All Chapters of My Alpha, My Mate, My Ruin.: Chapter 181 - Chapter 190

Betsy’s POVI couldn’t stay at a place anymore. Standing there that way felt wrong, I felt like if I didn’t shift, something in me would take over before I realized what was happening. I was breathing very fast as the strange feeling kept building within me.It was stronger this time. It felt like I was fighting what was right under my skin.I tried to take a step backward, to my surprise, I moved.Then I took another step, trying to create a space between Matteo and me.I wanted to think.“Stay right there, don’t come any closer to me”, I said, my voice trembling no matter how hard I tried to be strong. “I mean everything I just said, Matteo, stay there”.He didn’t even respond to me; he just stood there watching me, like he had seen how things would play out before.“You’re trying to give me a little space”, he said calmly, all his attention on me. “But we both know that distance won’t help you one bit”.“Stay away from me”, I said to him, my voice harsh as I took another step backw

Drake’s POVI moved faster even as I was trying to be calm and slow down.Every instinct in me was on edge, and my senses were stretched to the limit as I moved through the forest without giving it more thought. With how fast I moved, the trees were blurred as I passed them.The deeper I got, the stronger the feeling became.But it wasn’t quite steady, but at least I was feeling different.I gritted my teeth and increased my speed.“Hold on a little longer, Betsy,” I said softly under my breath.For a moment, I thought I heard her voice, but as I scanned the first, it was just my mind playing tricks on me.I knew something was wrong, but the feeling was worse now.I slowed down a bit as my instincts led me.I noticed subtle movement ahead. Before I could fully process it, my body reacted instantly.I stood completely still, and I tried to listen more carefully.Then I heard another sound, and it was a bit closer now.Without thinking twice, I moved toward the sound.I moved quickly, b

Betsy’s POVIt kept getting worse by the minute.I couldn’t stand it anymore. The fight wasn’t just between the both of them, it was affecting me as well. I was feeling the effects of the fight.Every punch, all the movements felt like it was echoing in me and it was tearing me from inside out.I placed both hands in my head as I tried to keep my balance just as another wave hit me. “Can you guys please stop this already?” I said loudly, my voice already sounding weaker.They didn’t pay any attention to me, it was as if I was pouring water against a stone.Drake attacked Matteo again more furiously, his punches landing one after another without him pausing to catch a breath. He was fighting like he was out of control, like a force was pushing him to keep striking him more.Matteo dodged the ones he could.Again and again, the cycle kept repeating itself. “You’re taking this very far”, Matteo said as he dodged another punch.His voice was still sounding calm despite how he was movin

Chapter 188Betsy’s POVMy chest was feeling suffocated as I tried to take in a deep breath, it felt like it was a great deal to breathe. My body was weak in such a way I had never felt before.But still, deep inside me something felt very alive, awake and active.It felt too active and I wasn’t calm and it didn’t feel right.I tried to force my eyes open but it felt like they were glued shut. When I first opened my eyes, things felt blurry and I couldn’t see things clearly. I rolled my eyeballs as I was trying to find something to focus on.Then bit by bit, my eyes were on him. Drake was right next to me.I noticed his hand holding mine firmly, his grip was strong like he was afraid I’ll vanish into thin air if he let me go.“Betsy”, he called softly. “Please stay with me, open your eyes, listen to my voice and come back to me”, he said, his voice filled with worry.I blinked slowly as I was trying to focus my attention on his face. But it still looked a bit blurry but at least I co

Betsy’s POVI was breathing so fast that I could hear it clearly. It felt like it didn’t belong to me anymore. It was coming short, loud bursts.I stood straight right in the middle of the forest, my chest rising and falling very quickly. I tried to keep my balance and stay from but my hands were shaking really badly. I curled my hands into fists just to give myself some semblance of control.But it wasn’t working. I didn’t have control over myself anymore. I didn’t know what the hell was going on with me at this point.“I don’t know what this is”, I said to myself as I unclenched my fists and stared at my plans. “I was getting better one moment and now it feels like something in me wants to break free from me like I had been holding it captive”.My eyes were blurry and I could feel a wave building up inside me.That same pressure and energy filling me again.Pushing and tugging, struggling to come out as if I held it in.“I can’t control it anymore, it’s too strong”, I repeated, my v