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I don't know how long she's been there, or what she was doing on the other end of that door. Perhaps spying on us? For anything to give her sons back the power that Father bestowed on me. Mother ignores Renata, stalking closer. "You-you're pregnant?" She stutters, her skin paling. “I can't believe it." "Is that a shock?" Renata frowns. "I don't know," I shrug, her shock isn’t of excitement that much I know. "But it shouldn't be this shocking. I'm married, and as you previously heard this morning, I'm having sex, mother." Ren laughs, covering it with a cough. Mother's lip curls up as she stares at me with contempt. "You're going to bring children into this world? You?!" She almost gags, "Why would you want to bring more of you into this world?" "For fucks sake, shut up." Renata groans, rising from her seat. Mother stares at her like she's only noticing her presence. "You don't get to—" "Shut up," Renata hisses, her hand colliding with Mother's face. The slap echoes in th

The nurse guides us to the room and gets us ready for the doctor, Renata said he's a very busy man because he's the best at what he does and I'm holding her to that. I trust her, and I will have to trust this doctor too. Enzo stands beside me and stares a little too hard when the nurse asks me to lift my shirt but he doesn't say anything, the doctor walks in before he can. "Good morning," the doctor greets. "Mr and Mrs Valenti?" "Yes," the nurse answers before I can. The doctor pulls a seat close to the machine close by and the nurse immediately walks out. "So, how far along are you?" "We don't know," Enzo snaps, "That's why you're here isn't it?" "Right," the doctor freezes. "M-my apologies." I grab his tie and pull, bringing him closer to my face. “Puoi non fare il Capo qui dentro?” (Can you not be Capo in here?) I whisper-yell, “Lo stai spaventando.” (You’re scaring him.)“Non ho fatto niente,” (I didn’t do anything,) he grumbles.“L’hai fatto,” (You did,) I frown, “Sei stato

"What is it?" “I don’t know how to do this,” she says, her voice breaking. “I don’t know how to be a mother, Enzo.” She chokes, it's the first time she's lost control of her voice while crying, and my heart breaks with her. “I can watch a thousand videos, or read a hundred more articles on parenting and all that but I still won't have it in me." "The fact that you've made an effort to read about the babies that we don't have yet already makes you a good mother Dolcezza." "No," she shakes her head. "You don't get it, Enzo. My mother wishes I didn't exist and honestly, I do too, she's a great mom but she never was to me so I don't know what that looks like." She tells me, my gut crushing at how hard life has been for her. If I could take it away, I would but I'm helpless. I've never been as helpless as I am when she's hurting like this. "My mother adored Sofia, and sometimes, I was lucky enough to be mistaken for her but then she cut my hair short so she wouldn't touch me, not affect

"What?" "Yeah," I grin. "We went to the doctor yesterday and it's twins." "Shut up," she gasps. "You are messing with me." "No, it's twins, identical twins." I didn’t think it was possible for her to get even more excited, but she did. Her gasp became louder, and she started to tear up, shaking her head. "You're just lying to me now," she said. I shrug, "When have I ever lied to you, Sofia?" She shakes her head, crying as she hugs me. "Sof, you're crying.." I point out, not knowing what to do. "I'm just so happy," she sniffs. "You're going to get two babies, this is great, Sasha this will heal your inner child." "Enzo seems to think so," I smile and I think so too. I will have twins, and I won't be like my mother, I won't choose one, I won't neglect both, I will be a good mom, the best I can be for my children. "I love you," Sofia sobs, pulling away to wipe her tears. "I love you too, Sofia." "Congratulations." "Congratulations to you too, Mama Sofia," I tell her. "They'

"Why isn't anyone moving?!" Uncle Vito snaps, finally active at the mention of Enzo. "Get her a doctor, we will continue this meeting later." "We are taking her to the hospital," Igor says, already at the door with her. I move fast, but somehow Mother pushes me out of the way and runs up to Igor. "I can call the family doctor, he will be here sooner than the hospital." "No," Igor snaps. "I am taking her to the hospital." "It's not necessary," she insists, following him. "She's fine, I've been pregnant, had five children believe me she's fine. Get her upstairs I'll call the doctor." She says, trying to grab Sasha from him. "Dante take your sister," Igor stares blankly at Dante, scaring him enough for him to step back. He puts Sasha in the car and shuts the door. "No, something is wrong here, you don't like the girl but you're calling the doctor?" Uncle Nathan mumbles. Mama's mouth opens but she doesn’t say anything. "Come on, get in the car," Luna tells me, hooting from the