Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Rejected Substitute Mate.: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

Sofia's POV.Unedited. I sighed and closed my eyes,strangely I couldn't sleep. I was still guilty about the blanket thing, why were all these little things bothering me?. It was sincerely becoming annoying and stupid. Martinez rejected me without thinking twice about my feelings or the pain he had put me through then he challenged me in a duel to death. I shouldn't feel bad for such a person. I had always had these strange feelings for Martinez. It wasn't absolute hate but it wasn't love either. I was becoming more and more confused, it was like all my memories and emotions were all muddled up and I could decipher any of my present feelings. I was weirdly drawn to the person I detested the most in this world. I had this stupid feeling when he got close to me and I really liked each second of it but I wasn't willing to acknowledge it. I was convincing myself to hate him but deep down I was entertaining other thoughts which weren't related to hate. I had to really know what happe

Sofia's POV.I stared into his eyes and saw this despair and hurt. Why was he feeling hurt when he was the first to reject me and leave me in such a heart broken state?. I had my purpose for not chasing after him when he came and it was because my father needed me. He had no one to take care of the pack affairs at that time and without me the pack would have been in chaos. I was his daughter for a purpose and proving not only worth but being of assistance to him was of utmost importance. He was more important than my mate and I had to make that sacrifice. "W-why?" "My father needed me and I had no choice but to mask my scent. That was why I ignored you and acted like you didn't exist but I hadn't expected you to take my cousin instead. You never came or asked my reasons but jumped to conclusions on your own" I replied with tears welling up in my eyes. I was supposed to feel nothing but why was I wistful now?. "Sofia, you ignored me. What did you expect me to think?" "You should

Sofia's POV. My hands went to my neck as I continued struggling to free myself but it was impossible to release myself from something I couldn't see.The worst part was the nonsense she continued spewing about powers that I was unaware of. I wondered why they tried killing me at first but then they had all the opportunities to kill me the time I was with Martinez or did they think I was dead. They were supernatural powers but I couldn't recognize them from any of the books which I had read, none of them described these creatures or was that specific book hidden from me. I was certain that they were not speaking of my werewolf powers, there were a lot of werewolves to kill, like the Alpha Jose for instance deserved to die. They would prefer killing good people instead of evil? Why would they think of killing someone exactly like them?. My face was reddening and I was having difficulty breathing. I tried to use my wolf powers to struggle my way out of the strong grip but it was futi

Author's POV. That thought made Sofia extremely agitated, she parted the hug with Freya. "I am sorry for not telling you earlier about this but it wasn't in my place to speak about it. Martinez wanted to tell you but he decided that you should remember on your own.. He didn't want to cause you any harm or damage" Freya said and wiped away her tears with her thumb. "The damage had been done, many times I wondered why I had those strange feelings for him and why my heart always palpitate anytime I got close to him. I was distorted and he never spoke a word or explained anything to me" Sofia cried out in exasperation. "I am so confused, my mate should be the only male in my thoughts but oddly, I am thinking of Martinez who I can't get out of my mind especially now that I remember" Sofia muttered with tears trickling down her cheeks. "Sofia, that's enough" Freya urged me to stop whimpering but she couldn't. "My life has always been complicated and there hasn't been a time when I att

Author's POV. They actually belonged to a coven and they have been searching for someone like Sofia for a long time. The one that had such a power was her mother who had thought that she had completely wiped them away but she was wrong. Some of them escaped and formed another coven in the Crimson pack but a curse was placed on them as punishment restricting them to a particular place and that was why they couldn't attack Sofia when she had lost her memories.They couldn't hand her over to another coven because they might take advantage of their curse and have her to themselves. That loss couldn't be afforded. Sofia was a half witch and a half werewolf, she had powers but still hadn't discovered that powerful side of her and they were prepared to use her ignorance to their advantage. They were not interested in stealing her powers at first but killing her and ending whatever threat she could become but then the plans changed. Last time, a witch had gone to kill her but wasn't sent