Lahat ng Kabanata ng GUARDED HEAT: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

“Is it bleeding?” I asked Gunner, who was checking my ass.We are now back in my home, and we are in my room. I was on my bed, on all fours, while Gunner was right behind me.To be honest, I was embarrassed by this situation. This is not the first time that I have been naked with a man around, and definitely not the first time that someone has checked my ass. But that checking and this checking were totally different.I have never asked someone to check my ass for injuries. Not even during my first time, and definitely not from a doctor, because once again, I hated the hospitals.If I weren't so worried, I definitely wouldn’t ask Gunner to do this. The fact that I was so confident in taking him all in, only to end up failing, was already embarrassing as it is. Then I had to add this—asking him to check my ass. But I had no choice, alright? I had to make sure that my hole wasn't injured or, worse, bleeding, which could lead to so many problems in the future, so I sucked up my pride and

To be honest, I was still surprised at how much I wanted to be involved in this. I still can't get over the fact that I was so into this I was willingly risking my job. For the past couple of days, it was more than once that I had asked myself if I should really do this, if this would be worth it, but as soon as those questions come up, the image of Layland on that day he was bullied while confessing to me everything his parents were doing would cross my mind too, and then the little bit of doubt that randomly pops up inside my head vanishes in a second as if it never was there in the first place.And that is also what's happening right now. And it was also that same image of Layland and the thought of what he would have to endure if his parents found out what he's been through while they were away from him that fueled my desire even more to continue digging for information from this woman right in front of me, whose eyes seemed to have turned into a heart shape as she stared at me so

I wanted to laugh out loud after hearing what Lindsey had said.Really? That's all she could think of? I guess she's dumber than I thought she would be.Alright, I know calling her stupid and dumb isn't right, but I don't know what else to call her either. I can't say she's smart because that's obviously not the case, and I can't call her sensible enough either because that doesn't describe her. The only word I could think of to describe her would be "dumb" because why the hell did she think that I would easily believe her lie about Layland being jealous of her and her gender?There are so many things I could think of to describe Layland and his personality. But the one thing that always comes to my mind first whenever I think of him, except for his ass and how sexy he is, is how loud and proud he is of who he really is.I haven't met him for too long, but I could already tell that being gay is something he would never hide from anyone, and he is so amazing for that. The fact that he

Surprisingly, my feet brought me back to my room instead of going back to Gunner’s room. I was quite surprised that I ended up back in my room when just a while ago, my body had been dying to be touched and be filled with Gunner. It was only when I reached my room and sat at the edge of my bed that I realized why I came back to my room.It was to settle myself. Different emotions and thoughts were swirling inside my head, though the one that was overpowering all those emotions was the happiness that was brought by seeing and feeling the reaction of Gunner to Lindsey’s bullshit, and it was making me too emotional and not able to think clearly. So, I felt like I had to ground myself before going to see Gunner.Yes, I was still going back to Gunner's room. Because despite what I’ve heard from Lindsey, and despite the overwhelming emotions I was feeling, the heat I was feeling remained. My urge to have sex with Gunner did not vanish at all, and instead, it only became stronger, especially

Gunner was kissing me as if he was punishing me but, at the same time, was pleasuring me.He was biting and pulling my lips as if he wanted to tear them off my mouth, but then he would suck them along with my tongue as if he was soothing me.What he was doing to me was confusing, and yet it was also setting my body on fire, which I didn't know if it was good or not, as I was already feeling such an intense heat even without Gunner doing all this.Would I pass out if this continues?But that question was left unanswered when Gunner finally fully untied my robe, and his hands immediately touched and caressed my sides—from my armpits to the sides of my chest, my waist, my hips, and down to my thighs. He was caressing me as if he didn't want to miss even a single spot on my body, as if he was committing it into his memory, and that made me fucking whimper through his mouth, which also earned me a groan from Gunner.I still wanted Gunner’s mouth on mine and to play with his lips and tongue