Eliana I was tired. So deeply exhausted that standing upright felt impossible, breathing felt like hard work, and Theo's arms wrapped around me despite the filth covering my body was the only thing keeping me from falling apart. I buried my face deeper into his chest, inhaling his scent and tried not to think about how I must smell, how disgusting I was. He shouldn't be touching me when I was covered in sewage but he held me tighter. The manhole flashed through my mind, the darkness swallowing me whole as I climbed down that rusted ladder, the disgusting cold water in the sewer rising past my ankles, then my knees, then my waist, the things floating past me that I couldn't identify and didn't want to. The memory of Leslie's laughter echoing from above while she filmed everything and Vincent's voice ordering me to keep going while my mother watched from that cage made a sob tore from my throat.&
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