The Butterfly Effect のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

Alex’s POV “Get out” I yelled at this bitch, frustrated. It seems she was happy with the fact Jo walked in on us. Who does she think she is, just because we had some fun, I would run back to her arms? It’s not even that attractive or good in bed… I sighed pushing Ashley away.I pulled on my pants and I went running after Jo. How the hell I could be so stupid? Why I never thought that I could lose her?I should have known at some point Jo was going to catch me or find out I was sleeping around.I honestly thought that Sam was going to be the one to tell Jo about my extracurricular activities, but after the encounter at Olivia’s party I realized I was safe. Sam carried to much of Jo to break her heart. 

 Alex’s POV “You get out” I growled at Ashley who was half naked laying on my couch.“But Alex”, she said pouting her lips. “I said Get out.” I was annoyed, hurt and I didn’t care about her. “Kat if you don’t see Ashley coming out in two minutes please call security to throw her out” I told Kat while I was leaving my office.I had to go so I don’t do anything stupid. I was nervous at Kat because she didn’t stopped Jo, I was upset at Ashley because she turned me on, but I think the person I was most angry at it was me. I was so weak and stupid.When I got back to my office I saw a file placed on my desk. I was about to open it when Kat came in and placed a small box with a card on my desk.

Jo’s POVI decided to go home earlier that I told Lily. Seeing Alex at the press conference made me realize that it doesn’t matter how much I am trying to hide and how much he hurt me, my heart still beats for him.Last night when I called her and asked her to be Alex shadow, in case he might need JJ Consulting, she asked me why I am not coming back. I told her I was still in love with him and I couldn’t handle seeing him after so long on something so important like the press conference.  She seemed to understand me but she made me promise to come back to the city and take it slow.As I entered my apartment my heart skipped a beat. Every corner in here reminds me of Alex. I wiped my tears and went to the bedroom. Every trace of him has been erased but not the memories…I don’t know how I will let him go, but I have to. It’s for the best.&ldquo

Jo’s POV I was in my office looking at the sky. I could never get enough of this view. It’s like I can walk between the clouds, able to touch them. I feel so powerful and yet so weak…I have everything I could possibly want yet I don’t have him.A knock on the door brought me back from whatever I was dreaming.“Jo, you got a package” Lily said placing  a small box on top of my desk, “and don’t forget you have a massage appointment at 6” she continued with a smirk.“It has no sender name” I voice out “Do we know who sent it?” I added curiously.“Actually, No. It was left at the entrance for you.” Lily replied soft

Jo’s POV“You don’t like Alex to much, do you?” I asked curiously.“Is it that obvious?” Carter replied made me laugh. “Kind of… yeah” I answered smiling. “Can I ask you why, I mean I know it’s not my business..” I said trying to hide my curiosity.After looking at me for a moment, Carter shrugged his shoulders. “Alex and I, know each other since middle school. We were always into the same things, like photography, cars, basketball, law school, we even liked the same girls.” Carter said smiling. “So to get whatever we wanted, we had to compete against each other.” Carter added softly.“So why are you guys not friends, I mean since you have so much in common” I as