LOGIN"Little mouse thought she could run from us, but look at her now—spread open, begging, taking every inch like she was made for it." My toes curled as Caspian's deep octave sent shockwaves through my body. Zavian's hand wrapped around my throat, squeezing just enough to steal my breath. "Tell him how good it feels, pet. Tell him who owns this body now." *** I didn't mean to surrender to them, but I did. And one night of reckless abandon,born from heartbreak and humiliation, suddenly became my new addiction. It should have been nothing but a drunken mistake… but what happens when your biggest mistake refuses to let you go? When the men who once made you cry now make you scream their names in every hidden corner of the city… right under your ex-fiancé's nose? I should not crave them. I should not melt when Zavian's fingers dig into my hips while Caspian's mouth does sinful things between my thighs. I should not ache for the way they unravel me completely, turning me into a desperate, trembling mess who can't remember why she ever tried to resist… but I do. And they've made damn sure I understand that my body doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to them.
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I step out of the taxi and look at the huge building before me. My phone chimes with a new message. Suite 412. Can't wait to see you in the dress, babe. I press my phone against my chest, trying to calm the wild flutter in my heart. In three days, I’ll wed the love of my life. Matteo Russo. The bold letters “Bellagio Resort” glare at me, announcing my destination. Of course Matteo chose Bellagio for my dress fitting. Nothing but the best for his bride, he'd said when I suggested a less costly resort. Excitement bubbles inside me as I make my way to the reception. I give my name with what I hope is a confident smile. However,the receptionist’s expression shifts immediately and for a fleeting second, her professional mask cracks. She regains composure and pulls the keycard, handing it over to me. "Suite 412. Fourth floor." I nod, say my thanks and skip away. However, my mind replays that moment of shift, the pity I saw in their eyes. Not wanting to overthink, I push the thoughts away. The ride up the elevator is short and I find the earlier excitement flaring up again. The fourth-floor hallway stretches before me. My heels click against the carpet as I make my way to my suite. My ears catch something before I even reach the door. Voices. They are muffled but distinct. Followed by laughter, a familiar one. My heart begins to race and my hand trembles as I slide the key card into the slot. The door clicks open and I walk inside–quietly. The sitting room is empty, but the bedroom door is half closed. A giggle, followed by a moan. “God, yes, right there…" I should turn around and leave. I should pretend I never came here,but my feet seem to have a mind of their own. They carry me forward and I take one step. Then another until I am standing in the doorway. Then I see him. Matteo Russo, my boyfriend and now fiance. He is shirtless with his back to me. A woman lays beneath him on the bed, legs wrapped around his waist as he rams into her with reckless abandon. Her face is flushed with pleasure, dark hair fanned across the pillow. The woman turns her head, dark eyes meeting mine with unmistakable recognition and triumph. Sophia.My stepsister, wearing my wedding dress. The dress is hiked up around her waist with the lace I spent months choosing bunched and wrinkled and stained with… The musky smell of sex is heavy in the room making me feel nauseous. A gasp or is it a whimper escapes my lips at the scandalous sight before me. Sophia's head turns first, and when her eyes meet mine, she smiles. There's no shame or guilty in her smile, only victory. "Oh," she purrs, not even bothering to push Matteo away. "Look who finally showed up." Matteo pulls back slowly and pulls his briefs up, a scoff leaving his lips. “ This bitch is fast. I thought I’d cum before she gets here.” My eyes widen at the insult. The audacity! No apology? I even expected him to scramble to explain but I get insults instead? Sophia sits up slowly, deliberately, adjusting the bodice of what's supposed to be my dress. “ Matteo…” I croak out, the name tasting bitter on my lips. “ What's the meaning of this?” I don't know why I even bother asking. Isn’t it clear as day what's happening? "It's exactly what it looks like,dumbass."Sophia replies, running her hands down the lace. “ I have to say, this dress is really stunning. Asena, for once I can acknowledge that you have great taste.” She sneers. I stumble backward, my back hitting the doorframe hard enough to bruise but the pain