Even when your heart calls out to them. Steve sat across from me, with di
Alyssa By the time Jessica stepped on the brakes at the front of the office, it felt like my soul had already left my body at that moment.I knew letting Jessica drive was a terrible decision to begin with but I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. I thought it would be better than waiting for an Uber since we didn’t have that much time on our side. But I was totally wrong, I should have just called an Uber.What was I even expecting? I doubted whether Jessica had driven herself anywhere recently. She always had drivers waiting to take her wherever she was going, I was confused about how she got out of the house without a driver.I stumbled out of the car with shaky hands. Using both hands to grip the door tightly to help me maintain balance.I couldn’t even see properly at the moment and it wasn’t an over exaggeration. If I moved one bit, I was going to throw up all over the place because my entire system was in knots.Jessica on the other hand seemed very excited, proud e
Chapter 68Duncan “Do you always have to be so stubborn?” She snapped me while treating the wound on my face gently. I wondered if she even knew what she was doing because I’ve never seen her administer treatment even to herself but somehow I was a test monkey.
Chapter 67Alyssa’s POVThe day after,It almost didn’t feel like a dream. It felt too real to me, I wanted it to be real.It was like a remake of the night we spent together at the cave, except this time it was better.Duncan didn’t act shy or hesitan
Chapter 66 Alyssa I couldn’t sleep that night. After Ryan dropped me at the hotel, he agreed to spend some time with me, but he couldn’t stay for long because he had to go back to sort out some things. I tried persuading him to come along with me, bu
Chapter 65Duncan’s POVI couldn’t take my eyes off her. I stared into her soul while she was eating. When I heard that she was missing, different thoughts ran through my mind that night.I remembered how scared I was that something might have happened to her. And how i







