LOGINAsena
After running from the hotel, broken and shamed, I walk aimlessly around the city. I should have gone home and figured out how to return four hundred invitations, cancel a venue and explain to everyone that there was going to be no wedding. Instead, I stumbled into this place that reeks of alcohol, sin and latex. Maybe I should have figured out how to make Matteo and Sophia pay but… it wasn't the first time she did this to me and our parents were always on her side and so, what was the point of throwing a tantrum when I would end up at fault? I didn't even know where I was going until I found myself in a club. It's the kind of place I would never have stepped foot into but tonight… …tonight I'm not me anymore, am I? Tonight, I just want to wash away my humiliation with alcohol and then go back to my apartment and sleep my sorrows away before I face the world again. I take another sip of my drink, the room tilting around me. I slam the empty glass on the marble table and tap it twice. "You want another?" The bartender asks, cutting through my spiral. I nod even though my vision is swimming. I just want to be wasted and numb. He lifts a brow. "Easy on that drink. You're already drunk." "Your work is to serve me, that's what I'm paying for. I don't need your advice," I snap, venting my frustration at the wrong person. He gives me a look that says "'ve seen a hundred broken girls like you", then silently refills my glass. The room tilts slightly when I reach for it, and I grip the bar counter to steady myself. That's when I hear it. "Hey there, beautiful." I turn, too fast, and nearly knock into him. An older man stands far too close, wearing a lecherous smile that makes bile rise in my throat. His eyes drag down my body like I'm something on a menu. He reaches for my waist. Instinct takes over and I push him away. "Back off, bastard!" I growl. His expression tightens before twisting into a grin again. "Don't be a tease. You're dressed like you want attention and drinking like you want to forget something. I'm offering to help with both." So he's been watching me. Waiting. Seeing the perfect prey. He grabs my shoulders and yanks me toward him. I wrench away, stumbling, almost falling. "Stay away from me or I'll scream!" He laughs, low and mean. "Go ahead. No one here cares." Panic claws up my spine. Fight or flight… but fight has never been my strength. So I run, staggering. I push through the crowd blindly, knocking into bodies, ignoring curses thrown my way. "Hey!" He shouts behind me. "Where are you going? Don't be a bitch, whore!" His voice trails after me as I weave deeper into the club. Neon lights fade behind me, replaced by a dim hallway lined with doors. I grab the nearest handle, shove the door open, and slip inside. Slam it shut. Lock it. My chest heaves. I press my back against the wood, willing my heartbeat to slow. Footsteps pass outside. Only when they fade does the breath finally leave me in a shaky exhale. Safe. I'm safe. I turn… and freeze. My eyes widen dramatically at the sight before me. A woman kneels between two men I would recognize even after decades. Caspian Hale and Zavian Hale. My bullies. The ones who called me little Mouse and made me feel like nothing. Caspian head is thrown back as the woman takes his length in her mouth. Her hand is wrapped around Zavian's cock while his palm covers her breast, squeezing. Caspian’s hand is wrapped around her throat, the sight looking like a bondage scene from that film I secretly watched a few days ago. She screams when Caspian thrusts deep inside her mouth and something hot coils tight in my belly. I can't look away even when every logical cell in my body is screaming to. I clench my thighs together, my breath hitching. Heat pulses between my legs, foreign and unwelcome and… wrong. I can't help but wonder if this is what Matteo wanted? This wild thing I don't know how to be? Zavian lifts his head and his eyes lock on mine. His lips curl into a small deliberate smile. "Asena?" His voice sounds rough and amused. "Are you going to stand there watching all night, or do you want to join?" My face burns with shame– shame of being caught staring at something dirty and unable to look away. Caspian turns, smirking. "Cute. I didn't think little Mouse had it in her. Who knew she liked to watch?" His words send both delicious and shameful tremors straight to my core. Oh God! "I… I didn't mean to. I thought this was the bathroom. I'm leaving…" Zavian is the first to pull away and I watch as he shamelessly pushes back his junk before zipping his trousers. The woman releases Caspian's cock with a flop and he smacks her ass, another moan slipping past her lips. The woman collects payment from Zavian and slips past me, the door clicking shut behind her. I'm alone with them. "Leaving?" Caspian rises slowly, wiping his hands and steps closer. Zavian follows. That's when my mind sounds warning bells. I grab the door handle and twist, desperate to flee, desperate to create distance between me and my tormentors. But nothing happens. The door is locked. I turn to face the two smirking men approaching me with predatory gazes. “ You want to run away, little Mouse? Wanna play hide and seek?” Zavian asks, amused. He seems to be enjoying this too much when I am nothing but a bundle of nerves. "Please let me go," I whisper. Caspian's hand slams beside my head, his heat blanketing my back. I smell the masculine energy radiating from him. Our gazes meet and the look on his eyes steals my breath away. I try to escape but Zavian blocks my front, towering over me. "Where do you think you're going, Asena?" Caspian murmurs against my ear. My body trembles, something reckless coiling deep in my stomach. “ Running away after interrupting our fun? Asena, how will you compensate us?”56. SafeAsenaThe door closes softly behind Caspian. The sound is quiet and for several seconds, I simply stare at the empty doorway.He is gone. Just like that. My heart feels strangely hollow and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I know where he is going, maybe because no one has ever left to fight for me before or maybe because he says it so simply: "To bring your mother home." As if it is the most natural thing in the world. It's as if my pain is now his responsibility.I don't understand these men and I don't think I ever will.Silence settles over the room after he leaves. I lower my head and stare at my hands resting in my lap and they are trembling. I clench them together, hoping it will stop but it doesn't.A warm hand covers mine and I don't need to look up because I already know who it is: Zavian.He says nothing as his thumb simply brushes across my knuckles back and forth. He does it slowly and patiently.My vision blurs again."I don't understand," I whisper.His voi
