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Caspian's mouth descends, and the first stroke of his tongue against my oversensitive flesh makes me jolt. "Wait…" I gasp, trying to close my legs, but his hands grip my thighs, holding them open. "Relax, sweetheart," he murmurs against my skin. "I'm just going to taste you. That's all." "That's all?" I repeat breathlessly, my mind still reeling from the orgasm he just gave me with his fingers. "For now." His smile is wicked before his mouth finds me again. Behind me, Zavian's hand tightens on my throat, not choking, just possessive, while his other hand plays with my breast through my bra. "That's it, doll," Zavian murmurs in my ear. "Let him taste what's ours. Let him learn what makes this virgin pussy quiver." The word 'virgin' makes me tense. Caspian lifts his head, his eyes locking on mine with dark satisfaction. "We know, sweetheart," he says softly. "We know you've never been touched like this. Never been fucked. That pathetic ex of yours didn't deserve to be your first." "But we do," Zavian adds, his breath hot against my neck. "And when you're ready, when you beg us for it, we're going to ruin you for anyone else." "I'm not… I don't…" But my protest dies when Caspian's tongue circles my clit again, slow and deliberate. "Shh," Zavian soothes. "Tonight isn't about taking your virginity, little mouse. Tonight is about showing you what pleasure feels like. What your body has been starving for." Caspian's mouth works me with devastating skill, not aggressive, but thorough. Learning exactly what makes me gasp and moan. "So responsive," he murmurs between strokes. "So fucking sweet." Zavian's fingers find my nipple through the lace, pinching lightly, and the dual sensation makes my back arch. "That's our girl," Zavian praises. "Look how beautifully you respond to us." I'm climbing again, impossibly fast despite just having come apart. Caspian's tongue is relentless, circling and sucking while his hands hold my trembling thighs open. "Please, " I don't even know what I'm begging for. "Please what?" Caspian lifts his head just enough to speak. "Please stop? Or please make you come again?" I whimper, unable to form words. "Use your words, sweetheart," he commands. "Tell me what you want." "Don't stop," I gasp out. "Please don't stop." "Good girl. I won't." His mouth returns with renewed intensity, and when he adds one finger, just one, carefully, sliding inside while his tongue focuses on my clit, I shatter. The second orgasm is different from the first. This one is deeper and longer and it's pulling sounds from my throat that I've never made before. Heck before now, I never thought that I was capable of making such sounds. I shake violently in Zavian's arms while Caspian works me through every aftershock. "Fuck, she's beautiful when she comes," Zavian breathes, his hand gentle on my throat now, just holding. Caspian finally pulls back, pressing a surprisingly tender kiss to my inner thigh before looking up at me with dark satisfaction. "How do you feel?" He asks. I can't answer. Can't form coherent thoughts. Tears leak from my eyes, not from pain, but from the overwhelming sensation. "Shh, you did so well," Zavian soothes, turning my face toward his. He kisses away the tears. "Such a good girl for us." He is so gentle that I wonder where the man who would always bully me in school went. They shift me carefully, and suddenly Zavian is the one kneeling between my legs while Caspian takes his place behind me. "My turn," Zavian says, his voice dropping to that dangerous register. "Wait! I can't… no more…" Panic flares through the pleasure-haze. "Just one more," Zavian promises, his hands sliding up my trembling thighs. "Just let me taste you once, doll. Then we'll take you home." "Home?" I echo weakly. "Our home," Caspian clarifies from behind me, his arms wrapping around my waist to hold me steady. "You're staying with us tonight." I should protest. Should insist they take me to my apartment but then, Zavian's mouth finds me and rational thought becomes impossible. Where Caspian was thorough and demanding, Zavian is devastatingly gentle. His tongue moves with maddening precision, never rushing, just learning every sensitive spot. "So sweet," he murmurs against my flesh. "Like honey and sin." Caspian's hands cup my breasts, kneading gently while his mouth finds my neck. "That's it," he whispers. "Let him worship this pretty virgin pussy. Let him show you how good we can make you feel." I'm trembling again, climbing toward something that feels different and bigger, than the first two. "Please… Zavian… I can't…" "Yes, you