barely registers. “ How long?” I whisper. “ How long have you been screwing behind my back?” "How long?" Sophia tilts her head, seemingly in thought. “ Mat,honey, when did we start this? Was it before or after the engagement party?" "Before," Matteo mutters, and that single word destroys me. What a fool I am. While I was planning our wedding, Matteo was busy fucking with my step sister? "Why?" My voice comes out barely a whisper. Matteo finally looks at me and there is no guilt in his eyes. All I see in those bottomless orbs I used to love so much is irritation. "You really want to do this now?" He mocks. "Because you wouldn't satisfy me!" He declares. "Jesus Christ, Asena, we have been together for two fucking years and you won't even let me touch you. What kind of woman does that?" The words hit me like a physical blow and I actually stagger. "A frigid one," Sophia chimes in. She examines her nails now, completely unbothered. "That's what he calls you when we are in bed. Says his frigid little fiancée kisses like a dead fish." Dead fish. The word feels like a slap to the face. The room tilts and I grip the doorframe so hard my knuckles go white. "I tried to be patient," Matteo continues, yanking his shirt on. “I thought you would open up, that you would relax eventually. But you never did. Every time I tried to take things further, you'd freeze up or make some excuse. Do you have any idea how humiliating that is? Having a girlfriend who acts like I am assaulting her every time I try to kiss her properly?" "I didn't..I was just…" I trail off,unable to finish the sentence. I can't explain that I was scared, that I wanted to wait, that I thought he understood. "You're pathetic," Sophia says, getting up from the bed. The dress pools at her feet when she stands. “You have always been pathetic, Asena. You can't keep a man because you don't know how to be a woman," She continues, stepping closer. “You walk around with this innocent act, but it's not innocence, Asena. It's incompetence. You don't know how to kiss or dress. You don't know how to make a man want you. Hell, I bet you don't even know what an orgasm feels like." My face burns with humiliation as the reality of that truth slams into me. At 22, I have done almost everything apart from sleeping with anyone. "Every time you kissed me, I had to think about someone else to get through it," Matteo adds. That statement shatters something inside me. It's even more humiliating than being cheated on "You are not enough,Asena.You'll never be enough, not for Matteo or any other man. "Stop!" I cry, my voice breaking completely. "I'm going to take everything from you,Asena.” Sophia roars. “ I made it my mission to take everything you think you have, everything you think you deserve. I'm going to rip it away piece by piece. Matteo is just the beginning." The hatred on her face is unconcealed. We have always had our differences but I never thought she would ruin my life like this. “I can't stand watching you be happy. I can't stand watching you smile and pretend like you have actually earned anything in your pathetic little life." She continues. My tears sting but I push them back. I am already this humiliated, I won't give them the satisfaction of seeing me break down. "Why would you do this to me? I ask. " I have never done anything to you…" "Your existence is my nemesis.” Sophia snaps, an ugly look on her face. “ If it weren't for you and your bitch mother, I wouldn't have been called a bastard all my life. My mother wouldn't be called the other woman.” Matteo finishes buttoning his shirt. “ I think we are done here. The engagement is off. You can keep the ring if you want.Consider it as payment for being a decent placeholder until I found someone actually worth my time." Matteo announces. Placeholder. That's actually what he took me for all these years. “ Unless you want to watch as your ex boyfriend gives me an orgasm, I suggest you leave.” Sophia says with a playful smile. I don't wait for more. I turn around and run. I stumble out of the suit and rush down the stairs. I burst out into the lobby, and everyone turns to look. The clerks at the desk and the others lodging stare at my tear-streaked face, my running mascara, my obvious devastation.56. SafeAsenaThe door closes softly behind Caspian. The sound is quiet and for several seconds, I simply stare at the empty doorway.He is gone. Just like that. My heart feels strangely hollow and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I know where he is going, maybe because no one has ever left to fight for me before or maybe because he says it so simply: "To bring your mother home." As if it is the most natural thing in the world. It's as if my pain is now his responsibility.I don't understand these men and I don't think I ever will.Silence settles over the room after he leaves. I lower my head and stare at my hands resting in my lap and they are trembling. I clench them together, hoping it will stop but it doesn't.A warm hand covers mine and I don't need to look up because I already know who it is: Zavian.He says nothing as his thumb simply brushes across my knuckles back and forth. He does it slowly and patiently.My vision blurs again."I don't understand," I whisper.His voi
