Lahat ng Kabanata ng Beyond the Guilty Pleasure: Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

Amber's POV...At the middle of the night, my body suddenly got awaken and I started sweating hard. My body was feeling hot suddenly and I needed water, but there was no one, not even nurses around. My eyes were flickered open and I tried to move, but I couldn't. My lower region was paining badly and honestly I was afraid to check out where it was hurt. Honestly, when Ethan told me about the baby thing, the ground slipped from my feets. My heart was still paining with the loss. This could have been the most beautiful moment of my life but God didn't let me feel it. Being a mother is a dream of every girl and that too with the person you love the most in the world, but I been unlucky. I lost my parents and lost my baby too. My brother don't trust me anymore. So, I am abandoned. I tried to move my body but whince as a sharp pain felt on my spine, making my eyes filled with tears. I don't know what was much. The physical pain or the mental agony. My body might recover in some times but

Amber's POV... I stared at Ethan leaving me alone with Noah and I sighed in defeat. My heart was wrenching hearing his words, his words feel so cold and painful. He has lost his trust in everyone including me. I don’t want him to turn into stone, I want him to hold emotions and be happy like he was before. Seeing him sad pain me as well, losing my child pain me as well, after all I am the mother. It was my child, a part of my body. Ethan wasn't ready to listen to me, I understood that. "Sister; you shouldn't worry, he won't leave you, I know him," Noah said and I looked at my brother, and send a bitter smile to him. Only if he know that Ethan has already left. "I wish, but it is so late brother," I told to him and he smile to me. He stood on my feet, I didn’t observed but he was kneeling for a long time now, he was asking for forgiveness. I know Ethan was right, forgiveness is difficult and honestly, I haven't forgiven him fully but I can't let my brother go in darkness it will ru

Amber’s POV..."I am sorry, we didn’t want to worry you," I said and she didn't let me be alone. She kept on talking with me lighting my mood as she talk about her experiences. Martha made coffee for us while we were chattering. "Mom," Ethan screamed in surprise seeing his mother. Dua has raised Ethan beautifully. Both mother and son was equally good looking and charmer. They both got dimples. Dua has turned slight old but she don't seem to be old. She was very pretty for her age. He entered inside hastily and hugged his mother. I smiled seeing the duo, after so many days, I have seen him happy. He was smile and I can tell it was his genuine smile. I was starving to see him smile. If Dua's arrival make him happy. I was happy as well along with them. "When did you arrived?" He said out of excitement, while holding his mother. I stared at both of them. "I came when my daughter was sleeping, I didn’t expect this from you, Ethan, you should have told me all, which you didn't," she sa

Amber's POV... "Why didn't you tell me about the pain?" He questioned me softly enough to melt my heart. "Uhmm...I don't want to worry you, and I will be well after sometime," I said to him and he was looking me curious. "Really?" He questioned me lifting his eyebrows. "Yes, really," I said giving him surety. I was happy that he was being gentle. I was active naive that I thought, he might judge me but I shouldn't forget that he is my best friend too before my love. He understands me without any judgement or opinion. "Will you sleep with me?" I asked him and he was looking confusing. He stared at me for a quality time and shook his head. "Sleeping with you, might hurt you," he uttered and I took a deep breath. "No, sleeping with me won't hurt me but sleeping without me will definitely do," I said and he took a deep breath, looking perplexed to me. I was sitting naked before him, every part of my body was exposed even my heart. "If sleeping with you won't hurt you, I can sleep

I know I am providing very short chapters these days as I am little busy and I am sorry for that. This chapter is short as well but I promise, after this you all will get long chapters as my exams are going on. So I am kind of busy there. This chapter contains mature content. Ethan's POV...I rubbed my body against her and her breath hitched in her throat. I just want her to accept that she wants me like I wants her. "Just give me your consent," I asked to her and kept on rubbing my manhood to her clothes, until she turns soft. "Haa...what?" She asked me while closing her eyes and biting her lips seductively. "Your consent, kitten?" I asked her again and I felt her cheeks getting flush and my body was becoming hotter, every passing minutes she was taking to make the decision felt like turbulence. "Ahhhh....yes," she said and I soft all the control I was keeping, she unleased the beast inside me that wanted only her. Tonight, I will break every walls, we created in the past days