55. What Cannot LoseCaspianFootsteps echo across the second-floor hallway and both Zavian and I look toward the staircase at the same time. For one hopeful second, I expect to see Asena. Instead, it is Maria, one of the younger maids. She pauses when she notices both of us staring at her."...Did I interrupt something?"I don't answer."Maria," I say quietly, "where is Miss Asena?"She blinks, "I... I thought she was with you, sir."Everything inside me goes still."What?""I saw her walk toward the back corridor a few minutes ago. I assumed she was meeting you."The purse almost slips from my hand again and I look at Zavian. He is already looking at me and neither of us speaks. We don't need to for we both have the same thought: she's gone.Without another word, Zavian reaches for the intercom mounted beside the staircase. His voice is calm."Edward."The reply comes immediately, "Yes, Mr. Hale?""Where is Miss Asena?"A pause, "I... don't know, sir.""Find her."No shouting, no pa
54. The Things She Doesn't SayCaspian'I don't like silence, not this kind. The mansion is usually quiet, but today the silence feels different. It's heavy like the walls themselves are waiting for something.Asena excuses herself after lunch, smiling apologetically as she sets her napkin beside her plate."I'll freshen up," she says softly.Zavian nods without looking up from the document in his hand."Take your time."She smiles again. Another one of those smiles, small and peaceful. The kind that never reaches her eyes."I won't be long."She disappears up the staircase and I watch until she vanishes around the corner. Only then do I realize I'm still staring.Zavian notices, "you've been doing that all afternoon," he says."I know.""You think something is wrong.""I don't think." I lean back in my chair. "I know."He doesn't argue because he knows it too. Neither of us says another word.Edward appears a few minutes later carrying a fresh pot of coffee. He begins clearing the ta
53. The Silence That Terrifies MeCaspian The deal finally closes just before noon and I hate that I didn't get to spend the night with Asena but it's all settled now. It was all worth it because it's all for her.I stare at the signed contracts spread across the conference table while the two shareholders reluctantly shake my hand. Money changes people but fear changes them even faster.It took weeks of negotiations and a mountain of evidence but none of it worked. But just enough pressure reminding them that betting against me is a poor business decision made them yield. Now the final shares are mine or rather, ours.Alessandro loses another piece of his empire today. I should feel satisfied but instead, I feel exhausted.I loosen my tie as I leave the building, rolling my shoulders to work out the stiffness that has settled there after a night without sleep. Dust clings stubbornly to my black shirt from one of the abandoned warehouses where the meeting begins, and when I climb int
52. Home Feels Too Much Like HomeAsenaI wake up slowly and for a few precious seconds, I don't remember where I am.The mattress beneath me is soft and the blanket is warm and this shouldn't be the hotel.A familiar scent lingers in the room, clean cedar mixed with expensive cologne, and before I even open my eyes, my heart already knows where I am: The Hale mansion.I blink against the morning light filtering through the curtains. The bedroom comes into focus little by little: the high ceiling, the dark wooden furniture, the enormous windows overlooking the gardens.I fell asleep here. I actually fell asleep while waiting for them.The memory returns in pieces: I came to return their card, to thank them and to tell them goodbye. Then… Nothing.I slowly push myself upright and the movement makes the blanket slide down my shoulders.I glance at my clothes… still the same ones from yesterday. Someone removed my shoes and a quiet warmth settles inside my chest.Only one person would th
51. Zavian I drive as if I'm being chased and I'm driving along the driveway to the estate in record time. The only thought that keeps ringing in my mind is the fact that Asena came back. Whatever the reason is, she came back.By the time I get to the door, the butler is already there waiting for me and it's all quiet.“Where is she?" I ask, already handing him my jacket.“She's asleep," he says in a whisper and I raise an eyebrow.“She refused to go up to your room and she fell asleep while waiting on the sofa," he says and I walk in slowly so as not to wake her.I think of the time it has taken me to get here and realise that she must be exhausted. For her to fall asleep that quick, I don't even want to think about what she must be going through."Did she eat anything?” I ask the butler and he points to the milk tea and snacks still on the coffee table. “She didn't touch anything,” he says. "She looked exhausted," he adds and I see pity in his eyes.Why did Richard have to do this
49. Caspian “What did you say?" I asked my right as he read the report for me.We were still in Zavian's office and had been waiting.I didn't understand Asena. She knew that her father hated her. She knew that Victoria and Sophia would never accept her but she still went back to that house.Even
47. AsenaI don't remember leaving the house. One moment I am standing in the living room staring at my father, trying to understand how a man can smile while destroying his own daughter, and the next I am outside.I am walking, breathing and existing… somehow.The world around me moves normally bu
46. AsenaI don't know why I came.The entire taxi drive to my father's house, I asked myself that question over and over again.Why?Why do I even answer his calls?Why do I still listen when he commands me?Why does one word from him still make my stomach twist into knots?I am twenty-four years
45. CaspianThe mansion feels wrong without Asena.I am angry and pissed at everyone and everything for no apparent reason. I didn't realize how much space one woman had occupied until she left.Now everything in our room and in the house reminds me of Asena; the breakfast table where she argued w