can," he insists, his tongue circling my clit while one careful finger slides inside. "Come for me, Asena. Let me feel you fall apart on my tongue." The third orgasm breaks me completely. I sob openly as it crashes through me, longer and more intense than the others. My whole body convulses, and Caspian has to hold me upright while Zavian works me through every trembling aftershock. When Zavian finally pulls back, I'm boneless and shaking, completely wrecked. "Perfect," Zavian breathes, pressing kisses up my thigh. "Absolutely perfect." I can barely keep my eyes open. Everything feels heavy and distant. Caspian disappears briefly, returning with a bottle of water and a warm towel. "Drink," he orders gently, holding the bottle to my lips. I obey because I don't have the strength to argue. The water helps ground me slightly. Zavian cleans me with the towel, careful and thorough around my sensitive flesh, and the tenderness makes fresh tears leak from my eyes. "You did so well," he murmurs. "Such a good girl for us." They help me into my dress, though my legs shake so badly I can barely stand. I notice with distant awareness that they're both still fully clothed. Still hard. Still unsatisfied. "What about you?" I whisper. "Tonight was about you," Caspian says simply. "About showing you pleasure. About making you forget that bastard." "Did it work?" Zavian asks, though the satisfaction in his eyes says he knows the answer. I can barely remember Matteo's name. "Yes," I admit. "Good." Caspian lifts me easily into his arms. "Now we're taking you home." "I should go to my apartment…" "No," Zavian says firmly. "You're coming with us. You're in no condition to be alone tonight." I should protest. Should insist but I'm too exhausted, and some part of me doesn't want to be alone. So I let my head fall against Caspian's shoulder as they carry me out of the VIP room, through the still-pulsing club, and into the cool night air where a sleek black car waits. Caspian slides into the backseat with me still in his arms. Zavian takes the seat beside us. As the car glides through Vegas streets, Zavian's hand finds mine. "Sleep," he murmurs. "We've got you."56. SafeAsenaThe door closes softly behind Caspian. The sound is quiet and for several seconds, I simply stare at the empty doorway.He is gone. Just like that. My heart feels strangely hollow and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I know where he is going, maybe because no one has ever left to fight for me before or maybe because he says it so simply: "To bring your mother home." As if it is the most natural thing in the world. It's as if my pain is now his responsibility.I don't understand these men and I don't think I ever will.Silence settles over the room after he leaves. I lower my head and stare at my hands resting in my lap and they are trembling. I clench them together, hoping it will stop but it doesn't.A warm hand covers mine and I don't need to look up because I already know who it is: Zavian.He says nothing as his thumb simply brushes across my knuckles back and forth. He does it slowly and patiently.My vision blurs again."I don't understand," I whisper.His voi
55. What Cannot LoseCaspianFootsteps echo across the second-floor hallway and both Zavian and I look toward the staircase at the same time. For one hopeful second, I expect to see Asena. Instead, it is Maria, one of the younger maids. She pauses when she notices both of us staring at her."...Did I interrupt something?"I don't answer."Maria," I say quietly, "where is Miss Asena?"She blinks, "I... I thought she was with you, sir."Everything inside me goes still."What?""I saw her walk toward the back corridor a few minutes ago. I assumed she was meeting you."The purse almost slips from my hand again and I look at Zavian. He is already looking at me and neither of us speaks. We don't need to for we both have the same thought: she's gone.Without another word, Zavian reaches for the intercom mounted beside the staircase. His voice is calm."Edward."The reply comes immediately, "Yes, Mr. Hale?""Where is Miss Asena?"A pause, "I... don't know, sir.""Find her."No shouting, no pa
54. The Things She Doesn't SayCaspian'I don't like silence, not this kind. The mansion is usually quiet, but today the silence feels different. It's heavy like the walls themselves are waiting for something.Asena excuses herself after lunch, smiling apologetically as she sets her napkin beside her plate."I'll freshen up," she says softly.Zavian nods without looking up from the document in his hand."Take your time."She smiles again. Another one of those smiles, small and peaceful. The kind that never reaches her eyes."I won't be long."She disappears up the staircase and I watch until she vanishes around the corner. Only then do I realize I'm still staring.Zavian notices, "you've been doing that all afternoon," he says."I know.""You think something is wrong.""I don't think." I lean back in my chair. "I know."He doesn't argue because he knows it too. Neither of us says another word.Edward appears a few minutes later carrying a fresh pot of coffee. He begins clearing the ta
