Divorced my cheating husband married his rival のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 151 - チャプター 160

ou know what shuan , I think that I am done playing that dumb game with you when you know that all of this is for our own best interest .You cannot just walk in here and tell me that you are pushing through with that divorce , you and I both know that I am not going to let it go and I am sure that you do not want that to happen . “ maybe you should have thought about that when you decided to go tell her that it was a fucking plan .I know that we are both in this together but u have made it clear to you that I do not want to ne part of this anymore .I just don’t get why this is so hard for you to understand or get into those skull of yours .When I met you I knew that there was something about us that I really want to trash and I made it clear to you that I didn’t want a fucking marriage .You know how much that marriage caused me , I didn’t not just leave my wife and kids to be with you .I didn’t just leave my family to spend enternity with a white American bitc

I was broken , broken beyond words , I had not been able to leave the house and I had been mopping my life .I felt weak , I felt like I was some kind of piece of shit and for the first time in a long while , I felt disgusted with myself . I didn’t know what I was thinking that made me mess myself up till this level , I could never have imagined that this was going to come to this level . I hadn’t been able to pick up myself after ending that relationship with Trevor .i knew that he was never dating me and I was never in a relationship with them , but what could I do , I knew that there was literally nothing that I was going to do at this point that was going to make me love again , it seems like he has no fucking intrest in me and it was time that I moved on too , it was time that I did the same thing , I wasn’t going to be mopping over a guy who had no fucking intrest on me , that would be more like a slap on me .I loved the fact that my mom hadn't called to check up on me

The rage and anger in his eyes was something I hadn’t seen before but it wad more like the day I saw him cone rescue me from that bastard that held me captive for weeks.“ why do you care about what I’m going to do with him? I rolled my eyes arc his questions and tried to ignore just line he had done to me but even before I can walk past him he pulled me back so tightly that I allmost feel myself collapsing but soon I was held. You know what I hate Tessa , I have the fact that you let any man touch you Judy because you want them to and that’s totally wrong and I would never had done that to you ever.My eyes moved instinctively and fell on his as the rage and anger built up inside oh me. Some Bernie’s he had got to tell me about what he hated and died not hard.I don’t care anojy any of that and that’s because the man that I love so much wouldn’t even do it in a proper way but he thinks being mad at me or showing his rage to any man who dare to talk to me would actually change min

“You shouldn’t be here” I said when I finally found my voice.Christian didn’t say a thing but instead he just let out a little laugh and then stretched his hands to me.He wants to take me out on a ride.Without hesitation or even thinking about it , I took his hands as we both started walking out of the house.His bike was packed just outside and he had the second helmet with him which he gave me and I placed it on without questioning.It was past midnight and the weather was cold but somehow when I stood close to him, I didn't get cold.When Christian started his bike,he moved a bit closer to me making sure I felt his heat and his body close to mine.I felt the adrenaline going through me at the moment.I didn’t know what to say or to do.Somehow when he left me three days ago I wondered why?I wondered if the marriage contract didn’t hold anymore and somehow even though it was fake, I badly wanted it to be real.Christian was weird but somehow I wished to be closer

Isabel was standing just by the door by the time I arrived at her place.What I still couldn’t understand was how she looked calm even though she just called me crying.My steps were small and quickly but each one pushed me closer to ask the damn questions.There was this little smirk on her face as she wrapped her hands tightly around her chest while staring at me in the most sweetest manner. The one thing I hated was being made a fool of us and she knew that .I had to leave without telling Killian because I didn’t want to get into his conversations with his friends.The only thing I kept thinking as I took the ride was the fact that my friend was going through something only for me to get here and the bitch is all smiles.Isabell pouted as I got closer as she tried to fake out the tears.“Quit the act” I cut her off.She walked closer and grabbed both my hands while staring directly into my eyes as if she was about to confess her undying love for me.“I’m sorry I