55. What Cannot LoseCaspianFootsteps echo across the second-floor hallway and both Zavian and I look toward the staircase at the same time. For one hopeful second, I expect to see Asena. Instead, it is Maria, one of the younger maids. She pauses when she notices both of us staring at her."...Did I interrupt something?"I don't answer."Maria," I say quietly, "where is Miss Asena?"She blinks, "I... I thought she was with you, sir."Everything inside me goes still."What?""I saw her walk toward the back corridor a few minutes ago. I assumed she was meeting you."The purse almost slips from my hand again and I look at Zavian. He is already looking at me and neither of us speaks. We don't need to for we both have the same thought: she's gone.Without another word, Zavian reaches for the intercom mounted beside the staircase. His voice is calm."Edward."The reply comes immediately, "Yes, Mr. Hale?""Where is Miss Asena?"A pause, "I... don't know, sir.""Find her."No shouting, no pa
54. The Things She Doesn't SayCaspian'I don't like silence, not this kind. The mansion is usually quiet, but today the silence feels different. It's heavy like the walls themselves are waiting for something.Asena excuses herself after lunch, smiling apologetically as she sets her napkin beside her plate."I'll freshen up," she says softly.Zavian nods without looking up from the document in his hand."Take your time."She smiles again. Another one of those smiles, small and peaceful. The kind that never reaches her eyes."I won't be long."She disappears up the staircase and I watch until she vanishes around the corner. Only then do I realize I'm still staring.Zavian notices, "you've been doing that all afternoon," he says."I know.""You think something is wrong.""I don't think." I lean back in my chair. "I know."He doesn't argue because he knows it too. Neither of us says another word.Edward appears a few minutes later carrying a fresh pot of coffee. He begins clearing the ta
53. The Silence That Terrifies MeCaspian The deal finally closes just before noon and I hate that I didn't get to spend the night with Asena but it's all settled now. It was all worth it because it's all for her.I stare at the signed contracts spread across the conference table while the two shareholders reluctantly shake my hand. Money changes people but fear changes them even faster.It took weeks of negotiations and a mountain of evidence but none of it worked. But just enough pressure reminding them that betting against me is a poor business decision made them yield. Now the final shares are mine or rather, ours.Alessandro loses another piece of his empire today. I should feel satisfied but instead, I feel exhausted.I loosen my tie as I leave the building, rolling my shoulders to work out the stiffness that has settled there after a night without sleep. Dust clings stubbornly to my black shirt from one of the abandoned warehouses where the meeting begins, and when I climb int
49. Caspian “What did you say?" I asked my right as he read the report for me.We were still in Zavian's office and had been waiting.I didn't understand Asena. She knew that her father hated her. She knew that Victoria and Sophia would never accept her but she still went back to that house.Even
47. AsenaI don't remember leaving the house. One moment I am standing in the living room staring at my father, trying to understand how a man can smile while destroying his own daughter, and the next I am outside.I am walking, breathing and existing… somehow.The world around me moves normally bu
46. AsenaI don't know why I came.The entire taxi drive to my father's house, I asked myself that question over and over again.Why?Why do I even answer his calls?Why do I still listen when he commands me?Why does one word from him still make my stomach twist into knots?I am twenty-four years
45. CaspianThe mansion feels wrong without Asena.I am angry and pissed at everyone and everything for no apparent reason. I didn't realize how much space one woman had occupied until she left.Now everything in our room and in the house reminds me of Asena; the breakfast table where she argued w


















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