53. The Silence That Terrifies MeCaspian The deal finally closes just before noon and I hate that I didn't get to spend the night with Asena but it's all settled now. It was all worth it because it's all for her.I stare at the signed contracts spread across the conference table while the two shareholders reluctantly shake my hand. Money changes people but fear changes them even faster.It took weeks of negotiations and a mountain of evidence but none of it worked. But just enough pressure reminding them that betting against me is a poor business decision made them yield. Now the final shares are mine or rather, ours.Alessandro loses another piece of his empire today. I should feel satisfied but instead, I feel exhausted.I loosen my tie as I leave the building, rolling my shoulders to work out the stiffness that has settled there after a night without sleep. Dust clings stubbornly to my black shirt from one of the abandoned warehouses where the meeting begins, and when I climb int
52. Home Feels Too Much Like HomeAsenaI wake up slowly and for a few precious seconds, I don't remember where I am.The mattress beneath me is soft and the blanket is warm and this shouldn't be the hotel.A familiar scent lingers in the room, clean cedar mixed with expensive cologne, and before I even open my eyes, my heart already knows where I am: The Hale mansion.I blink against the morning light filtering through the curtains. The bedroom comes into focus little by little: the high ceiling, the dark wooden furniture, the enormous windows overlooking the gardens.I fell asleep here. I actually fell asleep while waiting for them.The memory returns in pieces: I came to return their card, to thank them and to tell them goodbye. Then… Nothing.I slowly push myself upright and the movement makes the blanket slide down my shoulders.I glance at my clothes… still the same ones from yesterday. Someone removed my shoes and a quiet warmth settles inside my chest.Only one person would th
51. Zavian I drive as if I'm being chased and I'm driving along the driveway to the estate in record time. The only thought that keeps ringing in my mind is the fact that Asena came back. Whatever the reason is, she came back.By the time I get to the door, the butler is already there waiting for me and it's all quiet.“Where is she?" I ask, already handing him my jacket.“She's asleep," he says in a whisper and I raise an eyebrow.“She refused to go up to your room and she fell asleep while waiting on the sofa," he says and I walk in slowly so as not to wake her.I think of the time it has taken me to get here and realise that she must be exhausted. For her to fall asleep that quick, I don't even want to think about what she must be going through."Did she eat anything?” I ask the butler and he points to the milk tea and snacks still on the coffee table. “She didn't touch anything,” he says. "She looked exhausted," he adds and I see pity in his eyes.Why did Richard have to do this
Asena Zavian smiles and touches his mouth to mine, then he does l some ninja move that has me flat on the mattress. I didn't even see what he did and I don't care. All I want is his lips on mine.On instinct, I wrap my arms around him like I'm going to fall, but when my pulse settles, I slide my h
AsenaI don't even make it to the main road. I thought that I had run away but it is as if they are playing with me.“Does it feel good to behave the way you are right now?" Zavian’s voice stops me in my tracks."Really , Asena?” Caspian adds."Why the fuck do you need to involve yourselves in ever
Asena At first, all I wanted was to run away. All I could think about was how I needed to put distance between me and the twins but right now, I am lying on the small hospital bed with one of them sucking on my clit and the other one kissing me and I am losing my mind. I can't think anymore. I do
Caspian We sit there looking at her as she fusses and talks to herself. It is as if she has forgotten that we are in the room with her.I look at my brother and we share that knowing look.“She seems to have a lot of energy for an injured person," I say and Zave nods in agreement.“I can't. I can'







