Lahat ng Kabanata ng Step Too Far: Ruined By Him: Kabanata 151 - Kabanata 160

He nods and leaves the warehouse, leaving Jagger and I alone."What did Carina do?"He hands me his phone, and I glance at the screen. It's an email. "I received this today." Each word vibrating with anger.I have to read the email twice to make sure that I read it right. Holy fuck, what the hell did I just read?"Jag?" I say through gritted teeth, "Want to tell me why it says that you told her you didn't want the baby?"His eyes flash with anger. "Those words never left my mouth. Up until this email, I had no idea that Sarah was pregnant." His breathing is hard, his chest rising and falling, I've never seen him this mad before."Fuck, Jag." I stare at the picture of the little girl, a cute smile on her face, her blue eyes are bright like the sea, and she has one tiny tooth. "This is your daughter man; there's no denying that fucking smile.""I have a child, one that was kept from me." He shouts. "She kept my child from me, Levi.""You need to calm the fuck down," I warn him. He's mad

She nods as tears spring to her eyes, "Renae, you were a daddy's girl, you had been from the moment you were born, as soon as he held you he told me that the world had finally made sense. I completely understood how he felt. We both loved you deeply; I still do. But you and your dad were always closer than you and I ever were, and when he died you pulled away. I could never reach you." Her voice is barely a whisper as a lone tear falls down her face. "You were hurting, and I couldn't help you. I had no idea how I could stop your pain.""I miss him, Mom. I thought you were trying to wipe away every remnant of him and the life you shared with him." God, this isn't the time to be having this discussion, not now, not at her party.She pulls me into her arms, "Renae, your father was a big part of my life. I loved him with every fiber of my being. I still love him, had he not died we would have grown old together and lived a very happy life. I'm so sorry that you thought I was doing that.”

Levi"Fuck." Jagger's words are guttural, he fucked up, and he knows it. What the fuck was he doing making out with that bitch mere hours after being with Sarah?"Sarah found out she was pregnant when she was about eight or nine weeks. She contemplated whether or not she was going to keep it." Renae's voice is soft and willowy, and her hand is gripped tight in mine, I thought she'd ignore it when I reached over and touched her thigh, she shocked me by taking my hand into hers, she's held on tightly ever since. The woman is making my head spin, I want her and I shouldn't but fuck, she's mine, and I'm not going to stop until she's in my bed. Permanently. She was mine before our parents got married. I don’t care if we’re family now."What?" Jagger shouts and both Renae and Lacey jump.Before I'm able to reprimand him, Renae stands up, her hand pulling away from mine and she leans over the table. Her finger pointing in his face. "Don't you dare. Don't even think about making it about that

"Do you have any plans while you girls are here?" Dad asks, he seems so at ease around them, I feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone or some shit, he's different. I'm not sure what to make of it.Renae glances at her hands, she's nervous, I want to reach out and pull her toward me, but I know that she'd be pissed if I did that. I need to get her used to it first before I do it."Um Mom, do you still have the keys to the old house?" Renae's voice is hesitant."Yes, do you want to go back?" Tina stares at her, and it's as if they're having a silent conversation.Renae nods, "Yeah, after what we were talking about earlier, it would be nice. While I'm here, I want to go visit Dad."I frown, her dad? I wonder where he is. My dad hasn't mentioned him at all."Of course, do you want me to come with you? We can go to the grave together?"Grave? Shit, her dad must be dead.Renae stands, tears swimming in her eyes, "No, I've not been in a while. I'll be okay."Dad pulls Tina closer, offering her s

I manage to zip my dress up, and I don't say anything to him as I leave his room, I doubt he's even noticed that I've gone. Looking at the floor, I close the door behind me and on us. There's no way we would work, no matter how much Levi believes that I'm his and vice versa, it wouldn't work. Everyone knows that our parents are married; being together is not right, of that I'm sure."Oh, there you are." Mom's voice makes me look up and I see her standing outside my room. She frowns, "What were you doing in Levi's room?"My breath leaves me in a whoosh, and guilt eats away at me. This is why we shouldn't be doing what we were just about to do. Everyone will disapprove and not only that, it's weird, our parents are married."Nothing." I lie, "He was trying to find out who it was that was on the door the night I went to the club." The door behind me opens, and instantly I feel that pull, "But he wouldn't listen. It was almost two years ago now, what happened that night happened a long ti