Holding A Wolf Heart. のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

Stella POV. “I don’t encourage her, she’s your Luna, you know she takes after you,” Theo says, I don’t know if he’s saying this to be on my side or just to piss Milo off, I never know with him, but I’m happy to have the support. “And she’s my soul and she obeys me,” Milo answered him, I had to hold back my laughter, he thought that I was going to obey him just because I’m his soul, that’s funny, but he should know how stubborn I am, but for now I decided to stay quiet. “Fine, she’ll obey you, but I don’t have to,” Theo challenged him, I knew he was doing this not because he liked James, but he’s doing it to challenge the alpha. “As your mate and alpha, I’m ordering you to stay right here, don’t do anything stupid,” Milo scolded him, but I could read the look on his face, he’s going to do something stupid.“Right, sure, of course, you staying here or you wanna come with me Stella?” Theo asks me turning to me, I had to make my choice, either stay with Milo who’s very sad and clearly

James POV. They are all dead, everyone died, my parents died years ago, it’s not them that I’m sad about, but it’s the lost of my beta, of my pack, the rest of my family, everyone is gone and I’m the only one left, I should have died with them, I shouldn’t have survived but look at how cruel destiny could be, I survived all alone. What am I supposed to do now that I survived? I don’t have a family anymore, I don’t have a pack, I’m an alpha of nothing, I don’t even have a land anymore, the vampires haven’t left, they knew I’m alive and they’re hanging around to kill me, they’re not going to leave until I’m dead, only then they’d move on. The vampire are very vicious, they don’t give up, they are the type that hold a grudge and they don’t let it go, if I’m on their death list, nothing is going to save me. I appreciated the call I got form Milo, I always like that boy, but I’m not going to allow him to come over here and ruin his life, I can’t have his blood on my hands, he finally fo

Stella POV. “Hey,” I say through the phone, he answered even before the first beep, he’s been yelling in my head and I was trying to ignore it, good thing that I’m not that good with communication and with the distance that’s between us, it’s easier, I don’t hear him that loud anymore, but he’s still there yelling all angry and mad. “Stella, I’m going to chain you down, I swear I’m putting you on a leash,” he yells at me through the phone, I flinched. “Sorry Milo,” I say not sure what else to say, we’re in our third stolen car and we’re ready to drop this one and get a bus before we get home for dinner. “Sorry isn’t going to cut it, when you get home you’re going to be extremely sorry,” he says in a firm voice and I flinch again, that doesn’t sound nice at all. “Okay,” I mumble with fear. “Where are you?” Milo asks me next, he had no idea where we are and he’s so mad at us already. “We’re on our way back home,” I assure him, we’ll be there by dinner. “Where are you Stella?” he

Milo POV. They saved him, they did it for me, and I should be very thankful, I should be so happy, he’s back and he’s here with me now. When she disappeared, when I came by her room and didn’t see her, I was terrified over where she went, where she disappeared, I knew she was with Theo, or else she wouldn’t have been able to get far away from the pack land, or from me. I was going insane when she disappeared, I don’t trust Theo, he might be my mate, we’re getting closer to each other as the days passed, but Theo don’t trust me still and I don’t do him, he doesn’t respect my power over him, I’m the alpha and he’s not, and that makes him angry, that pisses him off which makes our whole relationship a full on mess. “What if he took her and ran away?” I say on the verge of tears, I’m terrified, I have lost James, I’m losing my mate and my soul, and what hurt the most was losing my soul, she’s my everything. “If he knows what’s best for him, he wouldn’t dare,” dad assures me, but we bo

Theo POV. I’m angry, I’m always angry, it’s not my hand, it’s in my DNA, I think I was born like that, I don’t know how to deal with all of the anger in me. I’m not NF, I don’t rap my anger out, I don’t do drugs, and I want to take it out on someone, on anyone, I want to take all of this anger out of me. It all started even before I met my soul, I was always angry, I started fights, I stole cars, I raced, and I done all of things and a lot of things to try to get the anger out of me, I wanted to get out of this anger. I met my soul, I thought that after finding her, my life would be perfect, when I find my soul that I’ll be the happiest person ever, I talked to dad, he said that the anger should disappear after I find my soul she should ground me down. I met my soul and I went so crazy, all I wanted to do was spend time with her, I wanted to tell her about being wolves, I wanted to explain to her that my life is now better with her, but all I could do was show her my love by anger,