Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha, The Beta or The Rogue?: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

I sit in the empty darkness of my office. Accepting the fact that my mate is gone. The war we thought was over has taken my mate with it. The one I had waited for. The one fated for me. Now what was I meant to do? How was I meant to continue as a strong Alpha? To lead our pack? I thought of my mate, my beautiful Ava, her damaged and bleeding body as I had seen it being brought back to the pack… I felt my heart crumbling to pieces I did not think could be put back together. My wolf, Micco had gone, to where, I was yet to discover. Him too, likely struggling to accept the loss of our fated one, our beloved girl… There was a knock at the door. I feel my anger building in my veins. Who would dare disturb me when they must know I was mourning the loss of my mate? My Luna… “What?!” My voice penetrates through the walls of the Alpha’s office of the packhouse. The door opens meekly, “I am sorry to disturb you Alpha Jackson” Avery, one of the pack Omegas who helps

I was allowed onto Mystic Shadow Pack despite the heightened security, though this was understandable considering the recent and ongoing situation within our region. Our packs were allies, and my mother was friends with the mother of the current Beta here from what I understood. Though if you listen to my mother it sounded like she was friends with the whole world and their mother! Though, on this occasion, I was not going to complain at her over-friendliness, because it had resulted in a job interview for me that potentially meant a break from our pack. Admittedly, it would not lead to an escape to the ongoing conflict, because it was another war effected pack, but it was still somewhere new, some new people who may not be full of sympathy over the fact my father had died in the fighting. That had been one of the hardest things to accept. Losing my father to this futile and needless battle, that seemed to be going nowhere. My father, our pack’s former Beta, recently retired

I arrived onto Mystic Shadow Pack a couple of days later to begin the induction for my job. I can’t say I know how I feel about this new start for me if I am entirely honest. It was something I wanted, I knew that. But, right now, terrified was definitely one word that could be used to describe the feelings simmering through my body at present as I pulled into the pack. The guard at the gate was a little more friendly this morning, perhaps aware of who I was now, well he better get used to me now I would be working here! I saw Beta Cayden sitting on the steps of the packhouse, leaning back on his arms, seemingly enjoying the morning sunshine, his head tilted into the rays of the light from the sun, lighting up his handsome features on his face. I assume he was waiting for me to arrive. Wonderful, it looked like I would be spending time with the crazy one again then. Though, as Beta it was likely I would have to spend at least some time with him because of the job I had bee

I have no clue what has come over Cayden. He can usually take my temper quite easily. Though today I think I perhaps was a little harsher than usual. No, I know I was. Maybe my words overstepped a mark. There was no reason to bring Lily into this. I know the pain he went through. I went through it with him. I will need to find him later to apologise, I think. He did not deserve my bitterness. My temper in that moment, yet I could not hold my words back. I could sense his anger, not only his, but that of his wolf too, but he was holding it back. He was struggling, battling it. I knew that, but he was managing, just. I assume that was why he was rushing out, or perhaps that was simply because he could not bear to be around me? And, in all honesty, I don’t think I could blame him. My words were close to unforgiveable. Holding back his rage was different for him. He was such a sweet, and caring guy as a whole, but his temper was like a switch, that once triggered there w

After rushing out of the library I had made my way to the door of the packhouse. My wolf, Kali was already pushing to the surface of my skin. He had had enough. Needed a break. Wanted to get out and go for a run. Who can blame him after the words of our so called best friend? Our Alpha? I was already struggling with the confusing feelings I was battling toward this young new she-wolf that had suddenly appeared into our lives. And the overwhelming sense of guilt these feelings brought with them. I had no clue what they all meant. But there was something about Evelyn Anderson that I could not shake. I could not get her from my mind and I felt drawn to her. I flung the doors of the packhouse open, Kali lingering at the surface under my skin, I could feel him, he was pushing to shift and would be forcing it if I did not go to shift soon. I need to go for a run. The morning sunshine was still bright and warm as I walked down the steps of the packhouse, heading toward the