All Chapters of Rejected By My Biker Alpha: Chapter 51 - Chapter 59

Jax’s POVHer words hurt me. What happened on that field was a disaster, truly. Ever since I started fighting battles, I had never performed that poorly. If it wasn't for Raven, I would be dead now. What made me feel slightly better was that Fabiola didn't outperform me. He was even worse in that battle against the foreigners.Raven saved us both.Now, she stared at me impatiently, arms folded on her chest. She looked eager to return to Fabiola."I didn't know you had something going on with Fabiola," I told her."Well, it's not your business, is it?" She replied defiantly. "You said you wanted to know how know I'm faring, you can see I'm fine, so you can leave. Unless you have something else to say.""I just mentioned Fabiola. You're ignoring that.""Because it's my business, not yours. Again, stop worrying about me. Focus on yourself!"She turned around and walked away. I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye.I shoved my hands in my pockets and strolled around the grand hall of

Jax’s POVThat growling sound bothered me. It didn't sound like a normal wolf. It had to be something bigger. Something ready to wreak havoc.Raven sniffed the air and shook her head. "I can't figure out the scent, but it sounds like a beast..."I nodded, my throat suddenly going dry."What do you think we should do?" Raven asked, looking around."Well, we can't run. The blizzard outside is too crazy. The roads are completely covered in snow. We would not make it far before we freeze.""You're right..."The growl came again, interrupting Raven. Every growl vibrated through the wooden floor and spread fear through my veins. What the hell was that, really?I clenched my jaw and brushed my hair back. Pain shot through my arm as I raised it, making me squeeze my face. My mind bubbled with different thoughts about how to face with the unseen monster, but I couldn't concentrate.."We can't just stay here," Raven said to me."Yeah, you know what? Become invisible. Leave me alone to fight the

Jax’s POVDean's words unsettled me. The Elders wanted me to hand Raven over to the Crimson Fangs. If I refused they would declare me unfit to lead. The words rang in my head over and over. I felt a heavy weight press down on my shoulders. Duty to my pack had always come first. That was what made me Alpha. But now I wasn't so sure anymore.I glanced back at Raven. She stood just behind me with a pale face. Fear gleamed in her eyes. Her hands hung at her sides, trembling a little.I remembered how she came after me when I left Gold Crest. She came to my rescue and fought beside me. She bandaged my wounds...This was someone I had rejected. She looked so broken then. Her eyes filled with tears and her shoulders dropped like the whole world had crushed her. I did that to her. I made her feel worthless. Now I had been trying every day to become worthy again. To show her I was the Alpha she once wanted. The one who could protect her. I could not betray her a second time. I would not.Dean

Jax’s POVI scraped the last plate clean and stacked it with the others. The cabin felt warmer now. Last night had been brutally cold.My mind darted back to the kiss with Raven as I stood at the sink. I had leaned in to take her lips and she didn't resist. She kissed back with passion. That small moment made me smile over and over.Her feelings for me wasn't dead. That was absolutely clear now. But could I really guage her feelings for me based on that?She also kissed Fabiola...I wiped my hands on a napkin and moved back to the cabin living room.Raven was still in the bathroom. I sat on the wooden couch. She would return soon.Maybe we could talk about what we meant to each other. I had already let her know I would give up my position for her. But she didn't seem interested in my sacrifice.I waited for her to get back from the bathroom. Seconds rolled into minutes. I didn't see her.I got up and checked the bathroom door. Steam slipped out from under the door. Water continued to

Jax’s POVI stormed deeper into the woods. My boots crunched hard on the snow. Every step felt wrong as I walked away.Guilt burned in my chest. I had walked away from her. Anger swept through my veins. Yes, I had every right to leave her alone after everything. I risked my life to save her, and she just asked for space. She wanted to be alone.Fear gripped for her safety, the longer I walked away.I stopped after thirty yards. The cold wind swayed the branches on the trees nearby. My fists clenched tight at my sides.Distant howls cut through the quiet morning. They grew louder. I snapped out of my anger. As pissed as I was, I still had to consider Raven's welfare.I burst into the clearing. The three dead bikers still lay in the pool of their blood. I did that. Without any help from. Raven. Abandoned motorcycles surrounded the bodies.Raven knelt exactly where I left her. Her forehead pressed to the ground. She sobbed uncontrollably in the red-stained snow.I dropped to one knee. "R