Lahat ng Kabanata ng Falling for my dad's surrogate : Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

***ESTHER*** He grabs one of my hand and place it on his wet shoulder. I don’t know why did he even do that but that was the thing that I want to do the most right. I gulp the lump of saliva formed on my throat as his head starts to lean closer to me. Is he going to kiss me? I guess he is. My heart thumps out louder as I hear it in my ears. God damn! This silly heart. Will you please stop beating like that? You’re so fast and erratic right now. Will you please control yourself? I try to breathe in and act as normal as possible. His face comes closer and leans towards my ear. “Why are you here Esther? What do you need?” he whispers in my ear. Trust me, that slow and damn sexy voice of his is doing nothing helpful except adding fuel to the desire I am having right now. He knows! He surely knows what I am thinking right now and he is just teasing me right now. “I… I… was here to deliver something to you,” I stutter as I say that. His face is still beside my ear and he hasn’t moved

***ESTHER***Gathering up the little courage, I have when I see her, I try to call her but the voice wouldn’t come out of my lips at all. Would she think me I am cheater when she knows about my relationship with Caden? Will she be able to handle it?I never meant to cheat on her, I never meant. And that wasn’t cheating at all. I met Caden before meeting her. And I knew her just because of Caden. She was never meant to be my friend. She was close to me just because she wanted me to be the messenger between me and Caden. And that’s how maybe our relationships are ruined.She thought only about her, not about Caden, not about me. She never asked me whether I wanted to help her or not. She just enforced her decisions on me always. If she was friend, she would have tried to read my emotions but she never did. I guess, it’s useless to think about her.She glares her eyes to me and walks away from me. Well! As expected, we don’t talk and instead we just avoid each other. I am grateful that w

***ESTHER***None of the students could look into my eyes now. They are all trying to do whatever they want to do except the one who is lean and thin.She stands in front of me and keeps on displaying her well-painted nails in front of me."So, you seem good in academics. Maybe too good. But that doesn't make you deserving of Caden. I have been eyeing him since the day I have seen him at the Fresher's party. So, you cannot just take him away from me. I won't give up in any case. Do you understand?" she spins around dramatically and moves away from it.Well! I have to meet another version of Natalie now. There might be even more. I guess they should meet each other instead of meeting me. They would have some unworthy fights with each other.I just care less about her and move out of the class hurriedly. I need to find him. I need to find Caden right now.I call his phone but the same again. He isn't picking up. I don't know what's wrong with him.Why the hell isn't he picking up the ph

***ESTHER***He is grabbing my hands so tightly right now. I don’t know but there is strange fear on his face which is almost impossible for me to comprehend. I don’t know why are we running like this? I want to ask him but I think it’s not right time to ask him question to him right now. So, we just run.He pulls me inside a narrow alley in between two walls and we both hide between them. He is a tall guy with broad shoulders. He is hiding me behind his gigantic body.“Shhh…,” he shushes me while pointing his index finger on his lips. His eyes clearly tells me that I shouldn’t produce any sounds at all. I obey his silent order. We stay like that for a while, without any chats, without single voice of ours.This has never happened till now. The thing that we are together and loving each other and not talking with each other. Only the swift sound of floating air and our breaths are audible right now.“Let’s go,” I finally hear another word from his mouth but that word is also just a co

***ESTHER***"You," his voice softens as he says that. I don't understand his sudden change of expression on his face. "Leave him, please. Let him go," I say as I look at Caden. He is stepping on his stomach and I can't help but cry when I see his step in Caden's body. Seeing him like that makes me infuriated. So, I push him away in rage and hold Caden's body. "Caden! Look at me!" I tap on his face and try waking him up. He faintly looks at my face time and again and closes his eyes. "No! No! No! Caden, you can't do that. Please wake up," I say but he closes his eyes again. How much strong is this man that Caden is so much weak right now? "Let's go," I hear the leader's voice. I look at his face all of a sudden. Did he say to go. I look at his face which is still watching me without a pause. I couldn't stop but look at his face with amazement for a while but the words he says after that shocks me more. "Call the ambulance for them and if someone asks what happened, tell them t