Ugly and insecure? のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

Elena pov"Vince , I have told you several times to stop doing this" I tell him in a whisper not wanting any other person to perhaps hear us."Come on Elena , I am just tired of all this. Why are you treated Like this ?" He says angrily trying as much as he can to control his anger. He has always confronted each person who tries to treat me bad. He is my saviour and at the same time best friend. Whenever he is around, I feel abit protected and he happens to be my parent's favorite child. They love him so much." I know, but you just need to disappear before any one can find you here " I go on to tell him in a whisper as I collect the last eggs. Vince being vince, he never goes by what I tell him. He always insists and in the end he doesn't go away even if I  to send him off. I then see that all my attempts are rather fruitless so the best thing is leave him and go back to doing my work. We together collect the remaining eggs putting them into the baskets ca

Elena povI could hear noises Coming through but I could not tell what exactly they were . I tried opening my eyes several times to see what was taking place but I just could not.I felt so exhausted."She is so evil""She is a devils incarnate"." I have always told you to get rid of her " I still could hear the voices biy my eyes are so exhausted and don't feel like opening. I feel coldness all over me. Am I dead? I wonder. That could be great if I was dead. That could mean that I am now free and will not have anyone torturing mW." wake up you bitch !" Then some one kicked me so hard in the rids making me cry out due to the sharp pain that I feel. Wait  , what is wrong with me? When I try to stand up, I just can't I feel my whole body "broken" . I feel so much pain. I open my eyes and before me is my my mom, sister Alexis and Lance. When I look at him, memories of what happened last night come back to me. Lance told me to meet h

Elena Pov.I sat on Vince's bed not knowing what exactly to do or think any more. I have been sitting here for the last number of hours since I found out about the death of Vincent. I didn't give a damn any more about other people in the house could say. Even if it meant insulting me like they usually do, I don't care any more. I was holding a photo of Vincent that is always on the side of his bed. With that smile that never left his face. The most jolly person that I know.I cannot help but imagine about how my Vincent perished in that damn accident. It is said the cab he was riding in got into an accident that didn't leave him( Vincent ) and the driver . He was only a few meters to the hospital where he had done his internship. How I wish I was there to give him one more hug..at least the last hug until we meet again. How could I not. If it was not for that Lance who tried to rape me , he could perhaps be alive. Tears roll down my eyes as I

Elena pov. I could feel like I was tearing out. Everything felt so disgusting. He was using the whole force onto me.I don't know but it felt like he was punishing me. I would feel his sweat and then I felt his liquid flowing into me and that is the last I knew before I lost my consciousness. I would see Vincent beckoning me-wait then I saw another Vincent , one was beckoning me to go near him while the other was telling me to go way. I looked so confused one telling me to go near while the other was pushing me away. It was losing all the energy that I had left. I tried moving from side to side each one of them pulling me from one side ..then I could hear some voices  . I tried as much as I could to open my eyes but it was so hard for me .Then I started  feeling general body weakness. My whole body was hurting me. Slowly by slowly the voices begin reducing. Then I finally opened my eyes  .This place seemed so new. I have never seen this place in my whole life.

Elena pov To say that I was eager is an understatement. I was so happy and excited that I was finally going to work and able to provide for the woman who has been there for me when no one even cared about me. She was there when everyone else saw me as a complete nobody.We had finally moved to the city. Just a ten minute walk from where I was to work.we got a better apartment though not expensive.. Just comfortable and sure it will be in my salary  range of USD 500. To some extent I thought this was pure luck for me to get such ajob. Though life is kind of expensive here, we will be able to survive alongside provide for my sick mom."Did you even have any sleep last night ?" Mom says as she goes through finding me in the kitchen preparing breakfast. "I just could not contain my happiness mom" I say as I turn to give her a sudden hug taking her by surprise. I have grown so fond of this woman the last couple of months."Oh my God, El